Waiting for First Love to Return
Packed

Three days have passed. Now it's time to go home, and get back to the daily routine that I find so much fun.

I was helped by Reyhan packing. Bring a lot of souvenirs for the home person. For parents as well as in-laws, as well as brothers. Do not forget to also buy for people who remain busy at the cake shop even though I am on vacation.

"What the hell is it?" Reyhan asked on the sidelines packing the goods. Which made me stop the activity and look at it with a confused look. Reyhan was sitting quietly facing me. Waiting for me to talk.

"What's wrong?" My answer was to frown incomprehensibly, and to resume activities. Don't know where the question is.

What's up, anyway? I'm not a psychic who can predict what his ambiguous question means. My grunts in my heart.

Reyhan was breathing deeply. And stand up, and walk over to me. Sit right by my side. He's cleaning clothes. And all packed neatly in suitcases. While the journey home is still two hours if according to the schedule. That's if it's not molested

I glanced at him who moved to sit, but I did not stop the activity. Trying to guess what he meant. Because I feel like I don't want to talk about anything. Even though there are things I want to talk about. But back and forth and failed to speak.

"Are you sure nothing's bothering you?" He asked after sitting right next to me. Ask me seriously.

"Do I look like someone in trouble?" Toodongku and stop the work that is already finished. Turns sitting facing him.

He looks at me quietly. I with a thumping heart returned the look in his eyes. A sharp look that was far from terrifying.

"Why do you ask that? " Let me stop the inertia. Not strong against his gaze that increasingly makes the heart tremble.

"Do I see a problem?" Ask me again in a soft voice. Still trying to return his views that do not want to escape.

"Are you unhappy on vacation with me?" The question. My question was answered with a question.

Ah, what kind of question is that? Which woman is not happy on vacation? Although maybe friends vacation to be an important reason happiness is there. But this is a vacation with your husband. Do I have a reason to be unhappy?

"Huh?" I laughed and got the strange question. But I stopped when I found out he was still silent to see me. I'm back in focus. Following the serious situation Reyhan made.

"Do I have a reason to be unhappy?" Ask slowly. I'm disappointed to be asked that. I felt hurt being stared at that sharp at a time that should be happy and friendly. I'm looking down inside.

Am I happy? The answer is I am happy. I am truly happy. Only after reading a series of messages from Arfan. Something is bothering. Something always filled my mind. There are decisions I need to consider carefully.

"I don't know. But your attitude seems to show that." Tasteless talk.

"Which one did I do? And when?" I asked in a dislike voice.

"Of course."

I feel Reyhan pulling me into his arms.

I'm sorry Rey.

"I hope it's just my feeling." He said slowly, with heavy breathing.

I looked up at him. Staring at a face that somehow holds what kind of taste.

"What do you feel?" Me ask carefully.

He's more of a hug. "I just don't think you're enjoying the holidays. Often daydream when alone. Secretly watching the cell phone. I don't know what you're hiding. I can't guess what you're keeping and what you're feeling. That's why I'm asking now. "

"Are you happy with this holiday? Or rather, are you happy to marry me? "

Quiescent. Reyhan fell silent after saying his asked sentence. I was silent too. Don't want to respond. I think Reyhan needs me right now to hear his heart.

"You knew? The heartache was not just when he was left. Or see the person we love happy with someone else. But for me, it hurts so much more when the people we love aren't happy with me. That's why I just want to make sure that the people I love are happy to be with me. " whatnot.

"I don't want any regrets. I don't want any secrets between us. I want us to live together in openness, so that there is no suspicion. Isn't a relationship lasting because of good communication? While you rarely want to talk or vent about problems that may sometimes make your attitude change. I just want you to be happy. " His words sound sincere.

I gulped heavily hearing his words. Feeling guilty has not been able to sincerely accept his presence.

"I'm happy Ay. I'm happy to have you." I finally said. Although I don't understand what I think. Am I seriously happy? More precisely, I want to be happy. I want to create happiness in my life.

"Too happy the spirit dong. Take a walk not spirit. It's just up to him to answer. He was asked to see the beauty of the sea would not. I also choose all the gifts I choose. Just the beginning came I saw you enjoying and enthusiastic about being here."

Reyhan isn't this really your dream husband? He knows and cares about everything his partner does. Even a change of attitude until you understand. I should be the happiest woman, right? Rarely is there a man who is sensitive to the attitude of his wife. Though still do not understand what is wanted without being said.

"Keep you're worth it I'm not happy?"

"Keep because what dong?"

"Maybe because I'm tired. But Alhamdulillah lo Ay. My head is rarely light. The body rarely drowned again. Isn't that good progress? Than the holidays just sleeping in the room, right? For me this is a very happy expression. " I said spirit. Pulling away from his embrace. Expressing changes that I find very happy. Distracting the discussion that is not what is discussed.

Although the body is tired quickly. But at least not as usual, half a day just to fall asleep. Maybe I should keep the energy. Not forging energy in the morning, and tepar in the afternoon.

"Is that really so?" Still can't believe the reason I'm telling you.

"Ah, you are mah."

"Certainly? Is there anything you want before you go home ? It's still here." Soft question.

I was shaking my lips, thinking. What do I want? I think everything I wanted was already fulfilled by Reyhan. Now I just want to go home and see the state of the store while I'm gone. But can't I say that? She was afraid she would be offended. Because in fact during the holidays my mind was even at home. Think about the development of the store, as well as the future of the store.

"What yes? " I didn't find anything I wanted.

"uh right? Signs don't like that." Pout her. Why did my husband go this way?

"Eh, Ay. I want the real VCO from here. He said here VCO producers are safe to consume huh? It's good for his bumil and debay health. Good for boosting immunity. Who knows if I could get more energy and I'm not too tired anymore." I said considering the benefits of VCO aka pure coconut oil which is good for health. Even recommended for pregnant.

Reyhan seemed to be slowly opening his eyes. I can't believe my simple request.

"Why? Don't buy it?" Putting on a disappointed face.

"No, it's not. But what does V C O mean??"

"VCO aka Ay coconut oil."

"Owh. Coconut oil." Think on. "Isn't coconut oil there a lot?"

"It's from here. But if you don't want to buy it."

Seriate...

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Sorry for the slow update.

Happy fasting for those who practice it. May in this month God relieve all members of our body to do worship and kindness. Forgive all mistakes and mistakes.