
“You why doctor?” Alan asked the doctor Rania who kept quiet and did not touch the food in front of him.
Alan had actually been curious since picking up Dr. Rania at the hospital earlier. Alan felt the doctor was beautiful as never before. Dr. Rania looks moody and doesn't talk as much as usual.
“Is there a problem? or is the food not good? Do we move to find food elsewhere doctor?” Alan again asked the beautiful doctor a question.
Dr. Rania held her breath for a moment and then stopped her. The woman who was no longer wearing her proud white coat returned Alan's gaze in seriousness.
“Actually there is something I want to ask you Alan.”
Doctor Rania raised next to her eyebrows even more confused because of the beautiful doctor's gaze which was so very serious to her.
“It's about both of us.” Doctor Rania.
Alan swallowed. Her heart started beating very fast as she was worried about what Rania's doctor was going to tell her.
Alan sighed with a moment of bowing his head then returned to reply to doctor Rania's gaze at him.
“What is a doctor?” Ask her slowly.
Dr. Rania did not answer. The woman closed her eyes for a moment and her heart was ready for the possibility that might be contrary to her thoughts about Alan having a taste in her.
“Alan, we often spend time together. Like now, for example. But we have absolutely no ties what to clarify everything.”
Alan was surprised to hear what the beautiful doctor said. Alan thought Dr. Rania wouldn't think about it. Alan thought that Dr. Rania was just comfortable with him without thinking about what Alan had always thought.
“I will not force you to always be here if in reality you feel compelled to Alan. I also do not demand you to feel indebted what else feels like to repay everything by pleasing my heart.” Doctor Rania continued.
Alan shook his head with both eyes slightly widened. Alan never felt the slightest bit of what Dr. Rania said. The closeness that intertwined so naturally did occur purely because of Alan who was comfortable with the beautiful doctor.
“Alan.. I do not want to establish closeness that there is no clarity like this. And if indeed in reality we are indeed not one frequency, we better stay away from now Alan.”
Alan's heart seemed to stop beating that second it heard him too. Alan did not expect the remark to come out so calmly from the mouth of the beautiful doctor who had managed to make Alan forget about Hana completely.
“Doctor me..” Alan could not continue his words. The man was confused as to how it should be now. His feelings for Doctor Rania were indeed so strong. Even Alan never thought there would be a distance between him and Dr. Rania. Alan only always thought and determined that he should no longer fail to reach the woman who controlled his heart and mind. Alan doesn't want to fail whatever the reason is. Alan had never even thought about his degree and the real doctor Rania was very much different. Because Alan believes doctor Rania is not a woman who looks at everything with treasure.
“Why Alan? What you want to say, just say it now. I'll listen.” Doctor Rania said she was trying to stay calm.
“Why are you silent Alan? Just tell me now. I want to hear it.” The beautiful doctor began to feel impatient waiting until finally demanding Alan to reveal everything he felt about him.
Alan took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. The man tried to calm himself from his nervousness and fear.
“Doctor, I don't know what to say to you. But one I know. I don't want any distance between us. I want to stay as I am now. I want us to stay close and continue the same as this.”
Doctor Rania smiled then shook her head. Just continuing together alone will not make the relationship between the two of them clear according to him.
“So what do you think I am? Friends or just doctors and former patients who are close because you feel indebted to me? or maybe because.”
“No, not so doctor. Please don't assume for yourself. I might not be able to explain it right now. But really, I don't feel like we can afford to be away from the doctor. I love you the same. I love you doctor.” Alan interrupts Doctor Rania's words.
Dr. Rania was surprised. All his bad thoughts about Alan instantly disappeared upon hearing the expression of love from the man's mouth directly.
“I don't want to reveal everything in a very very ordinary state like now actually a doctor. But I also don't want to if the doctor stays away. I don't want to lose such spirit back then for not communicating with you.” Alan continued to explain.
“Doctor, I am not a wealthy man like Mr. Stefan Devandra. I'm not a sweet romantic either. But I promise the doctor, I will try to be the best for the doctor. I promise I will be the one who will always take care of you as much as I can.” Alan grabbed both hands of doctor Rania and grasped them very gently with a loving look at the beautiful doctor.
Doctor Rania's face flushed hearing that. The beautiful doctor did not expect that Alan would directly express love to her. That's exactly what Dr. Rania wanted. But it also surprised him greatly.
“Doctor, you want to be the only woman who will always be there for me in joy and sorrow?” Alan asked expectantly to Dr. Rania.
Doctor Rania bowed her head for a while then looked at Alan with a sense of embarrassment as well as nervous even happy being mixed into one. Dr. Rania did not expect that it turns out that Alan also has the same taste as himself. It is the same fear of losing is also the same as wanting to always be together.
“You want the doctor to be my girlfriend?” Ask Alan again, this time in clear language and easily understood by anyone.
Doctor Rania could not say the words so nervous and happy. The woman could only nod her head in silence. But it turned out that a nod to his head did not make Alan feel satisfied. The man narrowed his eyes to look at Doctor Rania.
“So?” Alan asked wanting to hear an answer from Doctor Rania's mouth.
“Iyaa..” Doctor Rania was ashamed.
Alan smiled widely feeling very happy because his feelings were avenged. His love no longer clapped one hand.