When My Wife's Love is Over
Missed

After returning from the afternoon office, Elis brought his three daughters to visit a mini market not far from where they lived. There are already some basic needs that Arjuna men buy.

The nanny that Arjuna paid to watch over her three daughters has now returned home after making sure her master's wife is at home.

The three took some snacks they wanted as well as some ice cream cups for them to enjoy. While the milk, Arjuna had already bought them some cartons at home.

Arjuna also said that he would take his three daughters to move house to a more decent place. But Elis refused, Arjuna would not obey the wishes of the mother of his children because they did not want their relationship to stretch again.

I don't know for Elis they're still divorced. Even Elis feels like he has nothing against Arjuna.

Rose, Jasmine, and Valery are still not asleep even though the night has shown ten o'clock at night, the three are still waiting for their promised Papa to take a walk.

Actually Arjuna had contacted Elis but Elis's phone was dead again, whether because of what paktor. Arjuna also sent several messages to Elis and said that he did not take a walk to his 3 daughters, he has urgent business but Arjuna will change their streets tomorrow which happens to be a holiday.

"Where did Papa go? Ma." said Vale. He had even touched her a few times, the little girl looked very sleepy.

"Mama doesn't know, honey, maybe there's some important business."

"Ma try Papa's phone" Rose suggested.

"Mama's phone is dead, brother, but Mama's been charging but still dead." Elis explained to his daughter.

"Sister, Mine is sleepy. Maybe Mama's right, Papa does have business." Jasmine began to move from where she was sitting.

"Come on. Let's just go." Valery gave up, and they eventually moved into a small room they called a room.

Followed by Elis who has now brought their only fan.

"Ma, I want milk." Valery said excitedly. Even though he was sleepy.

"I am too."

"I am too." Rose and Mine also wanted milk. They rarely drank milk since their departure from their Papa's house, still being able to find daily food they were grateful. In just a few days after the payday they will drink milk.

After drinking the milk, he fell asleep.

Elis was still fixing the house he was still not asleep until, someone knocked on the door.

Before opening the door Elis confirmed who was coming, he opened the curtain that closed his window, after confirming who was the one who came Finally Elis opened the lock.

Seen Arjuna's exhausted haggard face staring at Elis with a difficult gaze to understand. Seen a lot of injuries and burdens in the gaze that makes Arjuna like someone who lives unwillingly to die.

"What's wrong?" Elis asked, he confronted Arjuna at the door, as if to forbid Arjuna to enter his house.

Instead of answering Arjuna actually hugged Elis' body very tightly. "Please, just let me calm down a bit. I'm sick Elis." said Arjuna raucously.

At first glance Elis smelled the aroma of beer from Arjuna's body, he was sure if Arjuna had eaten the devil's drink. During her life twice Elis learned Arjuna was drinking, the first before her marriage to Aida, and the second was tonight. I don't know what triggers Arjuna to do that, which is clear Elis is always angry when he finds out Arjuna is drinking.

"You drinking?" Elis unravels the hug. It feels like he is comfortable with Arjuna's embrace, maybe over time the comfort of one's embrace can change. And Elis could find no comfort anymore. There he was increasingly uncomfortable when embraced by Arjuna.

"Go home Juna is already night. The kids are even sleeping. They're tired of waiting for you too long. You reneged on your promise." Elis continued his work that had been delayed, he was peeling boiled eggs to make balado eggs tomorrow.

"This is my home, my children. That means it's Elis' house, too."

"The concept is not like that Arjuna! Your home is a children's home too, but children's home is not your home. It's their own house. You know why I turned down the house you gave me?"

Arjuna innocently shook his head, he was too curious about the answer that Elis would give him.

"I don't want you to be big-headed, and not to let you do as you please. There are limits that we must take care of Arjuna. Even if you think I'm your wife. In my heart there is no longer your name. My love is completely finished for you. Understand!" Elis no longer felt the vibration of love for the man before him, he really did not lie.

"Elisss ..."

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to divorce me right now. I don't want to get married anymore anyway. But if someday I ever find someone who can take me in love please let me go. Don't I deserve to be happy? Even if not with you."

Arjuna wanted to talk and tell about himself that the children picked up, but the time was not right so Atjuna chose to keep it himself.

"We can still fix everything, I promise I will make you a priority in my life Elis, I will not obey my mama anymore. After this there will only be me and you who will be the main cast at our wedding." Arjuna was holding Elis' fingers. Just for a minute because Elis pulled him back.

"I can't Arjuna. How many times do I have to tell you that my love is over for you." Elis stands. "I'm letting you raise the kids together. Please respect my decision! I don't want to be with you anymore."

"Elis pity me. Please give me one more chance, I want to fix everything I promise you there will be no more tears I will give you. You'll have this whole self. Elis, let me heal your wounds. It's been enough for 4 years that you've been punishing me." Arjuna no longer cared about his dignity and dignity. Even his pride was already when he decided to plead to the woman he thought was still his wife.

"I can't Arjuna. What is there if I continue with you I will continue to hurt myself. I still can't forget every betrayal you've committed on me."

"I've never betrayed Elisss!"

"Omong empty. You almost had a baby out of him."

"I told you he stole my seeds at Sakitt's house!" Arjuna raised his voice a little.

"And you think I believe? Not at all Arjuna." Elis went to her children's room and locked her from the inside.

For Elis a man must have told a lot of lies just to get a chance.

Although Arjuna repeatedly told the truth, Elis still rejected him with his own assumptions.

"This is my life trial Lord. How many things do you want to take from me? Parents, happiness, wife and what else you don't want me to have." Arjuna looked up, putting his head on the back of a weathered chair.

"I still believe you still love me Elis. I'll make you admit it. Just look!" Arjuna stared at the door of his son and wife, then he laid his body in the long chair available there.

"Do whatever you want! I'll do the same." Arjuna grabbed Elis's clothes left on the chair and hugged her, and inhaled deeply in the scent of Elis left behind. "I miss you."

Four years of not touching a woman has left her deeply tormented. He is also not a devout man, sometimes his fingers satisfy himself for the sake of release.

"I miss everything you have Elis, including your body and your touch."

It is very painful when the longing that rises cannot be channeled. Moreover, his object was nearby, the alcohol he had drunk several times took a bit of his consciousness. Arjuna is difficult to tolerate alcohol in his body. "I'm sorry God. I'm guilty of daring to drink. I won't repeat it again." Slowly Arjuna's consciousness was carried away by the stream of dreams.