
Alan stood in the balcony of his room with a smile adorning his lips. Somehow seeing the stars that adorn the sky tonight made Alan's heart calm. Alan closed for a moment his eyes felt the cool night breeze on his skin.
“Thank God.. Thank you for the power you have given me.. Thanks for this calm.” Alan's mind with both eyes closed.
“Evening is ready.”
The voice of Dr. Rania makes Alan re-open both eyes. The man in a long-sleeved blue shirt then turned to doctor Rania who stood in the balcony doorway with a tray where on the tray he carried there were two dinner plates complete with two glasses water to drink it.
Alan laughed softly. Dr. Rania always prepared everything Alan needed without the slightest hint of objection from the look on his face.
Doctor Rania who saw Alan laughing also laughed. The woman then approached Alan and placed the tray he was carrying on a table near Alan.
“I always just trouble the doctor.” Alan said making Dr. Rania frown.
“Doctors always prepare what I need. Doctors also always fulfill what doctors do not actually need to do. I really feel really bad.” Alan again.
Doctor Rania sighed then grabbed Alan's wheelchair and brought the man closer.
Alan who understood the intention of the beautiful doctor immediately occupied himself in the wheelchair. Alan was able to walk again, but not really smoothly because his legs are still shaking if they stand too long.
“Need you remember Alan, I did all this not for free. Stefan paid me and that means you need to get well quickly so as not to bother me anymore.”
Alan smiled. I don't know how rich a Stefan Devandra that spend money for his treatment alone never mind.
“It's Alan, better now we eat. I'm already very hungry.”
Alan nodded his head. The man silently watched Rania's doctor sitting himself in the chair in front of him and began to eat his dinner.
“Why look at me like that? Is there something wrong with me?” Ask Dr. Rania who was consciously noticed by Alan.
“Oh. There is no.” Alan was ashamed of himself.
Alan then started eating his dinner. And while chewing the food, Alan thought about himself, which was getting better and recovering. Alan was thinking if he could get close to Rania's doctor again if he recovered and no longer lived with the beautiful doctor.
Thinking about all that made Alan arrived in mind. He is just an ordinary man. As for Dr. Rania, she is a beautiful woman with a glorious and rich achievement. There's no way Alan could've reached it.
As long as the two had dinner, there was no chatter between the two. They focus on their thoughts and their food.
Dr. Rania feels used to Alan's presence beside her. Every day, even every time they are together. But now Alan's condition is improving. Alan was able to walk again although still with a very slow movement and could not be long. But it was a very quick recovery. And Dr. Rania feels affection if her togetherness with Alan will quickly pass.
“Doctor..” Call Alan who suddenly stops eating his food.
“Ya Alan.” Doctor Rania's southerners immediately looked at the man.
Alan was silent for a moment. Alan was eager to ask what was troubling his mind. But Alan fears Rania's doctor's answer doesn't match what Alan expected. Alan was afraid to be disappointed if in the fact his closeness to the beautiful doctor was only limited to patients and doctors.
“For everything the doctor has done, I am really very grateful. I don't know what it would be like if there wasn't a doctor.”
Doctor Rania sighed hearing that. Alan thanked me not once or twice. The man said it often. And the thanks that Alan returned this time made Rania's doctor feel a little disappointed. Of course because the beautiful doctor was actually hoping that Alan would say something else other than a word of thanks. Something that is very beautiful doctors were hoping for but Dr. Rania herself also does not know what it is.
“No need to over-thank you. I did it because Stefan told me to. You should thank Stefan, not me.” Reply doctor Rania without a smile.
Alan could only nod his head slowly. Somehow Alan felt that the beautiful doctor's expression was not as usual. Doctor Rania looked a little moody to hear her thank you.
After finishing her dinner, Rania's doctor immediately tidied up and then passed leaving Alan sitting in his wheelchair. The woman didn't even say anything before leaving Alan alone. Though usually the beautiful doctor was never late to remind Alan to immediately sleep considering it was night.
Seeing the unusual attitude of doctor Rania, Alan increasingly felt confused. The man asked in his heart where the mistake lay when he said the word thank you to the doctor. Dr. Rania even brought Stefan's name.
“Am I wrong to say?” Alan muttered softly.
Alan saw very clearly earlier how the expression of doctor Rania when she thanked him. The beautiful doctor did not show at all the sweet smile that usually adorns his lips.
“Is he angry with me? But if you're angry because of what?”
Alan was confused by Rania's doctor who did not reply well to her thanks.
Alan looked up at the sky full of stars again. Inexplicably, Alan felt ungrateful for the recovery of his legs. All of that of course because Alan was afraid of separation and could no longer be close what else knew a good figure and full of sincerity like doctor Rania.
Not unlike Alan, Rania's doctor felt the same way. The woman looked over her bed. The glimpses of togetherness with Alan continued to revolve in his mind making doctor Rania increasingly feel not willing his togetherness with Alan will end.
“No, I can't do this. My job as a doctor is to help my patients recover. I should be happy because I managed to help Alan recover and be able to walk again as usual.” The beautiful doctor muttered his head trying to expel the bad thoughts that ruled him.
“Huft.. Never mind, better now I rest.” Disconnect doctor Rania then lay her body on the bed, pull the blanket and start closing her eyes to dive into the dream.