
Hana is really surprised to hear what Stefan has to say about Angel. The woman shook her head unexpectedly because Stefan did not even acknowledge Angel as his own daughter.
“Stefan but..”
“Hana please.. Don't you want to know everything? Not that you want me to believe in you.. Now please listen to me.”
Hana was instantly silent as Stefan interrupted her in a soft voice. The woman thinks Stefan won't admit Angel because there's no Lusi.
“I knew that before Angel was born Hana.. I found out that Lusi had a relationship with another man even I saw with my own eyes that Lusi betrayed me. At first I kept quiet because I loved Lusi so much. I went blind and didn't know what. At the peak of my patience I was exhausted. I reprimanded Lusi who was then intending to run away with his affair. But Lucia insisted on leaving. I couldn't prevent her and Lusi left by leaving a wound that was so heartbreaking to Hana. I was sick but I never exposed my pain to anyone including Mama Hana. The only thing Angel knows is my daughter. And you know, Lusi left because we had a regular fight. I also want to believe Angel is my daughter Hana. But I did a DNA test and the fact is that my DNA with Angel is different. Now you know why I can never act like a typical daddy to Angel?”
“Stefan but it's possible.”
“Hana if you still don't believe me you can look at Angel's face. Is there a little bit of it that looks like me? I'm American Hana, if Angel is my daughter she should be like me. At least the skin is the same as mine. But Angel doesn't look like me. Of course because Angel is similar to the man of Susi's affair. Her real dad.” Again Stefan interrupted what Hana wanted to say.
Hana quiet. Hannah never realized that. Angel's face does not look like Stefan. Even the color of his eyeballs is very different from the color of Stefan's eyeballs. Angel's eyeball color is not as clear brown as Stefan's eyeball.
“You know Hana, every time I see Angel I feel the wound gaping back. I never made the pilgrimage to Lusi's grave either because I didn't want to feel the pain back. I was disappointed Hana because the wife I loved cheated on me behind Hana. I'm broken but I don't want anyone to know. Especially mom. Mom loved and believed in Lucia. Mamah will certainly be very disappointed if you know that Lusi was pregnant with another boy. Mamah will definitely feel devastated if you know the grandchild she always loved and she loved not her grandson.”
Hannah could not say what. Her heart ached hearing what Stefan had to say about her past.
Hana knows it's not easy to be in Stefan's position. What else Stefan had to raise Angel who was not his real son.
Stefan looked at Hana and smiled. The man sighed softly. For some reason after telling everything to Hana Stefan felt the heavy burden on his shoulders slightly reduced.
Stefan frowned when he saw Hana shed her tears.
“Hey.. Why cry hem?” Stefan asked while wiping away the tears that had soaked Hana's cheeks using her thumb.
Hana shook her head. Hearing Stefan's story somehow Hana felt the pain in her heart. Hannah believes in Stefan. And Hana's sure Stefan's not making up stories.
“Sorry.” Lirih Hana was sorry.
If Hana found out from the beginning about all that, Hana wouldn't have forced Stefan to act the way that Hana wanted Angel to. Hana regrets because indirectly by telling Stefan to continue with Angel is the same as Hana makes Stefan continue to feel the pain.
Hana closed her eyes for a moment. Hana did not expect that Stefan also had a big secret that even Sera who as her mother did not know.
“If from the beginning I knew about Angel, I would not force you to continue with Angel Stefan.”
Stefan smiles. Stefan knew Hana was doing that because of her mother's strong instincts. Hana loves Angel so much that Hana does not want the little girl to feel sick because she continues to be ignored by Stefan.
“Udah do not need to cry. What matters now is that you know why I didn't want to be with Angel for long. I hope that after this you will not make me feel good again to act like you want to Angel.”
Hana wiped her tears. Even though Hana already knows the truth, but Hana still feels unbearable if she sees Angel continues to hope more on Stefan who is actually not her real daddy.
“But Stefan, Angel is innocent. He doesn't know what.” is
Stefan nodded his head in agreement. Angel was not wrong. What was wrong was Lusi and his cheating man.
“Don't you know who Stefan is? Why don't you try to find out about his family. Angel will definitely need him someday.”
Stefan nodded slowly.
“The reason I want to distribute Angel as my son is because that man is just like Hana. I've been looking for all about him. But he no longer has a family. I don't mind Angel calling and thinking of me as her daddy because I know Angel has no one else in the world.”
“That means you love Angel Stefan.”
Stefan looked at Hana again. Stefan admits he can't refuse what Angel wants. Stefan even always thought if he had not fulfilled what Angel needed and wanted. For Stefan from Angel does not want to continue to be near Stefan can give everything. Even the accident between himself and Alan occurred also because of the concern Stefan when he heard the news that Angel had a fever that night.
“Stefans.. Angel could never choose what way and from whom she was born. Because basically in this world there is no word illegitimate child. All babies born are holy and clean from sin. Whatever Lusi did in the past it has absolutely nothing to do with Angel.” Hana grabbed and held Stefan's big hand.
Hana didn't mean to force Stefan. Hana just wants Stefan to change the man's view by no longer relating Angel to his painful past.
Stefan looked at her hand that Hana was holding. Stefan didn't know why after telling Hana everything about his past Stefan felt his burden lifted a little. His heart was airy and his mind was a little calm.