Unleashing Single
Chapter 22Destruction of zidan's heart

Zidan just dropped off his parents at home, he then darted away using his car very fast. His heart was crushed like a piece of glass that was difficult to put back together. Not knowing which direction he was going to step his breath choked, his heart seemed to stop beating and his blood stopped flowing. The tightness in his chest was so tight as if there would be no gap in breathing to blow past him.

" Zidan wants to go where". asked umi he panicked.

" let umi, let her vent her anger. Zidan our son Abi believes he will not sin.

" o Allah, do not do anything to harm you or anyone else, torment me." umi cried in her arms by Abi.

" we just pray umi that Zidan will be fine". said Abi again lead Umi to go inside.

Zidan's car sped far away he went to the beach at night, Zidan cried in the car and then he went out to the beach he shouted as hard as he could to make the tightness in his chest relieved. Zidan sat back he piles his feet in place his head down and cried. poignant pain, that's the heart of Zidan now he feels.

Likewise with Kiran there he went into the room crying so much. The mother of the home was very sorry to see Kiran her decision brought destruction to her love. It was so felt this time that he also loved Zidan very much. Left by his mother Kiran to cry as much as he could, nothing else could be changed by Kiran's decision that she agreed to marry the 35-year-old Tedy.

" o Allah this is the test of my love, after all these years I waited for him but he chose another man. Then what about the answer in my prayer istikharah is not true. clearly, O God, You brought kiran in my prayer istikharah not only once or many times." Zidan murmured to himself continuing to flow his tears.

He lived his life after his parents went bankrupt and now he was met with Abah to be able to work with Abah thanks to Zakia who was married by Hamdan. Zidan protects his family from anything but for himself he cannot protect his own heart, angry, yes he is angry with himself to the fate that has toyed with him. he has stepped on the number 30 years, but has not found the destiny of his love.

Zidan let out all his anger until midnight, his heart was already a little relieved. Then Zidan walked towards the car he went to in his mosque in that city he rested before God asking for forgiveness. Zidan thought maybe it was his fault of a few years of adultery against Kiran that had not become lawful to him. Zidan prayed repentance, tahajjud up to twelve rakaats, and he closed with a witir of three rakaats. He spilled it all over to God, the owner of his heart, and he gave it where he would go again. Zidan wanted to forget everything about Kiran he had a gift to Allah so that Kiran was erased from his heart. Zidan cried out moaning then he took the scriptures he read under his eyes so that his heart was calm enough. Zidan felt someone pat him on the back of the shoulder after he finished his berilawah he closed his book again.

" Give everything to Allah son, all your efforts are maxed out. God knows best for you".

" yes, it may be Zidan's sin too much that Zidan must accept all this" Zidan sobbed he wept down.

" God is testing you for how strong your endurance is, nothing is impossible for Him. stay on the directional path and continue to pray never get tired of knocking on the sky door continuously until it is open to you and your prayers will be welcomed.

Zidan came home after the dawn adhan, umi all night also could not sleep. umi waited for Zidan in the living room hoping his son came home. When after dawn prayers, Umi heard the sound of Zidan's car coming home.

" assalamu'alaikum".

" wa'alaikumsalam, son". Zidan smiled at her um, he didn't want to worry.

" Zidan is sleepy please don't bother Zidan before Zidan himself wakes up".

" but son". Abi holds umi's shoulder in order for umi to let what Zidan wills .

Then Zidan went into his room he cleaned and slept, it felt very sleepy once a night he did not sleep and his eyes were still swollen. Umi cried again in Abi's embrace, he also felt what his son felt.

Zakia came Alif since earlier whining to be delivered to his grandmother's house, he memorized if this was a holiday and surely his om Zidan was at home. Alif immediately ran in after saying hello, he saw his room door was still closed. Zakia is also surprised his house looks quiet usually if this holiday Zidan is already behind taking care of his pet Abi.

" dear om sleeping don't bother ya". Zakia was surprised that her sister's tumben at this hour was still sleeping.

" why is sister umi sick".kia asked that's her biggest possibility.

" no he said sleepy was coming home after dawn". Abi said in response so that Umi did not tell the first Zidan problem.

" where did you come home until dawn".

" itikaf to the same mosque ustadz Yusuf.

" Alif let's play with grandfather here". invite grandfather so that Alif is not disappointed actually he wants to be with Zidan. Grandpa immediately carried Alif in the back.

" Kirain's sister is sick umi not usually sister sleeps at this hour". Umi just smiled but for kia looks strange, the face of umi like hiding something. But kia did not want to urge him not to if Umi did not speak first, maybe private so that Umi did not talk.

" cook what umi" asked kia to look at her common cooking.

" this is umi make Madura satay your sister's favorite, want to eat what umi makes". said umi offers.

" don't even need this, we want to eat satay".

" where Hamdan he's not coming".

" it was running this morning, kia said goodbye to here because Alif asked to come here since waking up". said kia while putting one skewer into his mouth.

" let's spend umi make a bit later you wrap it in bring home for Hamdan, Abah and Umi". that's why he always makes food and sent to his iron.umi cuisine is very good. Alif is still playing with his grandfather, he said Alif he lives in his grandfather's house.

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