Winter in Hokkaido
Chapter 24: Sadist

After landing safely at Haneda International Airport, I contacted Aunt Ayane. However, Bibi and Keigo are in Osaka to see relatives of Uncle Yamamoto who died.

I'm looking for a ticket to Chitose Airport. Fortunately I came in the morning, so waiting until the afternoon did not feel all day. Unlike if you have to spend the night, it feels like a very long time.

“How was your trip?” greet Uncle.

“Everything is fine.”

“Oya, tomorrow morning Uncle goes to Tokyo, may just come home the day after.”

“Aunty is not in Osaka?”

“Iya. Anyway, Uncle's not going to your aunt's. Uncle there is a wedding invitation from old friend Uncle, his son is married.”

“Good. Oya, this week has anyone been looking for Ken, Uncle?”

“Ada.”

“Who?”

“Mayumi.”

“Means Ken besides him.”

“Indeed you have another friend here?”

“Hem, Uncle just continue watching his TV. Ken wants to take a shower first.”

When I got home, Uncle was watching television. Looks like a comedy show, because from now on Uncle was out.

“Ken, have you had dinner?” uncle shouted when I was in the room.

“But.”

“Keep what do you want to eat Let Uncle order?”

“Then with Uncle.”

“Uncle already ate earlier outside.”

“Then later Ken cook ramen only.”

“Don't eat ramen too often! Uncle see almost every day you eat ramen here.”

“Iya.”

If the weather is cold, ramen or instant noodles are indeed a favorite food. For another reason, I'm not thinking about eating another meal tonight.

Indeed, the food eaten will taste very delicious not only because of the food itself, but also with whom we eat it. I miss Dave's soup. The brain can keep promises, but the heart often wants to break them.

***

The day changed quickly. The alarm sounds. I had to drive Uncle to the airport this morning.

I don't remember how I fell asleep. Only when I was sleepy did I imagine Dave's soup. Maybe that's what's driving me. Unfortunately, there will be no more soup made by Dave. I've chosen the path to seriously abandon her in the moment of feeling back from her. It does seem naive, but this is life – will always be banged with choices.

Going and going home to the airport felt fast, because indeed I drove the car at high speed. I plan on going back to bed for a while after dropping Uncle off at the airport. But just closing my eyes, the sound of a bell rang. There are already guests.

While holding back my sleepiness I walked towards the door. When the door opened, my sleepiness disappeared instantly.

“Add? What are you here for?” Anger and surprise instantly stirred up anger.

“Ken, I beg you. I want to talk to you for a minute.”

He terrorized me yesterday. I clenched my hand and slammed it into his cheek. Not too harsh, because my intention was just to give him a warning.

“Come hit again! Which way do you want to hit? Please choose and do as much as possible!”

He's challenging me. He brought his face closer. Well if that's what he wants.

I pulled the top of the shirt. I think I want to throw it over the edge of the abyss. But for a while, I thought about controlling my emotions. As hateful as anything to him, I can't get to his loyalty. I let go of the grip that was already very strong.

Ikey door. But the bastard roared to meet. The more left, the sound actually increasingly disturbing the eardrum.

“OK, I give you 1 minute to talk.” I was forced to meet him again, for fear that this commotion might provoke the attention of the neighbors.

“I beg 5 minutes, Ken.”

“One minute or never!” My chest tightened with annoyance.

“I want us to be like we used to be again.”

“That will never happen.”

“Ken, I know I was wrong. Please punish me, if you want to imprison me too, just do it. I am ready to accept any law from you. But, give me a chance to love you.”

Hearing those words made my emotions run high. “You are absolutely crazy!!!” Then, without any control I kicked his body which made him fall to the ground. “One minute's time is up.”

“Ken...” When someone closed the door, they called me.

Apparently Mayumi. He came up with an object that seemed to contain food.

I looked at Add as if he was holding back the pain. I realized my kick was very tight, because it was not regulated swing by the brain. I wouldn't have done that if he hadn't kept harassing me.

Mayumi came suddenly, while Add was also in front of me. This situation makes me worried and confused. Mayumi was worried that she would misunderstand, and was confused to explain.

Then, Mayumi turned around. I quickly chased.

“May, wait for May. Let's go in first!” take me while holding his hand.

Mayumi tried to stay away, but the situation would be complicated if that happened. He could've told Uncle this time like Add and I still met a lot.

“What is this really about, Ken? Why is he here.”

Mayumi stopped before passing Add.

“Nothing. Please don't misunderstand me, May. I didn't know she'd be here again.”

Mayumi. I saw Add standing up while holding his chest.

“I love you Ken, and I know you love me too.”

The words Add made Mayumi suddenly cry. I can't understand what he's feeling.

“When I do that, you shut up. Doesn't that mean you enjoy it too?”

Fuck, he's trying to make a defense.

“Can a person who is spiked in a helpless state be called enjoying? HUH UH? ANSWER!!” I've never yelled this loud before. “A prostitute will cry if raped. You think I look at you like this, because I have a taste for you? Looks like a robot brain is more worthy of being in your head.” I try to catch my breath. “Facing you right now alone makes my whole body tremble. I tried to forget and forgive you. Wh why? I want to have a normal life ahead of me. I don't want to be shackled in your behavior. I also try not to hold a grudge so that my life can calm down. But you came back before me, terrorized me, harassed me again. Can you imagine how I feel right now?” Tears flooded my cheeks.

“I'm sorry, Ken. I'm really sorry.” He tried to grab my hand.

“Don't touch me! Or one of us will be in jail. Just see who's stronger.” My emotions have reached the top of Everest.

Mayumi. He tried to calm me down while continuing to rub my back.

“I can't go in this situation. My belief says you like me.”

I don't want to go through his madness anymore. However, it was Mayumi who responded, “Quite Add, more you go before I call the people around to expel you.”

“Why? Ashamed to admit it? Isn't this woman also not your girlfriend.”

I don't like the way Add pointed at Mayumi with his index finger. “Enough! Go now also.”

“I'll go and never come back after we kiss. We proved. Are you really not feeling for me or are you going to regret wanting me to leave?”

I clenched my hand. My breath became faster. I'm one step closer to Add. However, Mayumi tried to calm me down. He pulled me into the house and didn't need to be provoked by the savage's words.

“Haha...” This is not a happy laugh. It's a laugh to control my emotions. “Kissing with you? Why does it have to be like that? Because you forgot to do it? Haha…. Alright. But, do not regret if you actually become more crazy.”

I stepped up again, getting closer to Add. Mayumi held my hand. He tried to hold back. “Ken, don't do that. I beg!”

“Sorry, May. I really don't want to see her again.”

After only about a inch away, Add tried to embrace my head quickly. Fortunately, I was able to read his movements so easily brushed off his hand.

“Don't be in a hurry! Don't you want to enjoy this as the last gift to you?” I'm trying to calm down.

Then, I pushed Add's body with both of my hands. He fell to the ground again. He could only look at me in wonder. I smiled a cynical smile at him.

I quickly returned to Mayumi, and hugged her. She's surprised. However, I still have another surprise for him. I bowed my head slightly to fit it in my face. After that, I fell my lips on his lips. Our lips met each other, though they had not yet greeted each other.

Mayumi closed both eyes. Then, he dropped the food that he was still holding. His lips began to move. I'm awkward to reply to that.

A minute later, I tightened my arms, closed my eyes, and started kissing wildly. But in my brain, I'm with Dave. The lips that were playing with me were her manly lips.

I try to enjoy this kiss. A few seconds later I opened my eyes, and looked towards Add.  After that, I realized who I was kissing. I've been carried away by my own game. Instantly I pulled my lips, and it made Mayumi look shocked.

“See! Me and Mayumi are getting married soon,” my challenge to Add.

I took Mayumi into the house. The drama is over. I don't care about Add's reaction and actions after this. Now she knows I don't kiss her, never will.

When I opened the door, I felt a strong pull. My body turned around. Turns out, Add is pulling strongly until the shirt I was wearing almost torn.

I tried to kick him, but he avoided it. Then unexpectedly, his hand landed on my neck. His strength was so strong that he was able to drag me, and resuscitate my body on the wall.

With all my might I fought back. Yet he had already locked onto my position, all I could do was hold back his grip.

Mayumi tried to get closer. I saw Add's gaze like a lion pouncing on its prey. I moved my hand to get Mayumi away. I don't want him to be the target of Add who suddenly becomes violent.

“If I can't have you, then no one can also have you,” Add threatened.

In my mind, I should be able to get out of this pressure. I don't want to die silly in his hands. Naas, to speak only I'm difficult.

Add banged my head against the wall. I can still endure the pain. However, I don't know how much I've become helpless. Blood is flowing from my head. Breath is already very breathless. My eyes are getting dark.

Just heard when Add said “I'm sorry, I love you so much”. I want to hit her head back with all my might. But I have lost my power.

Blubbering. Be ill. Darkened. I don't want to die. I still want to meet Dave.

Sayup-sayup heard the sound of people coming. It is either just a feeling or a sign of death. My body is starting to stiffen.

***

I opened my eyes very hard. The head still hurts. I tried to reach for the painful part of my head. There's a bandage covering. I saw in the hand embedded infusion. I dimly see where I am. Exactly, this is in the hospital. I'm still alive. However, it felt like I had fallen asleep beyond my duration every day. Late without embracing dreamland, only darkness appears during loss of consciousness.

Thirsty. Usually every waking up I immediately drink water. I tried to get up to get some drinking water. There's no one in this place. As it moved, my head grew more and more painful, like something was pulling on his nerves.

I saw a phone at the table next to me. Although the position is close, but quite difficult to reach it. After I got it, I accidentally dropped it.

Soon, a nurse arrived. Mercifully. He helped me get back into my sleeping position. Then, he tidied up the phone that was chuckling on the floor.

He asked me to wait. He said he would call my family.

There were Uncle Yamada, Aunt Ayane, Uncle Yamamoto, Keigo, and Mayumi who came together. I see everyone is sad.

Everyone fell down sad beside me. In fact, Aunt hugged me bitterly. He cried while giving thanks. Honestly, I'm a little confused.

“Bi, Ken's alive. No need like this.” I tried to calm him down.

Aunt wiped her tears. “You don't deserve this pain. The person must get the punishment that is worth it,” he said lara.

“Auntie, don't cry anymore. Ken is okay.”

“How can you say you’re fine while you have been sleeping here for a week?” Keigo responded to my words.

“Did you understand what I said? Who knows you Languages?”

“I learned it by myself. Cause I’m very smart.”

“Yes, like me.”

Keigo and I claim each other to be the smartest. The mood of sadness began to change cheerfully.

After being told about my whereabouts in the hospital, I didn't expect to be in a coma for a week. I think I only slept a day a night, because it's pain-bearing. I've made them worry. Then, the doctor came to interrupt to check on my condition.  Merea was waiting outside the room.

According to the results of the examination, my condition is already good enough. However, I still have to undergo treatment for a few more days.

After being examined by a doctor, Mayumi came with the nurse to bring food. I asked Mayumi where my family was. Katany, they went home for a break because they stayed up a few days to look after me.

While feeding me, Mayumi told me about the incident that put me in a coma. According to his words, at that time Add was very vicious. He attacked those who tried to help me. He was also about to bring his unconscious body. Things are getting gripping. The police arrive and arrest Add.

I didn't expect it to happen that way. I am so grateful to Mayumi and the people who helped me. A miracle can still open your eyes.

Now Add is in jail. But I don't want to think about it, don't even want to hear his name anymore. I don't care if my family knows what he did before, and knows this case is related to his love that I rejected. When I mentioned it, Mayumi said there was no need to worry. He made sure the case would not be blown up by the media.