Waiting for First Love to Return
Marta's Fear

In the kitchen opens the hood. Risoles that were on the tray were still a lot of it was reduced. Maybe Beti ate it. Before taking it for the neighbors, I leave a little for my husband and I keep it on the top shelf. There are still some seeds to fill the dining table.

Am I being too calculated? Is it true said Beti if I am just to eat together aja pake calculated? Even keeping it for your husband? I thought of remembering Beti's words just now.

"Let's. I also dream of having my own home. What is wrong with starting to save? And I want my husband to tuck into my cake. It doesn't hurt to put a little bit aside for her." Defend themselves. And walk to the neighboring house where Mother is also still there.

Passing Beti who is still unpacking her groceries. Look at the dress in front of her body. Match on him.

What the hell does that kid want? Want to show off or what? Why open the groceries here? The room can. Did Beti and Rasya get better? That fast? Kirain will there be a monthly termination penalty?

Busy with my own thoughts as I glanced at the older brother who he said was younger. Grumbled and asked who was only brave in heart. I dare not ask the person directly. No rights, right?

"Where are you taking it?" Ask Beti who saw me passing by carrying a plate, but did not greet him at all.

"You love Julia. " I answered briefly without looking.

"Didih, style want to share with neighbors. That alms? Eaten sodara aja ngedumel, tandanggk sincere." His voice sounded again.

Breathe in, breathe out slowly. Patience Tasya. Don't be angry, don't be emotional. Pray to quickly separate the house from him. Persuading yourself to be patient. Turn body.

"Yes, because alms should be on the right person. My brother is rich." I tried to relax, even though my heart was very irritated.

"Eh, Lo bloon huh?" It means angry. Even now he is standing. "That Julia is richer than lo." He shouted with his hands pointing at me.

Really true? I asked in my heart. How could he know?

"Is that so? It's fine. The important thing is that she appreciates my cooking more.Sudi thanked me." I said and waved my hand no problem. And walking back left Beti who was still harboring indignation.

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Marta remained silent in fear and alert. Pray in your heart that you will still be given salvation from the sin of Zina. Cursing a careless self, and regretting the Johannya mas who behaved beyond his prediction. Mas Johan who has been known to be silent and calm, was sholeh and character. Understand Eastern tatakrama and always be able to master yourself.

The shadow of my sad and disappointed face flashed. The voice of the brother who is giving advice is clearly visible in the hearing. Advice that is always repeated, even make Marta memorized.

'So the girl was gentle and gentle. Do not like to indulge aurat that can arouse the opposite sex. Do not let your precious female crown be lost on the wrong person. Remember son. The mistake you made, the plague bore his sin. '

The mistake you made, you took away his sins. The word rang repeatedly deafening the eardrum. Makes him more afraid and scared.

"Mas. " Lirih Marta tried to raise her head. Looking at Johan who locked him with both hands resting on the wall, the face was very close to the unusual red eyes. A breath up and down held something within him.

Johan closed his eyes inhaling in the fragrant fragrance of Marta. A moment to open his eyes again, staring fixed bead Marta who was frightened and nervous, plus embarrassed.

"Dragon your attitude and your behavior. There in! Don't come out before it's neat." Johan's bullying voice was accompanied by orders. Open your left hand, right near the open door.

Marta inched aside, and ran quickly into the room and closed the door tightly. Her body sank behind the door. His hand holds the chest that is still dag dug unbecoming.

"Yes Allah. It's almost. ." Lirih Marta took a deep breath and then took out again slowly, repeatedly to normalize the heartbeat, as well as her breathing.

"Is a man's passion that easy to get up? Just look at me showering with wet hair has changed a lot Johan. His eyes are red like a man in a trance." Marta asked herself. And shuddered in horror considering the incident just now. Rise up and circulate his gaze to recognize the room he occupied.

"Huh? How am I even in the room? Add to this danger." Marta began to panic again.

Just started to breathe a sigh of relief, now a more dangerous threat comes. Is there a room here? Why did Johan put me in the room? Will he .....

"Well, I've been crazy for a long time. So don't be so reckless with Marta." Marta said frustratedly, tapping her head that did not think long before acting.

Actually this is not the first time he invited Johan to his restaurant. But only this time he entered the privacy room belonging to Johan, namely the room. Usually, he was just daunted, and accompanied by Ana, his roommate and campus friend. Now he's coming alone, impatiently waiting for permission to leave tomorrow's dorm. After entering the new dormitory can be permission to exit when entering the campus. Completed campus hours must enter the dormitory again. Doing all activities in the princess complex. With the reason of not being able to withstand the longing, he was reckless to do things that endanger himself.

Chequek.

Marta circulated the view looking at each room. There's not much in this room. There is only one table, one single bed, and one fairly small glass cabinet. Neat and clean. It was the first one assessed by Marta. Not like the room that has a lot of clothes hangers on the wall. And the bookshelf is far from neat.

Chalcke, ceklek. The door handle sounds turned to force open.

Marta stroked the chest. "I'm glad I'm key."

Chalcke, ceklek. Back ringing. Martha just silently looked at the door. Sit hugging yourself on the bed. With lips continue to pelt dhikr.

"Marta. Food's cold for the hell." The sound of screaming from outside.

Tok to tok. Now switch to knocking on the door.

"Hair dryer just met nggk?" Johan is back.

"Forget. Was I a hair dryer, right? Why forget it." Monologue Marta slowly, hitting her own forehead. Stupid time he. Why is it so senile?

"Know nggk?. On that table."

Marta saw the table. Right, there's a tool he's looking for. There are also combs, hair oil, and some face creams.

"Yes know." Marta shouted. Get out of bed and pick up a tool to dry your hair. Johan sat back in his place.

Marta is neat. "Something is lacking?" Thinking, remembering. "Oh yes hijab. "

"I haven't taken a change of hijab, which was still in the bathroom." Marta said remembering the location of the hijab. How's dong? He is still traumatized by the incident.

"Marta, baby." Johan called back. Marta's been inside for too long. "Are you sleeping or dancing?" His protest.

Chequek. Marta opened the door a little, peeking at Johan at the door. But Johan pushed the door open. Marta maintains to close it. Be pushing the door.

Marta's mind has been traveling everywhere. At the worst possible time if she is in the same room. The worst possibility he now fears. He had never been in this situation before.

But shit. However, Johan's power was stronger than Marta's. That made the door finally open as well. Marta backed up to the wall. Stay away from Johan. Alert .

"You why? Why not wear a hijab? " Tanya Johan was astonished, and had returned to normal as usual. I didn't feel like Marta was freaking out.

"Head outside. " Answer Marta was afraid.

"here." Waving his hands to get closer. Johan then walked over to the bed.

"Why what?" Marta asked with a voice already slightly trembling. Why in bed? Die me. The Rutuk Marta in heart.

"Say she wants a hijab. " Stroll straight through the bed, and stop in front of the glass cabinet, then open it. Take a long pair of gowns with her hijab. There is also an instant long hijab.

"Owh." Martha was beginning to calm down.

"You why the hell? What do you think? "Ask Johan looking at Marta's countenance. I guess what the girl thought.

"You think you're a pervert?" Guess who made Marta's face flushed in shame.

"Ng-nggk really." Marta answered nervously. "Why is there a woman's outfit here." Tanya Marta diverted the discussion.

"Silent. It's all that new." Pointing to badrol and brand names that have not been released.