WAIT FOR ME AT THE DOOR OF HEAVEN
TAPS. Section 33. Regret 2
I was angry that I could not stop my regrets. I was angry because no one else was persuading me to be calm, no one else reminded me of prayer even though I now do it sincerely. I pray because I want to apologize, apologize to God for wasting my beloved husband, ask for forgiveness for being a bad wife to such a perfect husband, it is the prayer that is able to remove my sorrows little by little. God's love for me was shown to me with so much attention from my family for me and my son. Forty days after the departure of your mother and mother-in-law always remind me and support me to rise from the slump. There's a little angel waiting for me and I have to live.
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A few days later.
That afternoon when I was sitting pensively on the edge of my bed with millions still a sense of regret dancing - nari in my mind. Mother came to me.
"Vi, Mama and your Father-in-law are under that now" said the Mother who came to break my daydream.
"Bun, is this real? Vivi is currently not having nightmares. Bun, if Vivi is currently dreaming please Bun, wake up from this nightmare," I said as I held both her hands and tears unstoppable again.
"It's Vi, though, do not cry on again do not be sad again if he who has gone God take the person you love means God loves you very much and Allah knows you are a strong woman and sholeh so He tests you for the second her time. Believe in your mother every meeting there must be a separation and God has prepared the best soul mate for you,"
said the Mother advised the princess one - one her while hugging her.
"Have not cried anymore now you go first meet your in-laws are downstairs now waiting for you," said Mother while wiping my tears.
A few minutes later.
"Mama, Papa how are you?" I said then and stepped towards them and kissed the back of my in-laws hand in turn.
"Thank God be good as you see dear" said my mother when she was in his presence.
"Vi, this is Mr. Lukman. He's a notary. He had worked with Mas Abid for a long time and he was one of Abid's confidants during his lifetime. As well as friends of Abid mas in college first," said papa explained.
"Please drink the tea first mumpung lagk warm - warm!" said Mother came carrying a tray containing five cups of warm tea, and put the glasses on the table then sat next to his besan.
"Thank you Mom for the tea" Mama said, smiling thinly.
"Look at Ma'am, Vivi. One day before Abid's departure. All the assets he has in the name of ownership change in the name of Mother and Rania and some for Bu Fani" said Pak lukman initiated the conversation.
"During this time mas Abid has a business that he pioneered since college first, and experienced rapid progress so that his business in a short time can develop and open branches in various regions," mr. Lukman said explaining and reminiscing about the times when his best friend was together.
"One of his efforts was progressing very rapidly at that time Abid Collection which I myself was holding," he said again.
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