Un - Break My Heart
75. The most beautiful memories
Shinta really did not want to see Farrel even though her husband Reyhan had persuaded her. She had forgiven all of the mistakes of her past man, but right now she really did not want to talk directly to the person who had made her happy in her teens.
Farrel who will always be there to accompany Shinta whenever and wherever, the young man is very good and willing to do anything for him. Even willing to queue up tickets concert favorite artist Shinta on radio Ardan, radio which was then in the gandrungin teenagers Bandung. While Bandung's weather was very hot burning his skin, but the man always smiled at Shinta who was waiting for him to take shelter under the tree.
Shinta shook her head as those memories of the past re-spinned in her memories. Not only queue to buy concert tickets, Farrelpun rella at any time buy Shinta ice cendol Elizabeth at the intersection of Dago. No matter how far they are to get to the Dago junction.
"This is the last time, baby, he promises he won't bother you anymore" Reyhan said. Shinta looked up at her husband, the man smiled. There was no trace of jealousy on her face, Shinta felt guilty because she had just been living her past with another man while her husband was still in front of her to persuade her to meet the man in her head. Shinta shook her head.
That's how Reyhan is, he should be happy that Shinta doesn't want to meet and talk to Farrel. But in reality he still persuaded his wife to solve their problems and reconcile. He wants in the future there is only happiness for them.
"Just tell me that Shinta has forgiven her bang" Shinta said asking Reyhan to speak with Farrel.
"Abang's talking but you're with brother yeah, let's get the problem done after this"
After being persuaded by her husband, Shinta finally wants to meet Farrel who is still waiting for her in the living room of her residence. Although very unwilling to meet the man of her past, but as her husband said to solve their problems, with a heavy heart Shinta finally stepped foot accompanied Reyhan menumui Farrel.
Reyhan does what Shinta did to him, and he has to solve his problems with Cindy. Now it's time for Shinta to solve her problem with Farrel.
"Shinta I know an apology is not enough to erase all the wrongs I did" Farrel said, looking at Shinta who had not wanted to see him since.
Farrel knew, even very well, that Shinta was now forced to meet him to talk and hear his apology.
"But even so, I still apologize for all my mistakes and end the misunderstanding between us"
"I won't be able to leave quietly if you haven't forgiven Shi"
The silent atmosphere after. Reyhan squeezed the hand of Shinta who had not wanted to escape from his hand. Shinta understands her husband's intentions so she answers Farrel's apology. Shinta sighed, took a deep breath and then breathed it in with resentment, anger and the remnants of her feelings for Farrel.
"I forgive you but please don't bother us anymore" Shinta replied, in the end she's not Reyhan.
"I promise" Farrel replied. His arrival was just wanted to hear the answer from Shinta's mouth directly if the former most beautiful was to forgive him. That's just that there's nothing else.
"Bang" Shinta intended to ask permission to return to her room, she had already met Farrel and answered the man's apology. Reyhan nodded his allowance and let go of his hand grip.
"I'm sorry Mr. Reyhan, thank you for your time. Sorry for all the problems I caused" Farrel said sincerely after Shinta left them.
He had been pondering for a long time in the bars, the misunderstanding his mother told him made him very sorry. But she could not hate her mother however only that woman she had right now, moreover her mother was not so good at this moment, her condition was not so good, because it misrepresents love and must end up in a mental institution.
"We have forgiven you Mr. Barata, moreover you are Jonathan's brother who is now our relative"
"I'm sorry" Farrel immediately left the residence as soon as Reyhan allowed it.
Farrel sped quickly until he felt far enough away from Reyhan and Shinta's residence. He turned away his vehicle, shedding tears that he had been holding back. Crying one form to release the tightness that was there, crying emotionally is what Farrel laukan at this time. Emotional tears contain more of other things, such as hormones (a type of chemical unique to our bodies) that function like natural painkillers, we will feel better after we cry.
Farrel was able to control himself after releasing his chest tightness. He continued on his way back to his residence and prepared to travel to Australia to visit his mother.
To get rid of the loneliness of Farrel turn on the radio, at least the voice of the announcer or song played can accompany him in loneliness. That's the quiet Farrel feels right now.
I am weak without you
I am vulnerable because
The love that is missing from you
Who can flatter me
The voice of Bams vocalist Band Samsons began to be heard accompanying Farrel's journey.
As long as the eyes are open
Until the heart doesn't beat
Farrel often heard this song but only this time he listened to every lyric spoken by the vocalist.
From you (from you), I found my life
To me (to me), you are true love
Yeah, huu, huu (from you)
(For me, you are true love)
Farrell dissolves in every lyric and his lips come together to sing every lyric.
When it is written to me
Is the best for you
'I'm making you a memory
The most beautiful thing in my life
But it won't be easy for me
Leaving traces of your life
Which is immortal engraved
As a beautiful memory
Oo-hoo, oo-hoo
Oo-hoo
"If it is written to me
Is the best for you
'I'm making you a memory
The most beautiful thing in my life" Farrel's voice was even more powerful than the vocal sound heard on the radio.
"But it won't be easy for me
Leaving traces of your life
Which is immortal engraved
As the most beautiful memories" even he still repeated and repeated the lyrics even though what he heard on the radio had changed the voice of the announcer.
"Goodbye Shinta, goodbye love, goodbye memories" said Farrel after he was satisfied to repeat the lyrics of a song owned by samson entitled the most beautiful memories as previously spoken by radio broadcasters.
Farrel turned his vehicle towards the Banu residence, he forgot one more person he should meet and apologized to the woman. Who else if not Cindy who is now the wife of Banu. Cindy almost ended her life after conceiving her child, but she could do nothing about it. He also makes the comfort of Cindy's life a mess, because the persuasion makes Cindy help him to seize Reyhan from Shinta.
But from this event one thing that he got, so much love that exists between Sinta and Reyhan so great also the mutual trust that is in the two.
You deserve to be happy Shinta, sorry I hurt your heart by re-expressing love to you when you have found true love.
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