
Martha walks in with a gontai dinner shirt. Her husband remained in the room alone.
Brigit deliberately gave Martha time to think calmly.
Now Martha was sitting there thinking about what Brigit had just said.
The room was dark and Martha kept it dark. So that the tears that fall are not visible to anyone.
His shoulders were up and down with sobbing and being hit. Her husband honestly said he wanted to get married again.
And the woman has been pregnant with her child. Then the choice is only to give permission or divorce.
If divorced, then,
Then Martha will see her two children sad because her parents do not live in the same house anymore. And Martha could not see her two children depressed because of the separation of her parents.
However, he is not willing if his two children become victims of the divorce of both parents.
And if it survives,
Martha imagined what kind of life she would lead. Sharing a heart is not that easy. Feeling disappointed and betrayed would break her heart every day.
Expectations to live together for a lifetime, combining love to gray hair and the wedding vows that were once pledged turned out now that hope has been lost.
Right now he just has to choose.
Happiness of himself or his child.
Can't get both, because her husband is getting married again. If it was for the sake of her child then she would have to endure despite being unhappy.
But if he wants to be happy, then he must separate, rather than hurt.
His tears continued to flow profusely with his shoulders lifted heavily. Her cheeks were wet and Martha closed her eyes.
His chest felt so tight, his heart had been shattered into pieces.
Not long ago, the affair was forgiven and hoped her husband would not repeat it again, and happiness was again present in the household.
But not even a week, the storm hit him again. This time he didn't just say sorry. But having to choose, to retreat or survive, the woman will enter into his life.
And become thorns in the flesh. That will make the eyes grievous and heart sad every time she sees her husband with his honey.
Pyaarr!
His pet cat jumped up and made the figura fall.
The glasses broke and scattered on the floor. Martha flipped the Figura and was seen in the picture. Photos of her and her husband and their two children laughing out loud. The photo was taken during their vacation to Martha's hometown.
For a long time, he was glued to look at the photo that exuded that happiness. Seeing the laughter of his two hearts that were so loose.
Tomorrow if they find out, her mother is suing for divorce, then there will be no more photos like this.
There will be no more beautiful togetherness in this photo.
Martha breathed deeply.
Ow hell!
Martha saw the tip of her index finger bleeding from a glass shard. He held the sting and immediately took a tissue. He cleaned his blood and woke up with a lamp.
Take a broom to clean all the scattered debris on the floor. Dampen with a wet cloth so as not to injure others.
When she was clean, Martha turned off the lights and went into the room.
"It's late, let's go to sleep, '" asked her husband, who was waiting for Martha to come inside after calming down.
"Why fingers?" brigit asked as he saw the finger was injured. There's still a little blood and Martha's gonna take the plaster she kept in her room.
"No papa," answered Martha briefly.
"Let me see" said her husband leaning over.
"No need" Martha pulled her hand and hid the wound from her husband.
Brigit was glued and stared at Martha's squatting back as she opened the drawer. Martha quickly picked up the plaster and directly attached the yes to her wound.
Martha got up and sat on the side of the bed.
"Have you thought about it?" brigit asked impatiently with Martha's reply.
Martha nodded softly with a sharp look of eyes harboring anger in her heart. Followed by sighing and chest that goes up and down.
"I let you remarry, but on condition," said Martha.
"What's the condition?" Brigit asked as he looked deeply into his wife's eyeballs. It was as if he wanted to read what was stored in his eyes and heart.
"Since today, we have not slept together. I can't be a full-fledged wife to you anymore. And don't think I'm doing it. If it wasn't for my son, then I wouldn't have forgiven your mistake. But I allowed you to remarry, it was only because so that my son would not suffer and not lose his happiness. It's just for my kids,"
Eyes talking while sobbing.
"Ma...." Brigit will touch Martha's shoulder. But his wife avoided that touch.
"Why should there be such a condition. I love you so much, why can't I touch you,"
"You don't love me Pa, your love is just spoken on your lips and it doesn't reach your heart. If you really love me, you'll never lie that hurts my feelings, that's the difference if it doesn't get to my heart" Martha said staring intently at her husband and turning her face away, looking forward into the void.
"Ma.don't say that. I really love you and I don't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry if I hurt you. But, don't say we can't sleep together anymore" Brigit said objecting to Martha's terms.
"I'm so disappointed in you pa, the more you want to get married again, I never expected it in my entire life, if I was going to share a husband with another woman," Martha closed her eyes full of sadness.
"Papa doesn't know if it's going to end up like this, either,"
"Well, mommy is going to sleep, I'm going to sleep with the kids. You can sleep here" said Martha and took a pillow and walked out of the room. He went into his son's room.
Brigit stared at the back of his wife who walked to the door. He could say nothing more with Martha's decision.
Martha is punishing herself at this time. Tonight Brigit had to sleep alone and feel very lonely.
Even if he could not touch Martha again, then he also felt he had lost the warmth of his wife.
Brigit hoped this would only happen for a moment because his wife was angry. He was just angry and venting his anger.
Brigit hopes that tomorrow his anger will subside and they can sleep together again. He still longs for warmth from his wife, because after all, he still loves his wife. His wife and Sarita, both in his heart, have their own place.
The two women were in her heart in different places. His wife was his strength and spirit, whereas Sarita, he was his lover at this moment.
Brigit closed his eyes in the light. He did not turn off the room lights as he normally would. She wishes Martha had come back and slept together in one warm blanket.
But a sense of disappointment and disintegration that is breaking his heart, making Martha does not want to be close to the man who has betrayed her wedding promise.
Not thinking about his son's happiness was also his wife's feelings. A man with such a high egoism. Just thinking about her pleasure and not caring about her family's feelings.
According to his lust alone, his mind was dulled with a dead sense of empathy.