
" That establishes our soul mate who is right God deck, whomever our soul mate will be.we must sincerely accept all his goodness and shortcomings. together forge a good relationship wading the household ark full of affection".
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Seen movement by Zidan, now he realized next to him there was umi and his ashes.The others were waiting outside, Zidan moaned he felt his head dizzy. Zidan started to open his eyes around him, well he was in the hospital. Zidan only remembered that time he was in Tomi's room with Hamdan, Tomi and Kiran after that he did not remember anything maybe because he immediately fainted earlier.
" Alhamdulillah has realized son". Umi approached to take a drink for her.
" umi, Zidan's in the hospital". Zidan tried to sit down and was helped by Abi.
" yes, you fainted in the office".
" astaghfirullah, forgive Zidan umi Zidan's head is sick.
" you are Zidan's man you should be stronger, just given the ordeal that you have been exposed to the love virus.
" love virus what is bi".
" to sleep is still calling Kiran's name". Abi said making Zidan gawking in disbelief.
" Abi don't joke, Zidan has started to forget Kiran Abi where Zidan might mention Kiran's name again."
" the more you forget the more he gets imprinted in your mind son, you still love Kiran so much. Why don't you ask Kiran why she chose another man over you. Abi believes Kiran has its own reasons, your struggle to get Kiran has not been maximal .
" but Abi, if no woman has been there to menghitahnya he is already bound to the sermon, we should not disturb him". Zidan is a man who is devout in religion and he knows his laws.
" yes you say, lie down in the third of the night is not it you can do. pray as God knocks on the door of the heavens, God knocks, didn't you say that you would force Kiran to be your soul mate". Abi chuckles at Zidan's words the other day.
" yes Abi, but..."
" yes it is healed first think well, do not you hurt yourself by not eating and drinking spend your time to work without remembering the time. It is not that you forget Kiran that she is attached to your mind, Zidan said that he remembered Allah." explained Abi.
Zidan was pensive Abi's words right that he did so far is not thinking of remembering God. Zidan has not been sincere with the fate that happened in his life.
Umi goes out to tell everyone that Zidan is awake. They are happy and then all come in, Kiran is afraid that if Zidan is angry he just stands around. Tomi who saw it then pulled Kiran to come in.
" let's get the deck in".
" Kiran is scared sister".
" it's okay if he loves you he's not going to be angry, I'm sure Zidan is a wise man". tomi said, Kiran came in but stood behind Tomi.
" how kak masa until fainted anyway, timid kia course". said kia scowled to see her brother weak just because of love.
" that's why you are weak, Zidan, Cemen.the man must be strong and full of struggle.
" yes, like Tomi three times proposed new in received". Hamdan chuckled to remember his friend who needed a lot of struggle for his wife Yara.
Zidan saw Kiran standing behind Tomi, since Kiran had only heard her brother's babble. Zidan felt sorry for Kiran, a few days after the incident Zidan ignored Kiran. Even he was angry and avoided Kiran, all silently looking at Zidan's gaze towards Kiran.
" why are you grazing there, it's okay I'm not mad at you. Brother has begun to be sincere with everything, sorry brother did not ask you because of all your actions".the others are relieved to breathe slowly, so, Zidan was not angry with Kiran and now her speech was soft unlike yesterday who kept yelling at Kiran.
" we go out and let us accompany Kiran to talk to Zidan". said Hamdan they really need privacy, but there must be someone who accompanies not only alone in one room.
" i'll cover my ears with a headset".he said he wanted them to speak freely from heart to heart.
Kiran pulls Tomi's shirt she is afraid of, Tomi just rubs her head giving a sign that she is outside if there is something. Finally the others came out only remaining Zidan, Kiran and Zakia. like a promise kia he will put a headset in his ear do not want to eavesdrop.
" Maybe it's all fate, even though brother tried to wait for you for many years if it was finally like this, brother will sincerely Kiran.sister just pray that you are happy with your choice. and thanks to your love, love does not have to have, but love lets the person we love happy that is the true meaning of love. Brother asks who is the man who has been preaching you, you say love is the same brother but instead choose someone else". asked Zidan then while looking at Kiran with the eyes of Kiran who has been dewy.
" I'm sorry Kiran has to do this, sorry Kiran can't explain". Zidan frowned, knowing that something was wrong with Kiran.
" yes it's okay if you don't tell, when you get married later sorry if brother can't come. brother will not be able to see you with others. because from the beginning you were the hope of your brother, you will try sincerely sorry if you have to stay away from you". Kiran dropped her tears that could no longer be contained in her eyes.
" I'm sorry Kiran brother." Kiran was speechless anymore.
" Sister asks you not to cry again huh, sister does not want to see you cry like this. Brother can't wipe your tears with his own hands".The heart of Zidan saw Kiran crying in front of him.
" Kiran also hopes that brother is happy with the choice of sister, Anisa he is beautiful sister also saliha is very suitable with sister". Zidan sharpened his eyes looking at Kiran.
" you already know".
" he came here to see my brother but he came home". Kiran said.
" who told him,". Kiran.
" That establishes our soul mate who is right God deck, whomever our soul mate will be.we must sincerely accept all his goodness and shortcomings. together forge a good relationship wading the household ark full of affection".
" you are also a good woman, so first you choose you but dear brother lost. less strong in prayer". Zidan chuckles he realizes he may not be worthy of Kiran.
" now you go home deck break, brother is okay tomorrow insyaAlloh brother will go home. Remember to be quiet and let your heart calm down". Kiran nodded then she said goodbye to Zidan. After Kiran came out Zidan just crying, it was very painful.
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