
"Eh.uh...Anna come on don't be like that, you've fucked up like this still don't want to share with me, let's tell it or I won't let you rest tonight" Mey's secretary threatened me.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself at that moment, although it was very hard for me to tell me about the things I had been through before but there was no other way to silence Mey's secretary's mouth so that she would not ask much more and disturb me who was already very not hold on wanting to fall asleep tonight.
"Well I'll tell you but you have to promise me that you won't laugh at me if I tell you what you understand?" I warned him first.
Until finally secretary Mey nodded and promised me, then I dared to tell all of that happened, from beginning to end.
I exhaled lethargicly and heavily back then and then I started to open the blanket that covered me at that time and Mey's secretary who couldn't wait to hear the story from me back then.
"Of Anna please hurry up, I'm already very impatient to hear that story from you, let's quickly say I'm very ready to hear it" said Mey's secretary who was so enthusiastic to listen to the story that I would share with her at this time.
I started to say it too, though, saying all the incidents where I had to enter barged into Mr. Arsen's room without the slightest embarrassment and used his bathroom without permission to get the punishment that until now I had not at all knowing what kind of punishment I would get from him actually, this greatly disturbed my mind and made me so embarrassed to go back to face him again later.
Secretary Mey herself was even seen closing her mouth tightly when I knew clearly that at that time she was holding back the laughter with all her strength just because she had promised me before, I really could not see him holding back such laughter until I allowed him to laugh as much as he did, after all I had told him and had already happened, even though he wasn't laughing in front of me right now I'm also sure he would have laughed behind my back and that is definitely going to happen.
"Aishhh .. don't hold back that kind of laugh again, if you want to laugh at me laugh as much as I don't care" I told him, encouraging him to leave my bed at the time.
After hearing what I said just now, Mey's secretary, instead of feeling guilty or trying to apologize to me, she just laughed so hard, making me very upset by her behavior that was really not appreciative I was his boss at work.
"Huahahaha, you're so silly, I can't imagine at all how your face and that of Mr. Arsen would have been so upset that you used the bathroom in the room he was at will back then, ahahaha....it's a good thing he didn't fire you, if it was done by me or another employee I'm sure Mr. Arsen would have fired him by then" Mey's secretary told me.
"Aishhh.I don't want to talk about it anymore you also quickly move out of my bed there go you bother me to just rest" my reply, which was already very embarrassed and could no longer afford to discuss the most shameful thing in my entire life like that.
Secretary Mey still laughed with satisfaction even when she had gone to her bed and had laid her body down by then, the account who was not happy to hear the laughter of secretary Mey who clearly laughed at me from earlier, immediately I turned my back to him and covered my ears with a pillow so as not to hear the laughter that always made me upset and remember the very embarrassing incident.
Unfortunately when I turned around even I had covered my ears with a large pillow the giggling sound of Secretary Mey still I could hear at that time until I began to feel annoyed at him also did not I could hold back on him again at that time.
I just got back up and threw the pillow I was holding right on the secretary Mey's face and I just snapped at her a little bit telling her to shut up.
"Silent you, enough to laugh at me, it's time to sleep you can continue your very laughter at me, though you promised me not to laugh at me even all this happened because you played cunningly with me aishhh you made me very angry and upset secretary Mey!" I said to him with a very serious face.
And Mey's secretary who stopped laughing immediately she just stared at me with her face looking confused and maybe she started to feel guilty after I got so angry and spoke so seriously to him.
I couldn't hold back the emotions inside me anymore because I thought that Mey's secretary was really out of bounds.
That's why I dared to speak out to him and scold him like that, after all I thought even though he was older than me but that doesn't mean he can laugh at me so much, it was as if all the embarrassing events I had were a comforting joke to her, while I who accept everything must feel a sense of shame that I can not describe also receive punishment for the occurrence of these things that I should not have experienced because at that time I won the suit and indeed I should have used the toilet in my own room first.
After I thought again, the room was mine and Mey's secretary was just hitchhiking there because she was my companion, but it was as if I myself did not have the freedom to use that room along with all the facilities that Mr. Arsen gave me.
I did ask Secretary Mey to just have a casual conversation with me because I wanted to be closer and wanted to start a good friendship with her, but it turns out that he is not the right person because it is even more courageous to act so relaxed and not even look at me like his boss in the slightest, he also dared to urge me as if he really was the one who was close to me, he said, though we are just a normal co-worker and he should be able to appreciate me no matter what the circumstances and whatever reasons he will talk about to protect himself later.
I fell asleep immediately after speaking like that to Mey's secretary, while she just stared in wonder at me back then, until he walked up to me again until he sat back beside my bed and he spoke apologizing to me with a sound tone intonation that was quite good at that time.
"Eummmm..Anna I'm sorry I didn't mean to laugh at you at all to upset you like this, I really feel guilty for you, please forgive me yes" said Mey's secretary while holding my leg at the time.
I put my blanket up and kept my eyes closed.
I still can't give him an apology if he hasn't learned a real lesson from this incident at all, and I don't want to forgive him that easily whereas because of him I have to accept the punishment that at any time can be said and asked by Mr. Arsen to me while later I won't I could never refuse it even a little.
"Anna.ayif I know you're not sleeping please tell me something, I won't be able to sleep quietly if you're like this to me" added Mey's secretary again to me and she seemed to continue persuading me without giving up.
"Secretary Mey, I told you that if I'm okay, I don't care if you laugh at you all day or forever, I want to go to sleep now and you should go to bed too because tomorrow still have to get up early" I replied to him and immediately fell asleep quickly, I could still hear that moment when Mey's secretary breathed heavily and she immediately went back to her bed and then went to sleep after me.
"Huuuhhw...well I'll go back and sleep but I hope you won't inhabit me like this any longer I'll feel very guilty to you and we'll be awkward I don't want that to happen between us Anna, because I feel so comfortable with you you're a good friend and partner to work with for the first time I've met while I've worked for Mr. Arsen's company for so many years" said Mey's secretary as she got up and went straight back to her bed at that moment.
When he said all that I still hadn't really slept and obviously I heard what he said back then, I also understand how he feels but he shouldn't have done anything like that if he really thought of me as his first best friend and partner.
He shouldn't be so stubborn and always insisting that I also be sneaky to me in every way, even just in the case of a bathroom, he fought over it with me and did unfairly, but at that time I really could not stand it and he should have given me the opportunity to wear it first, because I won't go inside and use the bathroom for a long time because I'm really just going to take a pee but he still won't give me a chance, and even easily told me to go use someone else's bathroom.
Where there are no other bathrooms I can use in such a limited villa, although the villa building is quite large but there are also many people who live and occupy it so of course all the rooms that are there are filled by the crew and other company people, what is clear is that they are mostly a man and there is not even a female crew except for the one who is in charge of putting on my makeup and she also of course uses her bathroom which is in her room in the afternoon after finishing filming practice earlier until I couldn't borrow the bathroom.
Until in the end I had to experience something so shameful like this and something like that was really hard for me to accept and I forgot even though I knew it was all my fault, the thing I've done and it has nothing to do with Mey's secretary is why I chose Mr. Arsen's bathroom that I had to wear at the time, but I think again if secretary Mey had not been being sneaky to me, maybe I would not have been caught in such an urgent situation to the point of forcing myself to do so and such as humiliating myself.
"Sleep for a while and tomorrow I'll wake up with my new self and forget all these annoying and very embarrassing events" my grumbling slowly while just closing my eyes also began to fall asleep soundly as soon as that time.
I thought it was only by sleeping that I could neutralize my emotions and make me forget them all so that I could get through all the resentment that was so deep inside me right now.
And sleep is indeed the most powerful medicine of all kinds of diseases including irritable diseases like yours today.
Until the next morning when we were all having breakfast, Mey and her secretary did not rebuke each other until it made everyone look up to Mey's secretary and me for a while mr. Arsen himself asked about it.
"Heh...What's wrong with you guys, why don't you guys talk to each other are you fighting?" Said Mr. Arsen to me then.
I immediately answered him by shaking to him quickly and replying to him also with so much confidence that there was nothing going on between me and Mey's secretary I knew he was so afraid of Mr. Arsen that of course I should answer it.
"No. We don't fight, I just don't want to talk much" I replied to him with my best excuse so they wouldn't ask about it again.
Now Mr. Arsen's gaze began to turn to Mey's secretary as if at that time he was interrogating us both and investigating the truth of the answer I gave him at that time.
"Secretary Mey I only trust you from the many people here because you want to have worked for so long as well compared to others so please answer honestly what is said by Anna right?" Asked Mr. Arsen so seriously staring intently with narrowed eyes like investigating Mey's secretary back then.