Waiting for First Love to Return
Chasing Sunrise

The night is getting late. The perfect sky. The stars are covered in clouds. The wind blew carrying a piercing chill. The sweater I got, even Reyhan is still holding me from behind. But the cold still felt until it was repeated.

Even with the cold, I was still outside. Enjoy the sparkling lights that fill every corner. The darkness that covers the earth. Other visitors still chat with their partners, with friends, and with relatives and family. There are also those who meet new people.

Even dinner this time I ate on this water. In front of the inn that was built on this clear and salty water. Reyhan did not refuse when I invited him to enjoy a dinner he booked in our place to enjoy togetherness. Enjoy a long night with a story that is out of the question.

"Like that. It's the night." Bring Reyhan. The night is getting late. It feels like we have finished the story we want to discuss. A few minutes passed and there was silence. Reyhan has started to endure the sleepiness.

"Well asleep?" I asked, seeing him hugging me from behind. His eyes looked red.

"Sheemmz.." He muttered with a slow nod of his head.

"okkey. " As far as I am and stand up to the one he follows.

Before going to bed do not forget ablution first. That's what used to be accustomed to his children, and until now I still wear it. Well, sanctification from small hadas is not only done before prayer only. Abah said that we sleep in a state of holiness, if the morning does not wake up again we go in a state of holiness. Although I don't know what happens during sleep. Also, when we sleep we are guarded by God.

I'm done with the activity before bed, Reyhan is still sitting playing his phone. I approached her and glanced at her phone screen that was typing chat, for whom.

"Have you fallen for Ay?" I said as I looked at his darkened phone screen as I stood right beside him.

"Yes, I went to the bathroom first." Say it with a sweet smile, and put your phone on the bed.

"Hem." Mumamku agrees.

I lay on the bed, scrambling the red petals arranged to decorate the bed. Rubbing it, smelling its fragrance, until it spreads more and more to fill this large mattress.

Eyes not closed, Reyhan is still in the bathroom, the phone screen flashes without sound. I grabbed it, only read a short reply from an anonymous number, but the screen was locked, unable to open any other chat history. Usually I never ask, nor do I ever talk about his personal affairs. So don't know the password from the lock of the phone screen.

"Why?" Reyhan's voice surprised me.

"Eh, nggk." My answer is a little afraid of holding his phone. "There was a message." I gave her the phone. But he seems strange to see me.

"Owh." Grab it and open it, type a reply and then put it on the table. I didn't think much of anything, putting my body back in a roll until Reyhan was lying next to me.

"Can ya?" He asked to be ready.

I don't have any other choice, do I? I can only nod. A job I had long neglected. Giving her rights that I have long held. Not all this time I've not been afraid of sin, it's just that the body doesn't want it, nor does it support it. So when the body has more energy, I try to enjoy all the touches that make me tired to fall in deep. All this time I enjoyed it too.

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In the morning I woke up just at dawn from my cell phone. Reyhan is no longer by my side, I have felt the cold of the morning without his embrace. I rose up to cleanse myself before worship.

Out of the bathroom Reyhan was sitting cross-legged on the mattress while reading the Qur'an from the application on his phone.

"Where's Ay from?" I asked him to stop the tilawah.

"Where from? Where are you going?" Turn around with a wonder mimic.

"I woke up not here."

"From the prayer from the next room." The answer.

"You took a long shower." The answer is relaxed, leaning on the headboard.

"Why wasn't it built?" Pick me up while I change my clothes.

"sorry. There was a pinch, the hunt was out at dawn. Let's take a walk and see the sunrise."

"Cold Ay." Refuse me from his invitation, but according to hurry to pray.

"Have you?" Just ask the trite pleasantries . Already seen I have finished praying, have folded prayer still also asked, already? So I just kept quiet without any intention to answer.

"Prepare quickly! " Word. Reyhan was ready to leave in his warm clothes. The day was still perfectly dark, the sun had yet to appear, even the atmosphere of the morning was still very quiet. Only the sound of water was heard.

"It's cold Ay." Back to the bed and pull the blanket. When else can you be lazy in the morning? Usually from morning it is busy in the kitchen preparing orders.

"You want to repeat this shared overnight activity?" Ask and walk over to me. "OKAY. I gladly obey." Unanswered, the question continues. Come up to the bed. The threat always is. Make me lazy.

"Yes. Let's see sunrise." I finally got up with my face grumbling insincerely. Change clothes that are suitable to come out this morning.

"Well, it's not this dong." He said pretentiously disappointed, while holding back a laugh. Glanced at me who was grumbling away to get changed.

This morning Reyhan took me for a walk, not to enjoy the beauty of the sea or the beach. Nor is it to enjoy the species within. But only walk to the edge of the beach, and continue to climb the hill not far from him. Walking with hands clasping each other channeled warmth.

"Where? The view here is good?" He looked at nature on the left. This hill is not too high, but it is quite appropriate to enjoy the natural beauty that is below it. Reyhan also asked me to walk slowly, not in a hurry. Which makes me able to enjoy this trip, also did not feel tired because it was presented with a soothing view of the eyes.

"Good, Ay." Reply cheerfully. See the sea below. Unfortunately, we didn't get to see the sunrise from here. The sun was up when we got to the top of the hill. Maybe because of the slowness of our path, or is it a long distance? But it wasn't hot yet. Even the sunlight had not evaporated all the dew on the leaves.

"Sit there yok." Pointing to the expanse of grass that is still wet by dew. I followed his advice.

This is a favorite place to see the sunrise. It is evident that there are some people here. Even though when we passed the road was still quiet, only met with some people who started morning activities. This part of the area is famous for the beach and sea, so rarely people who are interested to enjoy this morning like us.

"Well Ay." Stepping on the grass barefoot, and refusing to sit down.

Reyhan took off his jacket and laid it out on the grass. Then sit on it. "Here." pat the place that still fit for my seat.

"Let's jacket dirty dong Ay." My protest. Don't let me tell you to purify? I'll also bother later.

"What's wrong, just get wet and dry." Answer's relaxed.

I finally complied.

It did not feel tired even though this morning I walked far enough. Perhaps happiness is the reason, or the stunning scenery is the antidote.

"Tomorrow in the morning to try to come here early?" Ask offered.

"meaning?"

"Let's see the sunrise."

"Nggk. Try somewhere else tomorrow."