
It is not like this to keep smiling to cover up the wound, to try to be happy to cover up the sadness.
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Ustadz Yusuf had arranged Zidan's plan to join his son Anisa ustadz Jefri, a graduate of Cairo, a lecturer at a renowned university. Anisa has just graduated this year and she is directly in a match with Zidan. Paras is quite beautiful, sweet anyone who sees it will surely be captivated.
The decision that Zidan took was final, he was willing to accept others again in his heart. Only Abi knows if Zidan is insincere to ta'aruf, it is still in the heart of a Kiran. He keeps his love for many years, many years, now at the time he had planned everything was not in accordance with his expectations.
Zidan met with Anisa today, no nervous feeling at all. Zidan was as calm as the water in the bucket, his mind still remembered kiran. Abi sighs at Zidan he is really not sincere to berta'aruf. As usual Zidan waited for Kiran, unlike when he met Kiran. When Kiran's name is mentioned or met with her, the beating heart drum is very strong.
" Don't make a decision".
" yes Abi, insyaAlloh Zidan is ready ".
" you are not sincere son". said Abi since earlier to see Zidan who is calm, very calm but calm is not calm to accept this ta'aruf but calm in an empty mind.
" excuse Zidan Abi, this is Zidan's decision". Abi sighs
" may you have no regrets later on". Abi just does not want his son to regret, married to someone who is not loved must be bad. Living the days without love is very torturous, very painful, Abi recalled when his friend told him that if he was unhappy even though forced love could never grow.
The process of ta'aruf is carried out, how happy umi when he saw Anisa. her son Saliha is also beautiful manners and manners, not much different from Kiran.
" Please you guys may see your future partner for a while". said Ustadz Yusuf, Zidan used to see Anisa he just grinned differently from Anisa who was nervous.
" there must not be a long time for the existence of zina eyes". ustadz Yusuf teased, Anisa looked down embarrassed. Unlike the zidan only grimaces when the ustadz thaws the atmosphere between the two. Only Abi knows how Zidan really is, he does not sincerely do ta'aruf even Zidan's mind is still filled by Kiran.
" It has come to the stage of meeting each other, just how to make a decision. How Zidan, son of Anisa, please make a decision how to proceed". Umi was so excited but not with Abi.
" Today's meeting may be enough to get here, Zidan make a decision after you've been completely settled on your decision".
" Zidan will continue this ta'aruf ustadz, bismillah".
" do not want to think first Zidan, maybe want to pray istikharah" said ustadz.
" no ustadz, Zidan will call insyaAlloh". ustadz nodded.
" what about Anisa's son". Anisa Shamefully just lowered her head then nodded.
" Thank God so we will continue, only once they have received each other" . ustadz Yusuf is happy to be able to immediately continue the process of ta'aruf.
Umi looks happy now Zidan will soon get married even though not with the one he does not love. Abi saw a different face with Zidan, seemed to think but he did not go where his mind was.
The meeting was over they went home.
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" it has been almost one week Zidan is working overtime continuously" said Tomi who is still focused on agreeing to take Kiran first.
" overtime, there is too much work for Zidan to overtime". Kiran asked to be sure.
" Our work is actually as usual, it can be done tomorrow again.what's with him yes, know not deck why with Zidan. he always leave early and go home late". said Tomi.
Kiran shook her head, but Kiran heard the explanation. Kiran felt very guilty about it.
" he won't open this time, ". Tomi sighs over the years working with Zidan only this time he sees Zidan as unguided. Kiran just silently listened to Tomi speak, it felt like Kiran's chest was tight.
After taking down Kiran Tomi immediately went home impatiently he also met his wife. Since Yara's pregnancy is very sensitive, jealous, suspicious, Tomi tries to obey his wife's will so that she does not sulk. if you have lashed Yara will never open the door for Tomi. Another test Tomi was patient....
After coming home from the office Kiran just pondered in her room, seeing Zidan who really did not want to meet face to face with her made Kiran sad. used to be very attentive with Zidan, very attentive with her, but now avoiding is better for his heart.
" I know your son loves Zidan's son right". said the mother of the house into Kiran's room.Since the incident Kiran more often locked himself in the room.
" mom in love doesn't have to have a mother, it's okay Kiran will still be married to bang Tedy"
" We still have time to cancel everything son". said the mother felt sad to see Kiran who only pretended to be happy in front of the mother and children.
" no mom, we can't break the promise.that's what mom always taught Kiran". Kiran smiled at the mother hiding her wound.
" yes but this is for your life, son, your future.
" no one knows how our future ma'am, bismillah, may God provide ease and happiness for the future Kiran and sisters of the home". the mother sighs several times she persuades Kiran but Kiran still does not want to.
" I really hope your life and the children of the home will be happy always, now or in the future. It is not like this to keep smiling to cover up the wound, to try to be happy to cover up the sadness. I'm sad if you're sad too". Kiran smiled holding the hand of the orphanage mother.
" Just pray for Kiran Bu, may Allah always give happiness to Kiran as well as sisters".
" it's always my son, I always pray for you. We don't know who Tedy is yet, like he is .." Mom hung up her words full of suspicion with Tedy.
" our mother should not be prejudiced, Kiran always remembers that the good will always get the good. If indeed Tedy's bang Kiran's soul mate, maybe Kiran deserves a husband like that". Kiran then hugged the mother tightly, she calmed the mother not wanting to make her worry.
The mother of someone who is meek she does not want if her children are unhappy let alone someone who hurts.
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