Waiting for First Love to Return
Forcing Go

"Nits. Later if Amel is done between this one, this. Tell me to meet that rascal. Now I want to rest first. My body is tired. My head has begun to dizzy without curdling." Order Tasya while pointing at some of the boxes of cakes that are ready. Then hold his head that feels throbbing dizzy, ask for a break.

"Ready, mbk." Nita answered, raising her thumb.

"Sip. If there's anything to say to your mother. Don't wake me up before Amel's done. " Tasya's next message.

"You sleep, don't forget to eat first, son. Wait for Adzan Dzuhur all of you, nanggung." Mother's message saw a wall clock that signifies that it has entered the time of dzuhur, but I have not heard the Adzan.

"Yes, Bun. I'm gonna take a shower first." Obey Tasya, and smell his own sour smell that feels sticky.

Before entering the bathroom to take a shower. Not to forget Tasya made goat's milk, and brought him to the room with one pear. Just in case you are lazy to go out again for lunch.

Reyhan didn't buy pregnant cow's milk. Her husband was more confident in goat milk etawa to complete the nutritional needs of his wife's pregnancy this time. That was Tasya's favorite part. And also allowed by his obstetrician, even recommended.

Justright. When Tasya took a bath, there was a sound of takbir echoes that indicated the time of dzuhur had arrived. After the bath, continue to pray. After praying drink milk and eat fruit. Eating one unfinished fruit eyes are very heavy. It was not strong enough to raise your head. But despite lying down and closing his eyes, his ears seemed to still hear voices from outside. Can't sleep well. Always so every nap. Just adding a little bit of light to the head. But if you do not take a nap, the body feels weak powerless. Even until the morning, I was tired.

"Son, get up." Mother's voice woke Tasya. Amel and Nita? How dare they interrupt Tasya's nap? Entering his room did not dare, let alone wake him up. Although never also Tasya angry because the rest is disturbed. But they were quite reluctant to wake Tasya who was resting.

"Tasiah. Wake." Call Mommy again while slowly patting her cheek. But Tasya instead of opening his eyes, wriggling slowly then tightening his arms on the bolster, looking for comfort.

"Wake, son. I was waiting for Amel. " Mother tells. Persuading Tasya to open her eyes.

"What time is the Bund?" He asked weakly with lazy eyes open.

"Udah adhan asar's. Wakes up. Amel's done with all that to deliver his order."

"Owh." Tasya muttered softly. It turned out that he had been asleep for quite a while. But his fatigue did not diminish at all.. "My head is so dizzy Bund." His head that had yet to stop pulsating. Mother also followed her. Helps massage Tasya temples slowly.

"Not there, Bund. Here's 'Bun." Pinta Tasya moved her mother-in-law's hand at the point of the painful head. Close your eyes enjoy a gentle massage that feels soothing.

Mumpung. When else would you dare to have in-laws massage a sore head? Usually all-rounded and unpleasant to ask for help to the mother-in-law. Though Mother Lina is very understanding and caring. Loving Tasya like a child. But it still feels awkward to ask for help.

"Yes already. Take a break if that is. About the payment, just let it go. God willing God will replace it with a double." Pinta Mommy to flaunt. The sustenance will not be changed. Yet

reminding about Tasya's plan after sleep that was forgotten.

"Owh yes, bun. I forget. I'll get ready for that." Forced to rise and move his head right and left after remembering his goal. widened his eyes to gather awareness, and suppressed the agonizing pain.

"Not to be forced if you are not strong. Your health is more important. Money can not be searched later instead. More expensive for your health and your fetus." Persuading Mommy asks Tasya back to lie down. This is not the first time his daughter-in-law has complained of dizziness and fatigue. But every day Tasya complained of dizziness and weakness every afternoon. Always lie in bed all afternoon. Maybe that's the baby's default. So everything's understood. And try to understand the condition.

"But, Bund. Now there is Nita and Amel. You should also consider the salary of workers. This fee is our right, Bund. So it has to be taken. " Disput Tasya, and stay in the bathroom preparing to leave. No need to shower again, just wash your face with facialwash, then continue praying. Change clothes and leave. Mother never forces or forbids her child to do anything. Can only advise and give advice. Thank you, it doesn't matter.

"Are you ready ?" Tanya Tasya who came out of the room was neatly ready to leave. By walking hard to withstand the pain felt. Forcing a smile so as not to worry Nita and Amel.

"Mbk already. So what about mbk?" Ask Amel who changed his clothes. Which indicates he had time to go home and take a shower.

"God be so. Pay you two to work all day." Tasya smiled, trying to joke.

"Nggk funny mbk. Mbk if it is not healthy do not need to nggk papa. Mbk is very pale. " Said Amel who was sorry to see the face of my dear Tasya.

"Today we don't have to pay, mbk. Just ikhlaskan. Than later even sick, even we can not work anymore, can not pay for days." Nita followed the sound.

"What the hell are you guys? Doain, I'm fine. It's built like this. " Jawan Tasya with his smile. Raising his hand indicates he is strong. "Nita if you're done coming home it's okay. Amel, let's go? So what's this?" Giving instructions.

"Yes mbk." Reply Nita is ready to go home.

"What is mbk?" Ask Amel doubt .

"Don't wait for me to get mad, Amel."

"Yes, yeah. Let's." Let's."

"Be careful, Mel. No need to speed. Notchoncengin your two people." Nita's message before leaving, which only answered the word ready by Amel .

Finally Amel again continued his motorbike to the lake that he had visited earlier this afternoon. Dropped his motor slowly, and Tasya hugged Amel tightly from behind so as not to fall. He leaned his head that felt heavy on Amel's boat.

"Mbk if it's not strong, we turn it around again mbk." Amel's advice on the way, when he felt the weight of Tasya's body leaning on him. That's a sign that Tasya really leaned his weight on Amel.

"Stage, Mel. It's half way."

"What is mbk. Than....."

"Nyopir is really you. Make it even more dizzy." Tasya's orders in a weak voice. It has not changed its position at all.

"Yes." Yeah." Finally, I dare to be silent. Fear of spray . Although any anger mbk Tasya will not snap at him, let alone hit. He's running out of energy. To lift the head heavy. Since then, it continues to be covered. What else to be angry about.

Throughout the rest of the journey there was only silence . There was only the sound of a motorbike engine on the coral road to the deserted lake. There was absolutely no one passing by or passing by.

"Related by mbk? Not turning around?" Ask Amel again. He was already goosebumps entering a quiet and silent area. The more afternoon the atmosphere of the lake is getting gripping.

"Next." Tasya's orders were almost inaudible. "Credicate or not. Later this place will be crowded, as the economy of the population develops." Tasya murmured as if whispering in Amel's ear.

Amel just kept silent not to deny it, nor to approve it. Simply forward the motor, with eyes glancing right and left. Afraid of apparitions. But until the motor reaches the destination, found nothing. Only the shadow of the tree swayed. Nor do we see any dangerous wild animals around. There are only squirrels chasing, and occasionally heard the sound of a monkey, but it does not appear.

"Until mbk." Amel stopped his motorbike, right near the seat of the man he was referring to. The three drunk men were gone by noon. There's only that bench that's still filled with people. The man lay on his back with his legs bent, and his arms folded over his face.

"Mbk's girl." The voice of Amel who walked slowly watched the silent surroundings.

Tasya forced his feet to stand up straight. It forces the eyes to stay open. Walk holding on to Amel who was next to him. Approaching the one person left here.

"Wish he'd see mebk Tasya? Until the sleep is waiting? Mbk knows?" Amel asked to see the man sleeping on his only long bench. That can't be said bench, can it? Only wood is arranged lengthwise with one foot on the right, and one foot on the left. Consider it an emergency bench. In this place more people sit using uprooted wooden sticks that are left to cross. Or choose to sit on the grass that thrives.

Unfortunately, only a few people came to this place. Very beautiful and beautiful. Not yet known development at all.

"Nth is 'Mel." Answer Tasya.