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I don't understand why they always bind us when we never rebel

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A path of life that is never expected. Finding and being found is an amazing gift.

Under shady trees with cool weather, inversely proportional to the condition of two couples in the midst of chaos. They both hide emotions from each other to reduce the occurrence of a big fight. Their ego is tested when faced with a problem. 

Two heads have to follow the same path with different, difficult views. Their efforts were at the end of the horn and the two decided to walk each.

According to Ali, Western options are the best to see the swastamita [Sunset/Sunset Sun]. While Almara, choose East as a place to see arunika [Sunrise/Sunrise] which signifies the day must begin immediately.

Obviously different, on the one hand decided to end the day that has been passed while the other side prefers to start a new day.

But the two found common ground, namely, both stopped from a tiring day. 

"Me and you are only up to Li's meeting, enough here huh?" alma said after a few seconds frozen over the words of Ali which he thought was outrageous.

Alma was only silent for a moment to calm her emotions. At a time like this it is not right if there is a commotion.

"I'm a little bit more concerned about my own feelings but as long as you know, that's when I need someone to listen to my story, I've thought about so many bad things you probably haven't thought about, social media? it's just a distraction over everything I've been through, you think it's all my story? though I only review a book," said Alma, as much as possible do not blame Ali's view on Social Media.

Ali felt guilty for her words that might hurt to be heard. He was even aware of it but refused to apologize. Even Alma never asked Ali to apologize to him.

The two are glued together until Ali decides to leave the meadow, leaving Alma alone.

"Ali...," call Alma softly but still heard by Ali's ears.

Steps ceased. "Yes?" Ali turned around but did not move his legs to turn around.

"Never leave me before I say goodbye," Alma tries to align herself with the man.

"The person who is telling you has believed everything, he who never told you finally wants to spend a little burden but unfortunately there is no time to listen to it?"

"Nice to meet you and I'm grateful to have you, Alma," said Ali, who was met by a nod by Alma.

Almara is typing......

Everyone who reads this article will agree that there is never such a beautiful parting. No matter how many healing words to save the wound, it did not have any side effects. Even so the pain until anytime will always be remembered.

When I awoke from that darkness I realized one thing that, the name of living in the world there is never eternal.

Even if there is a stone that can last a long time, the tip will be eroded as well.

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An invitation card

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Almost 3 years ago the story ended and now that Almara has been freed from the shackles of her pain, she will never want to torture herself with something that is no longer outlined for her. 

With new days and a new outlook, Almara appears more cheerful, warm than her old self.

The experience he had gained was so great that no one was able to make him think of anything else but focus on his goal of survival. 

It is too heavy if only felt and infused compared to being lived slowly with a heart that is sincere and resigned to its determination. To surrender and surrender to the Almighty does not mean that there was no previous effort. 

Vee's hand prevents Alma from moving elsewhere.

"Heh diem first!," Alma does still have to work because his working hours are not finished.

They were at the Corner View store and Alma was one of the employees there.

Alma offers an invitation to Vee. While Vee's reaction was surprising, he covered his mouth with both hands "Is that really true?,"

"Try to pay close attention is it a prank?," said Alma.

"Happy for him, don't be sad Alma" said Vee who suddenly became dramatic.

"This context wants to ask for peace there, not to lament fate,"

Alma caught the look on Vee's face, which was almost staring at her with a look of pity.

"Can't do? yaudah wants to be with Meeya" Alma doesn't force Vee to come with her.

"No! if Kak Meeya comes along who has a fistfight with Ali, who is the danger," Vee remembered the attitude of Sahara Meeya who was always sharp and filled with deadly stares when talking to him.

"Okay deal," pras Alma who does not want to linger discussing about attending other people's weddings.

"But really want to come to these events? after everything that happened in your life?," Vee was worried.

Alma only said "When you want to shout if it hurts again but the edges can only sniff the chest while saying don't talk to much and don't tell everyone what you're feeling," .

"If so want to get ready first and say goodbye to other employees who change shifts today,"

"She looks fine, she is strong enough, she can handle every sh*ts, Surely he can survive because life can be so hard sometimes not only for him but applies to all the people on this earth ," this is how Vee looks about the days his best friend passed.

Alma set her foot to say goodbye, but what did she get? He saw the quarrels of lovers in front of his eyes even in the end they muffle each other's emotions, he remembered with himself in the past, exactly like that. Dejavu.

Whether the problems like what they experienced, Alma just pray that both of them find answers to the things that are being fussed.

"I want to learn how to talk rudely can you?," Alma talked to another employee named Tita.

"Who are you?," Tita was famous for being flippant, not even caring about the people who gossiped about her at work. In principle, coming here to work and earn money does not want to collect the coffers of sin. Yes, although he understood that his sins were also many, at least he was reluctant to interfere.

"Let's let go of the grief" replied Alma.

"Aing confused!," said Tita.

"Aing too!," replied Alma innocently, less gregety said Tita.

"Another sweet is sundanese!,"

"Aing again learning Sundanese!,"

"That's rude stupid!," Tita began to emotion.

"Aing pinter! eh errat, aing smart, because said brother Nophel if the pinter is a shaman,"

"Nu maneh apal ngan says 'aing' hungkul ge sok-sok an talk rough!," Tita had to learn patience, turn she had friends at work but modeled her friend like Alma.

"Yaudah is not!" prune Alma.

"In short, wherever and whenever my figure is as a spectator" he said before ending up approaching a couple he had noticed daritadi.

Tita just clucked to see the behavior of Alma that can not be predicted.

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Actually both Alma and Vee had wondered, were they wrong to step foot into this place? they do not want to make others feel uncomfortable in their presence.

"The decoration is beautiful" said Alma.

"Are you okay?" asked Vee carefully.

I've counted about 55 times Vee asked Alma. It's natural for Vee to worry about her best friend.

Though Alma was fine with all the things that happened to him, it was just impossible to forget, all the tragedies were included in the history list that no longer wanted to be told, he said, enough to be felt once in a lifetime.

Alma walked over to the couple who were happy on this sunny day. Whether what makes him want to come to this event, whether he decides the wrong choice or the right choice to meet people in his past? Alma was confused but he had already stepped foot towards the pelaminan.

A sacred place that had become the lure of his previous relationship.

"It's been three years since our last meeting, how are you Almara Grahita?" asked Ali.

Not knowing why he felt nothing but hunger that haunted him, "I'm good Ali, nice to meet you did not expect to see you again" said Alma.

Vee just watched from a distance, according to him this is not true. They should not have met again in this way.

Everyone has the right to have any view of this incident, the most important thing is that there must be a spacious heart among them all. To dare to invite means to dare to take risks.

"Congratulations, dear Aca, on her happy day, may she continue to be happy even though not only happy, but you must survive to an indefinite time" Not to forget Alma congratulated the couple Ali. Ah Alma was not that cruel to think about bad things when she saw that Aca and Ali were happy.

"Thank you Alma, sorry about what happened three years ago" said Aca.

"Hey sutt! it's a happy day brother is not a halal event bihalal, it's been three years brother, do not need to remember again, I'm permission to go home, here with Vee, he has to test tomorrow kasian if last night, he said, thanks for the invitation and thanks also for the extraordinary banquet," as well as saying goodbye directly to both.

"When your friend is chiseling shit that's where you are made into a mash," said Vee when he heard himself used as an excuse to avoid this event.

"Why are we coming to this wedding?" asked Vee. In the end, they overthink themselves.

"Mending is not to be thought of," Alma denied that she was okay.

"Anyways, tomorrow is the Veee test?" asked Alma. "There's dong! cepet chat lecturer, do not want to lie already give reason," he continued.

Vee hits Alma's arm slowly with a paper fan in her hand. "I'm a class of people who like to study but don't like exams" Vee replied .

"But if not tested will not know where our abilities are," said Alma.

Vee just bobbing heads. "No man will ever make me cry as my degree did, note Alma so you know how dizzy it is to pass the exam" said Vee, who suddenly switched the conversation.

"Eh that's Nophel's sister," said Alma deliberately pranking Vee who was putting his heart to Nophel.

"If I say, you are indeed Alma's badjingan," said Vee after he realized that Alma was only working on him. Alma and Vee laughed together. This is the time to be happy. 

 "It's not the same as it was our first meeting and it will never be the same, a little hurt but we will not find a replacement" said Alma. Vee patted his best friend's back. "It's good to have a lot to choose as long as it's chosen back."

The ringing of the phone interrupted the activities of two friends who were happy behind the chaos that was being felt. 

Alma picked up the phone from Meeya's sister. "Yes, sister, this is going home, tell me that Alma is both with Vee, thanks,"

Here we go again. Being the youngest child who is always sought, it seems that if it disappears for a second it must be traced to its existence to the bottom of the sea, like.

"Meeya's brother's voice gave a goosebump, strong-willed ya Alma," patted his best friend's shoulder softly.

Alma went home and as usual, she would stop by the store where she worked to pick up some of the items left in the employee locker.

"Wait, this is weird! ghaftan was the same woman who was named Key but how is it different now? like a cypress family, where his son is very funny again," Alma's mind is divided when his intention comes here not to pestered the lives of others.

Ghaftan is an employee at the SP store, who was asked to replace Alma's shift this afternoon. He is famous as someone who is hardworking, besides his warm and pleasant nature makes some people feel comfortable near him.

But Ghaftan is not easily familiar with others. He always sets boundaries with everyone he meets. Including Almara.

The boundary only lasted for the first three months, as if the defense collapsed just because Almara mostly spoke, in short, and often babbled when Ghaftan was not paying too much attention.

"Disregard Mara, don't look at them, pretend you don't know" he said, walking straight ahead without looking to the side.

"Ah you brash base!" Alma was surprised by what she saw. 

 It turned out that he had only seen one side without being able to see 360 degrees of Ghaftan's life. 

After all for what is fussed, he is only a coworker.

"He is very kind but it turned out he was a wild, dear....." Already amazed lucky just undone. Alma can't tolerate something like this.

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And prang!!!! the sound of a glass falling from Alma's arm. "Cock suddenly tremors gini." Alma's hand trembled yet he tried to remain calm.

"Whose hand are you holding? so I can break a glass, dizzy with horror, noisy! You don't know if I just went home from college plus abis from the internship place, where I was asked when to graduate with people, could not do a day!," suddenly Alma was hit by the rage of the brother who said he had just returned to college. He just got home from work.

"Broody dizzy why do I get angry? wrong if you suddenly get sick? I also just got home from work!," said Alma with a slightly heated tone.

"Sick is not wrong but you are wrong! disturb others!," somehow Sahara Meeya was very angry with her sister.

"So it's just a glass-breaking thing, huh? is there anything else to argue about? the big brother should be more rational," the father arrived who muffled the debate.

"Why do you just question it's the same as me?" said Meeya.

"And for Alma, please understand her brother who just came home from college," Her father had tried not to take sides with one of them.

Look now Alma's face has flushed in annoyance. "Dad thought it was just a tired brother? I know not like a brother who has finished the last semester with a good grade predicate but help me also just as tired," Alma just grumbled in his heart. It is not enough to curse the father.

"Okay brother I'm sorry, I'm just as tired even though it's just work, you don't even know if I came to Ali's show," alma said, then said goodbye and went into her room.

A pretty tiring day, starting with anxiety ended with a commotion. There is no more energy to think about anything other than looking for the most comfortable place, namely, the room.

Alma stared at the family picture frame in her room "I know I can't be the best kid but I'm your son too,"

"Ah again too dramatic, what the hell are you not crying about?! everything is taken to the heart, the human heart!," he unconsciously cursed himself.

Chat: Sorry about all the things that happened to you.



to be continued...............

this way first, sometime

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