Waiting for First Love to Return
Wishes

I cooked the porridge quickly. Because the afternoon had begun to fall, it turned dark. Reyhan's still out of nowhere. You don't want to wait any longer in hunger.

After the food for the Mother is ready. I rushed her to the room. But my feet stopped in front of the door when I saw Rasya sitting down on the feet of Mother, who was now sitting leaning . With puffy eyes and bright eyes save sadness. Rasya bowed his head before Mother.

"Mother is sorry." The sound of the mother's voice sounded sad. I was so sad to hear it, I don't know what Rasya said. It is not her words that make sad, but the tone of voice and the state of the Mother that makes sad.

"The wrong wife Rasya, Bun. Rasya did not know that Beti could be so cruel as Mother. Forgive Rasya who is too busy working . On behalf of Beti, Rasya apologizes, Bun." Reply Rasya with his head lowered. Mother did not see her son at all, nor did she intend to ask Rasya to stand from his place.

"The wrong mother." Mother's voice choked, swallowed by sobs.

"If Mother is not paralyzed like this, maybe your wife will not be ashamed and will not lock Mother in the room when many friends come. " Mother continues to make sad. Blaming his own condition that can not walk normally.

I was still quietly hiding behind the door, holding tightly in sight for Mother. Not to eavesdrop or steal a listen. It is just a coincidence to hear and not want to disturb the child and mother who are talking from the heart of the heart.

"Tomorrow we're on medication, huh? Let Mommy walk again." Persuading Rasya finally proposed a solution.

"Mother doesn't want to." Firmly Mother now turns to see her son with a difficult gaze to interpret. " Are you ashamed to have a mother like Mother? Just like your wife who's ashamed of having in-laws paralyzed like this. " Sanya was sharp with a face without a smile. Persuading yourself not to be over-sick. But a moment later, a strange laugh. It was too painful the treatment he received. But he chose not to be angry with his son-in-law. Blaming his own imperfect situation.

"No." Rasya shook his hand quickly to confirm his answer.

"Rasya is not ashamed to have a mother like Mother. Mother is still the greatest mother Rasya has. No matter what the circumstances of Mother, Mother is still the mother of Rasya who always loved Rasya. But..." Seemed pausing thinking.

"But what? "

"But,, if you could walk again wouldn't that be better, Bun?"

"Didn't you remember, son? What did doctor Rio explain first? Already late. "Mother's answer with the eyes back in the mirror.

I was sad to hear and see what was in front of my eyes. We can never understand destiny, right? We do not know what it will be like and there will be a disaster that awaits us in the future.

"Why here?" Reyhan asked, looking at my arm that was still standing, peering at the door that was not closed perfectly. Which made me gasp in shock and take my eyes off the inside.

"What the hell? Just ngagetin." Shocked me with my low voice.

"Well?" Frowning in wonder, and following looked towards the room.

"Nggk. You're the one who delivered." Pointing out the tray that I was holding.

"okkey. Ni." Change the plastic she had brought.

"Sorry, there are no vegetables. He said. So you only get instant noodles and eggs." Clearly apologizing for only getting instant noodles, with a grim apology.

"It's not papa." I received the plastic and was taken back. Put it on the table and wash the dishes first. He said the Beti wanted to be machined, where? Until now it's not good either. Get out of the room with the child.

"Basin a lazy child." My gertutuku while turning the tap ready to wash dishes, glasses, and all the dirty cookware.

"You should apologize to Mother." Strictly Rasya dragged his wife to Mother's room. But the wife refused. "What's wrong with apologizing and admitting a mistake?" Rasya snapped with a stifled voice when he knew his wife would not obey.

"I'm not wrong, why should I apologize? He's all right now, isn't he?" Waving a challenging hand. I don't know where the courage is. She was scared when she was angry with her husband, why now fight?

"Retti." Start losing patience. His voice was unbearably high.

"What?" Undaunted.

Funny to see a couple fighting. I hope I won't be that brave against Reyhan. However heaven and hell the wife depends on the pleasure of the husband. Everything can be discussed well.

"Basar women don't know lucky huh? Don't know thank you huh. Do you realize who you were before? No matter how bad my mother is, it's better than your mother who dumped you. " Rasha has lost her patience. To bring up things that may not need to be discussed. Beti's face turned angry not to accept her parents being carried around.

"Why? Getting angry?" Rasya asked seeing the change in his wife.

"No need to carry my mother's name. " Rurm stifled and stepped into his room. Slam the door of the room shut with a loud thud. Which surprised me.

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Forget the household next door.

When the light turns dark. The red saga has completely vanished from space. Replacing the half-moon calms him if he looks at him, and the faithful stargazer accompanies him. Strewed adds to the beauty of the night sky. There were lights scattered everywhere. Turning the earth from the darkness of the night.

Reyhan and I didn't eat the instant noodles he bought. Opting out for food, all shopping for kitchen ingredients that ludes in a day. Certainly after cleaning up the mess made by Beti, which in fact the husband and wife even fuss themselves. Not helpful at all. And also after making sure you get better after eating and taking medicine, and rest quietly after performing Islamic prayers.

"Miss." Reyhan handed her a white envelope before leaving for food and shopping.

"What is this, Ay?" Received an envelope that was already opened. "Cocon't it open?" I asked to see the contents that turned out to be living money. I was once given, too, anyway. But only five of them are red, and they're all gone this week.

"I also need money to buy gas." Evidently. "But I also only took three pieces. For oil, if it turns out there is damage to the vehicle later ask again." Continue without guilt.

"Yes is." I took out the contents and counted them. Counting money is my skill. Haha. And for the salary of a teacher in a private school. This is quite a lot, even greater than the salary of PNS teachers.

"Corn." Take me out of the room, and don't forget to put the money back in after picking up a few sheets enough for tonight's shopping. The rest I put in the closet. It may not be enough a month if taken all. The name of the housewife must be good at taking care of money, right? It should be enough before next month's payday.

Tonight we were out driving after a bit of debate. Because with the reason the day is already night, it is also easy to bring groceries.

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Happy reading. Moga can be a little entertaining. Sorry if it's still falling apart.

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