Waiting for First Love to Return
Distrusting

David felt his head dizzy and heavy. Strange sounds filled his hearing. Which makes his head more painful and throbbing.

"Non't papa? Brother dizzy again?" I was worried that Johan was accompanying her. "Rest inside first." Packing David to enter a small wooden house that many tools in it. There is only one thin mattress and coated with thick carpet held on a board that is arranged. As a place of rest for workers.

"My head hurts, Jo." His complaint held his heavy head. Sit back and straighten his legs on the carpet that Johan has cleaned before sitting on it.

"Okey, sit here. I'll get you some medicine." Jo said a little panicked. For a long time his cousin did not feel dizzy due to an accident many years ago. It has even been declared fully healed. No one is concerned about his amnesia about the past. No one is trying to help him remember. But his soul still felt that the precious pieces of the past had been forgotten.

Ah, maybe just a regular headache. But why suddenly. Inner Johan.

"No, Jo. I'm not papa." Resist. Holding Johan's hand that was about to leave, and asked him to sit next to her.

Quiescent. David closed his eyes in silence. Trying to decipher a fragment of an obscure episode that flashed in his memory. Massaging his temple plan that still hurts.

"Why brother?" Johan asked worriedly and curiously.

David was silent. Uphold her seat after feeling her head a little better. Doesn't want to force him to remember what he doesn't remember. Let everything go as it should.

"Will you remember your childhood?" Ask Johan slowly.

Johan already understood the reason David chose to build a house in this remote village. Not for reasons of peace and tranquility, but of wanting to restore forgotten childhood memories. Childhood and adolescence that was not attended by Johan was also the parents and adek David. A past that only David and Grandma knew. I don't know what was going on at that time. Memories that never appear in the memory even though the years have passed. And no one's gonna bother him anymore.

"Eitherway. But hearing that scream, it was like a stranger to me. " Say David hesitated, still mowing his temple which still there is a dizzy though a little.

"Maybe your brother's first love is here? But is there any guarantee that he is still waiting for you, brother? After a long time apart with no news." Johan tried to analyze the situation. I hope David forgets the past that he doesn't even know.

If his girlfriend is right .The thing David meant was no longer alone. Johan wants to make David move on and fall for the others. If not being able to love the aggressive woman who often comes to bother him, Johan will help find a more gentle and graceful woman.

But, isn't this far from Marta's home address? Given the address he had memorized, but had not dared to come to visit. More precisely because the boyfriend is forbidden.

Maybe they are different people.

"Do you believe in a soul mate, Jo?" Ask David slowly. As if to ask himself.

"Yes. I believe that there are already people. Want to be forced anyway if not a soul mate will not unite. But if the soul mate wants to be separated as far as anything will stay together again. But who knows if he's your match or not?" Johan often heard the nature of a mate who often made David a reason to wait for the woman he thinks is his soul mate. Repeatedly persuading to open the heart to other women, still not cared. Fun waiting for the woman he only sees in frames.

"What's wrong with trying? If he was around here. Someday I will meet you. I still remember her beautiful face, and her dazzling smile." Smiling imagines the face of ayu that she always looked at in the photo. Which has been recorded and sculpted clearly in his heart.Beautifully painted in the eyes.

"How come he's married?"

"Eitherway. Think later." Reply indifferently. Still smiling painting Thata's face on the ceiling.

Johan chose silence. Pray that her brother will be happy after waiting for so long. A happy ending after a long wait. Closing eyes and hearts to others, for the sake of worship that does not know where.

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Throughout the journey Rena just fell silent. Hiding his face from the sun. Riding a matic motorbike driven by his best friend. From then on, just silently ignored the question from Tasya. Hugging tightly from behind, hiding her watery eyes.

"You why the hell? Any issues?" Tasya asked softly as she felt a small sobbing sounding from behind her. Rena just kept quiet and didn't answer.

"Cock we come here?" Tanya Rena looked around. He now stops in front of a lake that is quite quiet and quiet visitors. A place that is still beautiful, there is no tourism development.

"Sit down there yok." Pointing to the fallen tree trunk and allowed to cross the lake. Draws Rena to walk after him.

"I don't want to take you to my house. But you know, right? I've been living with my husband and in-laws, afraid you're not comfortable telling me there. It's the weekend, all home." Obviously Tasya, why did he bring Rena to this deserted place.

"Later on, I'll calm down first." Requesting time. Take a deep breath, let out slowly, normalize the stifling feeling of the chest. Inhaling deeply the soothing blowing wind. Looking at the greenish water that was surging small in the wind.

This is my old memory, Re. Remember Tasya in heart. A small smile remembering the past.

Ye know? These memories, even if they only happened in the past. But able to create the same pleasure and pain until now. Maybe until the next time.

"Is my love wrongly anchored, yes?" Sick Rena. Staring straight ahead, forcing the eyes not to fall.

"I don't know Re. If it is wrong, try to fix it. If it's hard to fix who our love is anchored to, try to improve the way we love. Love doesn't have to have, does it, Re?" Tasya's advice is slow. "What's wrong? He hurt you?"

But in fact Tasya refrained from talking and asked why he had a house that had become his memory. Had a doubt about the address sent Rena, after being convinced and got the voice of Rena , tried to enter to meet the owner, but Rena hunted come and take him away. And can't bear to force when you see Rena's sad face.

"Entahlah Sya. Though I had put more hope in him, because lately often together. I feel like there's been a big change to this relationship." Rena's Story. Rena began to tell about togetherness on the beach that always met even though shortly after that night. Although not every day, only Rena comes every night, but David only a few times a week. Also David who has started to want to talk a little when he visited his restaurant. Sometimes even free food. Until he also told me about the words Jo who he considered the driver. But now he thinks. There's no way a driver is that cool, and that bold. David had no intention of introducing them.

"I thought he had started accepting me, but in fact I was only considered a bully for the peace of his life. " Related voice of Rena is heard.

"Udahlah. Don't be too dizzy saying that Jo. While it wasn't your David who said it, don't think about it." Tasya's Advice. I don't want to see my best friend sad like this.

"Love can exist because it's used to it. Maybe at first his presence is disturbing, but it could be something that is always awaited. Just relax. Keep trying." Added Tasya cheering.

"But...."

"Udah don't have to but-but."

"Yes lah. Don't think about what people say?" Trying relax.

"Yes that's how it should be. Let me be happy. " Again Tasya.

"Now can't I replace the story?" Tasya spoke carefully.

"Byeah, please. " Pairing attitude to be a good listener. Rarely his best friend would vent without being provoked first. It is usually difficult to tell the state of his heart.

" Why were you in the construction of that house?" Ask full of questions.

"That's David's house. Why?" Answer Rena with a confused look. Don't know where Tasya's talking.

A candidate? Then he's not the owner of the old one? Is the location really on sale?

"Say you want a story?" Rena's bills that don't understand the point of the problem.

"Nggk so. Yok house. He said he'd like to do a little prank?"

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