Waiting for First Love to Return
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As soon as Rena came from my house, my lips were always smiling. There was a happy beat that always accompanied me every minute. Reyhan also often looks at me expectantly about the unspoken. Only one thing actually disturbed and filled my mind. Was pregnant. It made me feel happy many times.

I can only hope and hope. Can't conclude anything because it's not too late from my menstrual schedule. Although I know that this is past the schedule that should be, but this has not passed from the menstrual date last month. But my menstrual cycle is not perfect for a month, usually after twenty-six days will come again. So usually.

The days passed with a feeling of anxious expectation. Always smile with relief after not finding a sign of the arrival of monthly guests.

Every bathroom I first saw was ****** *****. Pray and hope that the guests will not come. I wish God would trust me to be a mother. I have a baby at my age who is old enough. With or without love for my husband. But I still hope there is a seed of love in my heart. I still dream of having children in a halal and good way.

Every time I go out the bathroom I always smile when I don't find the slightest fleck there. I want to check it out immediately but doubt it. Is it known if only a few days late come the moon? Isn't the average person going to check and check themselves after a long time late coming months? How many days late can it be known of its existence?

"Why Yanx? I think there's a burden?" Reyhan asked who was lying on the bed, ready to rest. Seeing me come out of the bathroom with a hesitant face. Which indicates that you are thinking about something.

"Nggk papa kok Ay. Rest is night." My orders and go into the same blanket as him. Lying behind him while hugging the bolster. Doubt to start discussing child stuff with Reyhan.

"Related there's nothing? But you think you're thinking about something like that?" Pulls me close in his arms. Smells my head, smelling my shampoo in my hair. She likes to play and kiss my hair. I also like the way I play my hair.

" What is it? I know you are Ay." Stay behind him, but do not refuse his warm embrace.

"Yes you know. Every day I see you, I understand that there is a slight change in your face. My wife is not a person who is good at acting, nor is she a person who is good at lying. So if there is a problem it seems clear, as if it is written here. Load." Writing is affixed to me by his finger without looking. Which makes me shudder in horror.

Can she see everything I feel? Does he also know that I sometimes still think of other men?

"Lebay is Ay. Am I so?" Followed him who was lying behind me. Impossible though? Or am I not good at hiding things?

Reyhan just smiled amusedly at me. Absolutely not complaining of pain to my elbow. I also have no intention of answering my question.

His hand that wrapped around my stomach began to touch her gently, as if affectionate and attentive. "Are you hoping there's life here? " She asked softly. My hand followed to touch her hand that gently rubbed my stomach that was still flat.

Every woman wants to be a mother, right? I'm one of them too.

Mother also often expressed her hope that wants me to get pregnant quickly.

I turned around to face him. Looking at her who was smiling gently, and letting me put some distance between us.

"That's it Ay." I doubt.

If I'm with Reyhan like this, I completely forgot that there was an Arfan in my life. It's like I'm gonna live with Reyhan forever. It has thrown away hope in conjunction with Arfan. Locking it in my heart as the past without having to throw it away. Reyhan is my future.

"What do you want?" I stroked my hair, and put it behind my ears so as not to cover my face.

"Kok me? How do you want?"

"You're gonna get pregnant, baby. If I just follow. Want to join the program pregnant I agree, if you want to delay first I also do not prohibit. As long as the activities for his son are not postponed as well, not used as nothing." Her speech was full of a sly smile with eyes flashing a seductive blink. Still don't want to lose, right ?

"Ih. Fecund. Lazy me." Pinched slowly on his stomach, and put away his hand that was wrapped around me. Change the position of lying on your back to see the clouds.

"Nggk can be lazy in worship dear. That also includes your worship." The light moved me back closer.

"Yes is it." I was lazy to argue. But my words were considered approval by him, now he has started his action. His hands are guerrilla, I stopped him. Holding his hand that had crept everywhere.

"Dad."

"Czs." Stopped his hand because I was straying, but changed his lips to take over the job. I couldn't resist it, but my body always reacted to reply, even asking for more. I had no intention of holding him back.

"Well?" Stop the action, and raise your head to see me clearly. "Why pregnant? Pregnant have a husband. If you are pregnant, no new husband needs to be worried and confused. This pregnant woman has a confused husband. Alhamdulillah, dear. That grace." His words relaxed to calm me.

"But I just wanted to start Ay's business. How disturbed will it be?" My reasons.

"Yes. .... Find an employee later. Want to get pregnant or not I suggest you keep looking for yanx employees. Let's not be too tired. Now, orders are pretty much lo." His projection.

I smile at having a good husband like him. What is Reyhan's lack? He's not lacking anything at all. Perhaps my heart is less grateful for this gift.

"But if you're not disappointed, are you?"

"Looking at who? To a God who has not given you trust? Whom do I have the right to be disappointed in His provision?" His words confirmed his feelings.

"How do you think?"

"Nggk need to think. We'll check tomorrow. Or do I want to buy a testpack now? It's not too late." The bargain is to sit up.

"Nggk is Ay. It's tonight." Reject me not feeling good.

"Yes with papa. Than my wife can't sleep out of curiosity? Or tomorrow we're midwives for a consultation? " Supplying another option.

"Emmm..." Looking and thinking which is better and more comfortable?

If midwifery is embarrassed, right? I've never consulted a midwife about a pregnancy program. My marriage wasn't long. Testpack can be checked independently.

"Don't slow down. It'll close."

"Buy a testpack. But I'm lazy, Ay alone is okay to buy it? " i said smiling. I'm ashamed to buy that. Never been about it. Hasn't Reyhan never been?

"Yes." Yeah." Without any burden Reyhan pulled the jacket and left. "You want another message?" Back nongol at the door.

"Emmm what is it? There is nothing." I answered after thinking for a moment. Actually, there are two ingredients of cake that has been exhausted, but it is not delicious if you tell your husband to shop for kitchen ingredients.

Reyhan was gone soon. No more than thirty minutes he was back. Bring ten pregnancy check kits with different brands.

"Why so much Ay?" My protest when I get a lot of tools that I just saw

"Yes who knows if you want a week in a row to check urine to be more convincing to the heart. Or would like to use ten is also up to." Reyhan replied and lay back in my arms after giving me the thing he bought.

I took one of those. Read how to wear it and when to wear it. Then put it back after understanding.

Seriate...

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