Waiting for First Love to Return
Dinners

Now we have arrived in front of a restaurant that looks classic from the front, with lights that are not too bright. We went inside, Reyhan walked quietly with his hands holding me. I looked around, paying attention to the spacious room in an ancient style that was quite a lot of visitors, but could not be said to be dense. Enter the next room has a different atmosphere, here is more modern typical of young people. With lights and music I don't like. Too rame. And the music here is not too audible from the next room that seems silent.

"Where are we going, Ay?" I asked strangely because Reyhan kept pulling me to walk after him. Leaving two rooms of this restaurant. Keep walking through the other door.

"Follow it out." Her answer was full of mystery, with her sweet smile.

I just sighed softly, and continued to follow him. Spreading the eyes on the couple who are chatting. The average that fills this room is a young couple.

"Well, he said he wanted to eat? Why even come here? I'm hungry to know." My protest as we walked on the dimness. Stop the protest movement.

"Yes, just a little more." The answer pulled me a few steps, and I brushed it aside. Forcing stop.

"Where are you eating?" My voice started to rise in annoyance. I don't understand my husband's way of thinking. Eating food to enter a restaurant is just passing by. It even seems to be close to the toilet. Because we just passed it.

"We're eating here." Pointing at the walls that are not clear in dimness, because the lights are only in front of the toilet. Which makes me confused and look back again, see the visitor room that has been blocked by the wall.

"Kok here anyway?" My voice is full of confusion. But Reyhan smiled faintly. "Why eat inside? Scared expensive? Can't pay? Cook a meal here?" Cecarku angry. Don't know if the stomach worms have been protesting. Cooking food in the back?

Reyhan smiled instead. A smile disguised by the lack of light. Which makes me even more furious, and stomps my rough feet. "I want to eat inside." Turned around and was ready to step, but my arm was blocked. Which makes me flick my hands annoyed, but the therapy failed because my energy lost big.

"here." He pulled me against the wall, and he stood behind me, then touched one side of the wall and opened the door. Do we stand in front of the door? Whats? What this? I looked at the front. Unbelieving plus fascinated.

"We're having dinner here." His whisper softly from behind me. I looked towards the front, then alternately saw Reyhan smiling towards me.

"God.." I opened my eyes to see the view ahead. It's a special room that has a starry sky with a crescent moon up there. But not the open nature. It's quite privacy. This room was limited, a barrier that was made out of nothing. But also quite wide.

"Where? Want to eat here or there?" Pointing towards the front and back alternately, with a wide smile and raising his eyebrows.

"Ekhem. " My Dehem is holding a happy smile. "Here it is. But fast, huh? I'm hungry." I said walk ahead of him. Observing the barrier decorated with grass spread high to the invisible wall, with tumblr lights in the shape of stars and the moon adorned along the foliage. There were also flowers flashing like lights. It seems that the flower is an ornamental flower. Fake.

"You likey?" Reyhan asked who was walking behind me. Looking at me who was amazed to see the beauty of this place. I just smiled and nodded my mark confirming his question.

"here." Reyhan led me to a pair of chairs in the middle. Passing through the red carpet that looks striking because around it there is only green grass. To the left of the street is lined with candles that do not appear to be real candles.

"The candle box is like this?" I ducked curiously, touching the candles that were all flat this same height.

"Yes. Excuse me. I ordered the original candle just a little. So the resto suggested using an electric candle that is already available." Reyhan said he felt guilty. "But it's still pretty, right?" He asked, making sure I liked the surprise. "But even though it's not real, I prepared it with real love."

"Is this all you ready for?" I asked to make sure, Ignoring his words.with a smile amazed at this romantic atmosphere. The atmosphere is bright, with a lot of candles and tumblr lights that become bright. And the stars that blink up there.

"Well, that's how. But many people work here anyway. " His reply was to stand facing me, turning my body until we faced each other.

I looked into his eyes. Eyes that I rarely look closely at. Her jet-black eyes that were shining were exposed to the light of the candle. He clasped my finger.

"sorry. I am not a romantic guy who is good at seducing and making romantic events. Preparing for this event I am not alone. I will always love and love you. Say your name in every prayer. Responsible for your life. I just want you to believe that I love you so much." Closer his hand, asked me to touch his chest.

"You'll always be here. Now later and forever. I wish you were too. Willing to stay with me until the end of time. Raising children together. I wish we could be together to heaven. " Sincerely said.

"In addition to proof of love. I also want to make a story for us, for us to tell our children later. Create memories for us to remember until old age. This proof of love is for us to remember if time gives us distance. You know that, right? Love does not make time forever ours. And I want to make sweet memories for you to hug in the shadows when my body can't hold you. "

I still look into his eyes full of sincerity and honesty. Am I happy? Happiness is sure. After getting married just this time Reyhan said the word love with a long sentence. Although his attitude has always proved the taste he keeps. I never asked and wanted to know how she felt about marrying me without going out first. I believe he loves me, judging by his attitude towards me.

I shed tears. She hugged him with a hark and a feeling of guilt. He returned my embrace, and rubbed my back. Kissing the top of my head. Until I feel calmer.

"Don't cry dong." Decompose hug. Removing my tears, and peeling away every wet eye. "I don't want to see any tears fall."

"But I'm happy. It's a happy cry." My reasons. Although not perfectly happy.

Uh, Reyhan. You are the good man God sent me. Sholeh man who became a role model for me. But really me? I still remember other men in our marriage. Still less sincere in your service. Is this my reply to your sincerity? I'm sorry Rey.

"Yes. But suddenly full of seeing this surprise." My laughter spread out my hands.

"Thank you if you like. I'm happy too." Caught laughter. Leads me to sit in a chair opposite a round table. It is surrounded by heart-shaped candles. But this one is a real candle.

"Please eat. He said it's my favorite menu here." He opened the serving lid.

I didn't notice. The creature of God before me is more attention-getting.

"Lord, teach me to be grateful for all your gifts. The most beautiful gift that often escaped my consciousness. Even forcing myself to achieve what is not my destiny. Does this include kufr delights? I'm sorry God."

"Any silence? Aa' open her mouth, don't daydream." His words broke my daydream. By thrusting a spoon in front of my face, and opening his mouth demonstrate the word aa' he called.

"I eat alone." Prepare to take over the spoon.

"Wouldn't. Sometimes I want to feed my wife." Keep the spoon out of my reach. It prevented me from asking for it. "Open his mouth." Bring the spoon back closer, and the next hand holds my hand.

"okay." Finally broken.

Finally tonight Rey bribed me, also fed herself. Whether intentional or how. There are several menus served and each menu has only one serving. And the problem is spoons, cutlery, and knives there is only one. So you have no other choice.

After eating we still survive here. But there is no romantic music. There is no dancing either. There were no flowers or jewelry for me. We just sat there and finished the food.

We now turn to lay side by side on the carpet, looking at the sky that tonight looks more beautiful than usual. Counting the constellations I don't understand.

"Aye. "Call me after a few seconds of silence.

"What?" Looking towards me.

"Say if there is a shooting star can ask for one request huh? We wait until there's a shooting star, right? We'll make a request. He said it would be granted." I still look up at the sky. Staring at the crescent moon. Reyhan did not respond.

"What are you going to ask for?" My toot. He seemed to be smiling at me.

"Should we wait for a shooting star to pray? The one who granted our prayers, the stars?" Ask.

"It's not so Ay. But the myth is so. If you pray when a star falls, it will be granted."

"Beware of the sin of shirk, Yang. Are you not sure of God's promise? God must have granted his servant's prayer. As we filled adab pray. Whether there's a shooting star or not."

"Yes, anyway."

"God must have granted his servant's prayer. Sometimes only different ways. Some are instantly granted to test whether we are good at being grateful, or postponed to test our patience. It can also be replaced with a better one, to test our sincerity. " Reyhan. " The important thing is never to stop hoping, and don't blame hope. "

"And that prayer has great power. Never stop praying. Never despair, even if our prayers are not quickly answered. Do not turn away and pray to other than HIM. God knows best for his servant, and knows best when the time is right to give us what we ask."

I just kept quiet digesting. Ah, whereas earlier I was just idly asking when I saw the number of flickering stars, even can be.

"What do you want? Who knows if I can help make this happen, or at least help with prayer." Staring at me with my body tilted.

Good thing this place is quite private. No one just walks in and passes by. So there's no shame in being in this position.

"What yes?" Laughing. I was confused what I wanted.

"Do you want to guarantee my prayers?"

"What?"

"Together to heaven."