Under the Black Umbrella
Resisting the Want ...

Ghavi was stunned to hear Handy's sudden statement. To the extent that he was not aware, his hand was in the grasp of the man who was sitting in the wheelchair.

"Vi!" call Handy tightening the grip.

Ghavi who was instantly struck by the call hurriedly withdrew his hand.

"What's wrong? Is anyone sick?! I'll call the doctor, yeah."

Handy asked anxiously as the girl pulled her hand suddenly and grimaced.

"No-no! Me, I'm fine!" said nervous.

Ghavi's feelings are not out of his mind. For some reason, the pain, anger and disappointment that he had felt for the past four years just disappeared when he discovered the reality of life experienced by Handy.

In fact, all that had turned into a sense of sadness and pity once he met Handy for the first time after four years without a trace and news, now he found the man who looked quite sad.

Not only was his life now dependent on wheelchairs, his appearance now seemed extremely unkempt.

His hair was left back in the gondrong as Ghavi first saw it in the Orphanage at which time Handy's appearance was still like a thug and full of fuss.

Only difference, if he used to wear an onblong shirt wrapped in a butut leather jacket and torn jeans on his knees, now the clothes worn by the man was a suit with an expensive shirt wrapped around his body.

And even though gondrong is limited to the neck, his hair is now more neatly arranged with a rubber hair tie.

"But your face is pale, Vi!"

Again Handy broke Ghavi's daydream.

"I'm fine!"

Honestly, Ghavi was eager to go to the restroom. However, the girl did not dare to say goodbye to Handy. It's not like he can't walk himself to the bathroom, but he did not dare to walk to the bathroom just by wearing the patient's clothes on the top only while his pants had been removed earlier because of the wet spillage of avocado juice leftover earlier that he had not spent.

Yes, after Liana's death, Ghavi intends to spend his avocado juice. But unfortunately, the cup he held tetiba fell into his lap before being shunned. As a result, the patient's pants are wet and sticky.

And because he felt uncomfortable, Ghavi decided to take off the pants and bandaged his lower body using a blanket. Right he finished wrapping his body earlier Handy entered his room.

"What exactly are you? Why is your face so pale, and you also grimace a few times like holding something back."

Handy was a little worried about seeing it.

"Actually, I ..."

Ghavi hesitated to say it. But his bladder feels so full now. He felt he could not resist the urge to urinate any longer.

"I actually want to ..."

Check it!

The door opened from the outside and Bu Yoyon appeared.

"Non Ghavi why did he get into the hospital, anyway?!" the woman asked so anxiously that she did not realize Handy was there.

"Mom! Thankfully, I arrived on time."

Ghavi was slightly relieved after seeing Bu Yoyon's arrival.

"What's wrong?"

Ghavi asked Bu Yoyon to come closer to him and whispered.

Bu Yoyon immediately looked at Handy with a slightly surprised look. But suddenly the woman was sick.

"Owalaaahh .. so, anyway! Haha ...!"

Bu Yoyon laughed loudly making Handy astonished.

"Oh, sorry, you know, Mas Handy! I didn't even realize you were here so worried about it."

Ms. Yoyon cupped her claps and bowed to Handy, who was just across from her, blocked by Ghavi's bed lying down.

"It's okay, Mom! But, that's why Ghavi's face is getting pale, huh?! I asked him the answer was fine, but his face was getting pale" Handy pointed to Ghavi who was seen biting his lower lip.

"Whoops!! I forgot to forget!"

Bu Yoyon patted his own forehead.

"Emm, sorry, yes Mas Handy. Can you turn around against the wall for a second?"

"Why, Mom?"

Bu Yoyon whispered something to Handy. The man looked surprised.

"Why didn't you say that?!" he looked at Ghavi who immediately looked away.

Handy immediately turned over her wheelchair with the help of Bu Yoyon.

About fifteen minutes facing the Wall while playing a mobile phone, Handy was told to turn back to face the bed.

"Sorry, yes, my mom!"

This time Ghavi opened his voice with a sigh of relief after his wish was wasted.

"Yes, it's okay! Why are you ashamed to say that?! You, you're gonna be holding back the pain of wanting to pee."

Handy asked with a slight scolding.

"To not wet the bed earlier. Hehe ...," said Bu Yoyon.

"Mother!"

Ghavi's face immediately turned red withstanding embarrassment.

"Hmmm ...!" Handy smiled in response.

"Ekhm!! Vi, I'm saying goodbye, yeah! That's Aslan already picked up. Tomorrow I'm here again" he said later.

"L-yes, thank you!" ghavi stuttered back as Handy again clasped her right hand.

"I'm saying goodbye, Mom!" said the man to Bu Yoyon who nodded back.

"Be careful, yes, Mommy!"

Handy is pushed by Bu Yoyon out the door and greeted by Aslan, the driver who now doubles as his assistant after Aswan's death.