WAIT FOR ME AT THE DOOR OF HEAVEN
TAPS. Section 18. Lamenting your departure
This inner bond is so incredible and powerful that I feel. You and I are a true love that God loves. This feeling is His, I believe God allows this feeling to continue to exist for us, even though it is different in the world. I will continue to be strong for my promise to you before you leave. I'll still be the woman you admire and I'll always be the one you like.
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Five months have passed.
Today is the last day of my iddah.
It is now that I continue my mind - my mind that has not materialized. Continuing my career and without bothering anyone if I have to leave. You (my husband) will never be my past. You will be my future in the Hereafter.
In this world I will keep my promise to you.your trust three days before your departure, including the promise of continuing your life without you if you have to go first. It's just a matter of early in the morning you leave but the destination of our plane is the same. My spirit is because God and you are my future, not my past. And the task in this world is to continue our struggle for our common cause. Aamiins.
Five years later.
In this house where I was born and raised here I was with my little daughter. In a room located on the second floor there I sat pensively on the edge of my bed. I still do not believe fully if at this time you have really died for me for a long time. Five years after your departure. I still can't erase you from my mind. The moaning ripped my heart out, "Too fast you go, but there are so many beautiful stories that we will lace together. Dreams - dreams we want to achieve. We used to dream of having a home. The house we will be staying in together. A home that our children will call their parents' home. The house that will be called our daughter-in-law as the home of her in-laws. A magnificent house with unique architecture.Big rooms complete with bathrooms inside its. Very comfortable home. Family photos are neatly displayed on the wall space - the space in the big house. The house is cool like the inhabitants in it. Friendly and friendly, "O God .. misses me now with you," I said in my heart and did not feel now my tears had fallen down my cheeks.
The mother who witnessed it from behind the door is now approaching towards me and holding my shoulder, "Vi, you why baby?" ask Mother and sit next to me.
I too flinched from my daydreams. I opened my face and immediately wiped my tears with my fingers. My mother sat beside me. Then said while holding my hand, "Vi, if you have a problem telling mom who knows Mommy can help you."
"Vivi is okay, bun," I replied.
"Have Vi, don't lie to your mother, or don't you remember the same Joseph??"
Mother was also once in your position. Ready no one, want or not if God has willed what we can do other than let go," said Mother advises occasionally stroking - elus my head.
"Mother ...mother rania hungry," said my daughter who was now in front of me.
I immediately wiped my tears. I don't want to look weak in front of my daughter, "You hungry, baby?"
"Yes Bun ... Rania is hungry," while holding her tiny belly.
"Rania babe eats her same omah only huh. Let's just say, Mommy rest in the room!" said omah as she glanced at Vivi then looked at Rania.
"Mother is sick?" rania asked with her innocent face while looking at omah's face.
"Mother is not sick baby just that mother arrived - arrived not feeling well," I answered lying.
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