Waiting for First Love to Return
Prologues

Love is hard to understand, right? Unlogical. A word that only the one who feels it can understand. He came without excuse, with no sure sign. And that became the problem while leaving also without saying goodbye. Sick right?

Have you ever been in love?

I'm , Natasya Aprilia. I've felt in love. The first love I will never forget. The first and only love.

A love that greeted me while still in school in a blue white uniform, continued to wear a gray white uniform. Love gives color to me every day. The one who makes me smile all the time. Enjoy your adolescence happily. Only the happiness I feel when I'm next to him.

He's a good and handsome man for sure. He was the most wanted man in school. Never demanding and always understanding. Always had time to keep me company, with little cares that made me fall too deeply into her love. When she was in love, she was never close to another woman. He's loyal. Even familiar with my family. A relationship without flaws for me.

Yet. During the celebration and farewell of high school graduation, she was absent. Go without saying goodbye and without news until now. Many times I went to his residence where he used to live with his grandmother hoping he would come back. Niente. The house is now abandoned. It even seems haunted because it has been uninhabited for too long.

You know what it's like to be left without a word of farewell and a reason? Without any news, what is the certainty of a relationship? Be ill. A very painful pain. He took with him a piece of my heart that still loved him. Which brings with it my laughter and joy. I hate not being certain. Looking for a new heart. But it wasn't easy.

I turned into a quiet and dim-witted girl with my time left after her departure. Wishing he came to bring back my heart that was stolen. Returned my laughter which he had taken away. But only hope is in vain.

Ten years have passed. Until I graduated from college, and now I work at a bank in the city with a pretty big salary. He never came to see me. There's no sign he'll call me. Though. I've been insisting on not changing the chip card, so it's easy for him to contact me. Acun medsos with his real name, so he'd be easy if he'd greet me. Keep your heart always loyal to him.

"You're so stupid Tasya." Bump on myself. Slamming just any cell phone that was showing the face that I missed so much. No. gabe. All the photos have been erased in my phone memory. I'm not the one who erased it, but my brother. He wants me to move on. But no one can erase the memories that have been uploaded in my social media, other than myself, right? That's what I always see if I open the poison medsos to see his face.

Well, now I live in an apartment alone. Working in a city far from home. Wish I could forget. We hope our memories are left in the land of birth. But he lives on in memory. His face never disappeared in memory.

"Where are you Ar? Why is there never any news? Don't you miss me? " I picked up my phone that was on the pillow. Look back at portraits that are never boring.

"Am I the only one who's lost in longing?"

That was how it was all and every night. Always look at old photos to treat longing. Waiting for the ringing of the cell phone from the person I miss. But there was nothing but disappointment and disappointment that I got.

"Am I too stupid as a woman? Waiting for you to come back to me, when you've been missing for years without word." Rubbing the face in the form of that image. Breathing deeply to unravel the tightness of the chest.

"If you've got my replacement, tell me, Ar. So that I can also find your replacement. Though I'm not sure I'm capable." Then I kissed and hugged the cell phone that still showed me the memories of our togetherness . He chose to close his eyes for rest. Hopefully tomorrow there will be a possibility for hope.

After tired of lamenting the fate of romance, I fell asleep. To welcome a new day with the same hope. Time will bring us back to continue the delayed love story.

Morning is not the sound of the alarm that wakes me up. But the ringing of the phone I set was tight. Hope no calls are missed. And always hope HE makes the call. But it's always the people around me who make my phone ring. People I didn't expect.

I woke up with widening eyes. Without seeing who the caller is, immediately swipe the screen to connect the call.

"Assalamualaik." A voice I know very well. But it's not the voice I've always been waiting for.

"Waalaikum salam." I am still lazy to get out of bed. The dark is not perfect. Which makes me still want to laze over the bed. I live alone anyway. No one's asking me to do anything in the morning, other than get to work on time.

"You just woke up deck? Not dawn?" The soft sound of bang Bagas reminded me.

Uh. Since college, and living away from Abah, I have often prayed late. Delaying prayer time. But still carry it out.

"Don't forget the duty of the deck." His advice.

Bang Bagas my only brother. He was married and had a handsome son. And stayed in the courtyard to accompany Abah. Because my sister went to college in the same town as me. But he chose to enter a college that provides dormitories. That definitely guarantees his safety.

"Yes bang. This is also prayer. How did you do it early in the morning? " My sigh was disturbed. He said he wanted to pray, even though he was still comfortable hugging the roll behind the blanket.

"Can't you?"

"It can't be ,abang. But what's important? until the morning of blind gini already called? Disturb people from sleeping." Gertutuku.

"It's not morning blind anymore, deck. So get up, come out to know the time, it's light . Girls at this hour haven't woken up yet. It is fitting that his soul mate does not come. Pegged chicken times." Oceh bang Bagas from any.

"What the hell is a bang? Is Tasya maize pake pegged chicken all?" I'm upset.

"My by's. That's why the girl woke up early."

"Yes this is awake, brother. What's the matter early in the morning after calling?"

"Aren't you going to ask me about the news? It's been almost two months you haven't come home." Abang's voice from sebrang with a sad tone.

"That's why bang? She's in good health, right?" I just got up straight from the bed. My sleepiness instantly disappeared when I heard about Abah. Because Abah does have high blood pressure and rheumatism that can recur at any time. And if you relapse can't walk, even just lying down and talking is difficult.

"Go home this weekend. And bring the deck of Marta. " Pintanya.

"Emang why bang? Is she okay, right?" I started to worry and panicked a little. Urge to bang Bagas want to explain what is happening.

"Abang can't be clear over the phone. Go home!" With his own voice.

"God willing, bang." Overshipped.

I miss my hometown. Miss Abah, my only parents. Because ummi was gone when I was in Junior High School. And you never married again. Chose to raise the three of us.

"Yes already. Sana dawn. I want to rise to the sun." Bang Bagas orders, then hangs up the phone after greeting.

My mind was guessing what might have happened. And pray sincerely that all be well.

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Welcome then. Moga likes it..🤗🤗😍

sorry so much for the trouble.