Waiting for First Love to Return
Failed Move On

After speaking at length, Rena fell silent with a heart of relief plus disappointment. Relieved because he had already revealed what was in his heart. And disappointed that David did not respond at all, remained silent as if nothing had happened.

Rena joined in silence enjoying the gusts of the night wind is quite strong. Staring at the dark sky that seemed ready to spill its cargo. Adjusting the breath that feels stifling.

Duarrr. The sound of lightning striking, which preceded the lightning above. Followed by another thunderclap.

Without a word Rena left leaving David who was still silent. Prepare to go home when the first drops of rain fall. Walking towards his parked car with an unfocused mind.

*Can love be wrong? If it is wrong, how can you fix it? It is hard to forget and force the heart to love another. Is it possible to live happily without loving our partner?

But anyway I can't keep doing this. I am not young anymore. It is time to build a house. Should I accept a person who truly loves me even if I don't love him? Than to force a life with the one we love, but in fact he doesn't love me.

Isn't it my happiness to set? My heart knows. Maybe I should start learning to forget David. Trying to accept someone who truly loves me. It may be easier to force my heart to love someone who loves me, than to force someone I love to fall in love with me.

Well. I have to learn to forget David. I'm sure I can. A handsome and well-established man is not just him. Maybe there are more considerate and more romantic men out there*.

Rena walked with a dream. Busy hearted to move on, and choose a man who is sincere to her. Not just one or two men approached her, but many. Learn to forget the man who always looms in his dreams.

Diiiin, diii. Until unknowingly there was a long horn sound when Rena crossed the road without looking left right. Rena only realized when someone pulled her rough and hugged her tightly. At night, when the streets are running. There are many drivers who drive cars.

Rena felt shocked and looked at the situation. There are people who curse and nag at him while driving a slow car, then again increase speed. Rena did not really care about the curse and swearing of the person she believed almost hit her earlier. The focus of Rena is the man who was silent sitting side by side with her. Ignore it, and don't think it exists at all. The man who saw it was reluctant . But now he hugged her tightly with his hands hinting at the driver's apology. Although David still did not see it, but the warmth of this deck was enough to make Rena fixated, unable to just move the body.

"Next time be careful." Take off the hug, and walk quickly to where the car is. Leaving Rena who is still trying to stand firmly and sculpt in place. Even until the time the man had driven his car away, Rena still stood still unable to control himself.

"What does this mean?" Lirih Rena touched her chest that was pounding incoherently.

"Do you really care? Or just humanity?" Lirih Rena's. "This is what makes it hard to move on." Her tears shed, along with drizzling drops that hardened into rain.

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Tasya's days passed with uncomfortable feelings. As much as possible behave normally in front of her husband and in-laws. But Reyhan still caught the change in his wife. But choose silence, waiting for the wife to talk by herself. But it is in vain.

Tasya's days were busy with his more advanced efforts. Now they have added two more employees. His efforts are growing fast enough. Tasya is now starting the day early, even now he is always the first to wake up in the morning. Even though the day is uprooted, and the night always sleeps the earliest.

Even now Tasya began to build a store next to his home. Although Reyhan makes a kitchen that is quite spacious, but in fact still feels narrow for his activities. Plus a lot of new equipment he bought, also a stock pile of cake ingredients.

This morning as usual. Tasya and his four colleagues were busy with their respective duties. It doesn't matter if Reyhan takes time off today so he can spend time with his busy wife. Every night he had no time to chat, because Tasya always slept first.

"Yes." Reyhan's whisper hugged Tasya from behind, which left him shocked and brushed off Reyhan's hand that was coiled around his stomach.

"Then the Rey kids." Tasya's protest turned around and pushed her husband's chest gently away.

Reyhan's face looked gloomy at his wife's words, and pulled up a chair to sit down. In this new kitchen there are two of them. When Reyhan came in, he immediately kicked out his wife's workers. Reyhan doesn't like Tasya's changed calls anymore.

"Which other one?" Tasya asked who looked at the empty room.

"out. Relax, they keep working. " Answer Reyhan.

"Keep what you want? I still have a lot of work. Wanna help?" Tanya Tasya resumed her duties.

"You why the hell? Am I wrong?" Reyhan asked seriously, which made Tasya turn her body back to see Reyhan.

"Why is that so?" Tanya Tasya.

"Somehow I feel or what. I think you've changed lately. You seem to be indexing me. Am I wrong?" Said spoiled Reyhan and stood closer , hugging Tasya from behind.

"There's no. Not evading, Rey. But I was busy again. Orderan is always a lot." Obviously Tasya was trying to understand her husband, pointing at the order list that was affixed to the glass door. Although there is another reason. Arfan's return has been able to seize his mind. Change the mood and shake his mind.

"Tu.... I didn't say I was your husband. Since when did the call come again?" Reyhan protest does not like. Putting his chin on Tasya's shoulder, with his circular hand rubbed Tasya's stomach that already had life in it. Although it does not appear to be bloated.

"sorry. Lovely slips." Tasya said he was correcting the speech.

"I've been waiting a long time for you."

"Wait what?" More confused. I don't understand the direction her husband said.

"Waiting you for a story."

"What story?"

"What made my wife change." He said softly, tightening his embrace.

"Nothing to tell." Tasya answered, her hand touching her husband's hand. Thinking of finding a reason. It is impossible to tell her unsettled feelings.

"Is it a secret? Even though I'm your husband?"

"There's no secret Ay."

"Lying of sin. "

"I'm not lying." Evasively.

"But I saw you cry a few times while praying. There must be a problem, right? I know God is the best place to complain. But does your husband not need to know? Who knows if I can help, right?"

"Crying isn't always a sign of a problem, is it? Who knows how to regret a sin?" It is a great sin to love another man besides his husband. Isn't that a big sin?

"Is that really so?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Quiescent. Enjoying Reyhan's increasingly tight embrace, which makes it difficult for Tasya to continue his duties. Even he sniffed Tasya's closed neck. Which makes Tasya feel ticklish.

"Ay, this is still a lot of lo. When is it going to end this way?" Wiggling shoulders drove her husband straight away.

"Kangen." Reyhan voice raucous.

"Oh..." Tone of the Tasya protest.

"You want a job more than a husband. I have not been able to ration for weeks, every night always sleep first. " Decent Reyhan and taking off the hug. Turn around in annoyance. And walk away from his wife. He is not a pushy husband, even though he is entitled to it.

Saddened? Sure. It must be heartless and guilty to see Reyhan disappointed. Her husband. He always fulfills his responsibilities, but is denied when asking for his rights. Tasya looks at Reyhan until he disappears behind the door.