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. All the guests turned to him, even the MC asked what he wanted. Arisa herself felt surprised because she unconsciously moved and turned to and fro looking for Reza's existence.

"Sorry, there's nothing." Arisa smiled forcefully. To feel ashamed of it he no longer cared. Reza smiled faintly when she heard Arisa's voice, she felt like turning around and patting the girl's forehead with anxiety because she was already acting embarrassing.

"I reflex. Sorry." Lirih Arisa to Rayyan who looked at her questioningly.

"It's okay." Rayyan said soothing so that this does not make Arisa become anxious and embarrassed.

. Throughout the event, Arisa really felt hollow. He feels Reza is there, but he doesn't find Reza at all. Until the show is over, Arisa chooses to go to the car first and wait for Rayyan to finish her business. When at the end of the lobby, the steps are faster to catch someone who is very familiar. Immediately Arisa pulled the person's hand without talking, and it managed to make him turn his head and also look like a panicked look on his face.

"Are you going to stay away from me again? At least tell me what's my fault! Don't move away suddenly for no reason, brother." Shouted Arisa who couldn't help but feel her irritation in front of Reza.

"Did I make a mistake? Until you and Mom left without telling me anything. Leaving a trail, and hiding in a place I find hard to find." Arisa continues to be upset.

"Let go!" Tell Reza a little furiously.

"I said let go!" Reza's stern voice sounded more like a snarl. Slowly Arisa released her grasp from Reza and her steps slightly retreated away.

"Have you never met anyone who hates you? Or are you pretending? Or are you used to begging for attention from others? Is that as low as your pride, Arisa?." Continue Reza is now flanked by a smile of disdain that was thrown at Arisa.

"So you hate me?" Lirih Arisa is getting down.

"of course. Which brother doesn't hate the one who took his sister? You took Nadhira from me. You laugh with the hearts of others in your body. You're really cunning Arisa. I really hate you. I'm tired of Arisa, for 4 years I had to pretend to love you to make amnesia right. You should remember again, before you were amnesiac, how I behaved to you. There's no way I love you with a sincere feeling." Hearing this long sentence, Arisa's breath felt even more tight. And I don't know when his tears broke without him noticing. His heart was so slashed, he did not expect Reza to say things that perhaps would not be said by a brother to his sister.

"alright. Sorry to bother you. Then I'll turn Nadhira's heart back to you, but I'm sorry if I can't turn your sister back to you." Said Arisa wiping her tears and then she passed from before Reza. After Arisa left, Reza continued to think about the intention of Arisa's words that might be reckless suicide by reopening the heart that was attached to her body. In Reza's heart, he begins to worry about Arisa's words that make him regret his own words. Intention to make Arisa stay away by itself, he was faced with the threat of Arisa's departure.

. After the show was over, Rayyan followed Arisa to the car, and at that time Arisa was still sobbing in tears. In fact, the louder the crying saw Rayyan coming after him.

"Risa. What was? Did anyone do anything bad to you? Tell me who it is!" However, Arisa hugged Rayyan tightly and her cries grew louder. Rayyan is astonished by Arisa's sudden attitude, she worries if anyone tries to kidnap her again and inflict trauma on Arisa.

"Am I that bad as Aray?" Lirih Arisa increasingly makes Rayyan confused.

"I don't want it, do I? If it's going to be like this, why don't I just die?"

"Ehhh what are you talking about? No one wants the death of someone we care about. Yes already! Don't think so. I don't like Risa. Whatever the reason, your life is a gift to be grateful for." Again, Rayyan tried to persuade Arisa to be calmer.

"But not by taking someone else's life, right? Nor did he seize anyone of value to his brother and mother. It makes me even sicker, Aray. Even though Nadhira is my sister, that doesn't mean I can just use her heart for my life. I am free to live, but the family is unhappy because the source of their happiness I have taken away. Aray.. I don't want to live, if Reza doesn't want it."

"Ssttt. I don't want to hear Risa anymore. Don't talk like that. I'm so grateful you're alive. And Nadhira's departure is not our will. It was the way, and he donated it sincerely. I'm sure Nadhira never regretted this. You should also think about the feelings of those around you. Me, my family, and your family are so grateful you're alive, baby. I don't know now what my life would be like if you were gone then. I may not be alive for giving you my heart. Many people love you, dear. Vienna, and Daffa love you very much too. So please don't talk about the no-no. I love you, we love you. We are happy with your existence. Whatever the condition is." After Rayyan spoke at length, Arisa's cries began to subside. His eyes were getting smelly and he was still hugging Rayyan. Half way home, Rayyan who had just stroked Arisa's head realized that Arisa was asleep. Rayyan's originally warm face had now turned cold, and in her head only one name was thought of.

"Reza's. What did you tell Risa?" Inner Rayyan with an increasingly sharp gaze like an eagle is eyeing a snake.

. In short, a few days later, Arisa who was working, got a package of food every day. It's been 3 days that he got an anonymous delivery. But none of them ate because they were suspicious. And today, he got a call from a foreign number.

"Hallo." Sapa Arisa hesitated a little.

"Daughter!" Call someone from across. Arisa froze instantly, she was really like a statue now, a voice so familiar. His heart was racing, his body suddenly trembling.

"Mothers.." she shrieked and returned to shed tears.

"What's the matter?"

"Cih... Mother asked about my news? If you don't leave, and hide from me, that question won't be asked. If you want to know, meet me!" Shouted Arisa with annoyance and gasping breath.

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