WAIT FOR ME AT THE DOOR OF HEAVEN
TAPS 2'S. Section 58.

I was in my room and immediately put my bag on the table. And then go to the bathroom to immediately clean the tubuhn that feels already on sticky all.

A moment later I had finished my bath and immediately went out of the room to go downstairs to see my mother immediately.

Once below, I accidentally passed in front of Mother's room whose door was not tightly closed.I also peeked from the door gap that was not closed perfectly. I saw Mommy sitting in a chair by the window and it looked like Mommy was daydreaming. I went in without knocking on the door first and walked over to him, "Mother is thinking what the hell? From earlier Rania noticed it looks like Mother is daydreaming?" ask me while sitting in the chair next to my Mother.

Mother also turned to me, "Eh .. have you taken a shower?" ask the Mother while turning her face in another direction, then wipe away her tears immediately with the back of her hand.

"Here you go" I answered briefly.

"What are you thinking about again?" ask me curious. I felt like Mother was thinking about something in the view of her red face and her eyes were red like someone who was crying.

With a brick, "Hmm .. hmm Mother is okay - what dear."

"Seriously?" ask me to investigate.

"Something's wrong" I murmured in my heart.

"Mother ... must be lying?" ask me again after a moment of silence.

Mother looked at my face, "Mother is not lying. For what Mother lies," said Mother who was lying.

I've been living with Mother for many years but only this time I saw her sad. "Mother, try to be honest with Rania actually Mother why?" I said force. My mother came - hugging me and crying. I'm more curious, "Have ... already .. ( while patting - pat your shoulder )." "Try to tell me what's really going on? And why is Mother crying?"

Old Mother was silent and shed her tears there while hugging me. After a moment of shedding tears, now Mother has somewhat calmed down and let go of her embrace.

"Mother why? Why are you crying?" my words while covering the rest of Mother's tears with my fingers.

"Either Mother also does not know why Mother arrived - suddenly wanted to cry."

"Mother misses Dad and Omah?" I said guess.

Mother just nodded. "Please Mother, Father and Omah are happy there," I said as I stroked my Mother's hand.

God gives us the test of failure and loss, to teach us the wisdom behind all these events.

I muttered in my heart, "Dad, if you were still here, I'd like to play with you. And told me everything about my life. But now I can only be close to you, in prayer, me."

Mother murmured inwardly, "Your departure makes me that the most painful longing is to miss someone who has passed away. But your departure also teaches that God is always there to listen to all doa,a and hope. It may be too late for me to love you, and now I miss you every day."

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...The man who spends his time just for you thinks of you the man who is capable of confronting your selfish nature....

...He's innocent, but he won't be forever. There was a time when he left because his presence was not appreciated....

...And maybe his loss will wake you up....

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...Let's support each other....

...Thank ye...

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