
Zidan woke up at 10 because he felt very hungry, his eyes were still swollen and remembered not having performed the prayer. In the sip of water one glass to reduce his hunger first, there was one bread and he ate it then Zidan to the bathroom to perform the prayer duha first before breakfast. Still feeling the pain he also shed tears, it is still difficult to forget even though all night Zidan has overflowing.
" o Allah give me a sincere heart for the provisions of this life that I live, I believe this may be the best for me at Your will. Give me the strength to return to this mortal world, nothing more beautiful than your provision. I surrender, O Allah, where else will this foot stand always give way wherever I can remember You". Zidan prayer at the point of his resignation.
Zidan then came out because he felt very hungry, worms in his stomach was not able to compromise since earlier screaming for help. Zidan just sat down at the dining table in his food, umi cooking her favorite food satay Madura. Zidan directly devoured him since last night he did not enter anything but a whack cry. Umi sees Zidan from the kitchen and lets Zidan devour him before he meets Zidan. Alif ran over to Zidan he knew he was awake.
" let's play." cried Alif.
" dear the same old grandpa om was eating". call Abi he did not want to disturb Zidan his heart must still feel broken, miris bangets.
" just have breakfast for a minute". Alif then went back to see his grandfather.
Zidan finished his meal, umi put a glass of milk for him. Umi was afraid if Zidan why because never before he was this broken. Our plan is uncertain according to the plan of the owner of the scenario of life. But we must keep positive thinking there will be beauty waiting for us in front of our eyes later.just be patient because God certainly knows the best for us.
" kid.." umi held Zidan's hand so that Zidan was calmer and also felt affection if there was still a family where she returned home...
" yes umi". Zidan smiled he also did not want to make uminya worry.
" please son." That's all I said from umi's lips, it felt funny.
" insyaAlloh umi Zidan will be sincere, only it still feels tight". Zidan smiled.
" God is testing you again son, the test is to strengthen and will raise your level".
" aamiin umi, help Zidan to get through everything ya umi." umi nodded Zidan kissed the hands of umi and then parted to meet Alif. Alif is very happy at last he can play with Zidan, only days off Alif can be satisfied to play with Zidan.
Alif's jokes and laughter could at least make Zidan momentarily forget Kiran and what happened last night. Abi miris saw her son, run aground that was how Abi had in mind. Alif returned to playing his own car-dropper Zidan sat watching him tired.
" The true love is the love of God, son, will not be more lasting love than His love.the love above love is resigned to give her, ikhlaskan she may indeed not be your soul mate". said Abi approached Zidan who was sitting watching Alif play.
" yes Abi help Zidan get through it all yeah".
" it's just a man's name, don't let your guard down with a slump so that you forget the God who has given you so much love." Abi kept trying to strengthen his son.
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While in the orphanage Kiran still continues to daydream, though, his gaze was empty even though he had helped mother cook he could not forget the incident last night and also Zidan love had melted along with the decision he took. Kiran daydreams in her room after breakfast she enters the room again, remembering the pleasant moment when walking with Zidan even though she was always accompanied by Aurel or others. she remembers Zidan's laughter as well as his smile, he said, he realizes that Kiran loves Zidan very much.
" Kiran might be better off canceling your marriage to Tedy son.
" no Kiran's mother has promised her". Kiran said trying to smile.
" but son mom can't see you like this, we better leave this place we're looking for a new place yeah, we can rent it".
" no our mother will stay here, Kiran is fine". ..
" i know your son loves Zidan so much from the moment you cried last night, kenpa kiddo before all that happened we cancel this marriage. I can't see you like this Kiran, I'm sure you're not, don't sacrifice your life for the future".
" umi and my sisters are my life and my future" Kiran said, holding her hand, crying. Kiran rubbed her tears and hugged her.
" there is nothing to forgive the mother all goes to His will and destiny which according to Him is the best." said Kiran he tried to be as firm as possible.
After Kiran's mother came out crying again, she locked her room curled up on the bed. Tomorrow he will return to work in person he will meet with Zidan.
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" Alif in his dear abode".he asked Hamdan he opened what his wife had brought from her in-laws' house.
" yes mas kekeh asked to play the same omnya". said Zakia while preparing breakfast for her husband.
" that kid is just as clingy as Zidan"
" emang from small brother Zidan who is close to Alif, but Alif was still playing with his grandfather."..
" emang Zidan where ".
" when I came, my sister was still sleeping." Hamdan stopped his activities, which he knew Zidan was a diligent child at this hour still sleeping.
" beneficial tumben indeed from where last night." asked Hamdan then continued his breakfast.
" abi said last night itikaf in the same mosque ustadz Yusuf". Hamdan is just oh ria.
" umi cuisine is indeed delicious second to none".
" for that umi always makes a lot if cooking because her daughter-in-law likes it anyway".
" preferably with his son, already exhausted every day".Hamdan chuckles.
" ih mas emang kia food".
" yes when you are hungry you are the one who wants it"., Hamdan said.
" aamin if kia can always be a wish when hungry mas."
" had to dong darling, you are the best wife in the world inshaallah until the afterlife only you love.the proof is that love is proof of love for up to two children."
" thank you dear, ana uhubbika Fillah".
" mas love you more dear, very more and more". Hamdan kissed kia's hand. Zakia smiled shyly even though she had been married for several years she was still shy with her husband especially when Hamdan issued his deadly seduction, directly klepek. wkwkwkwk...
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