WOUND
Feel Sad

Seeing David so familiar with the woman it felt like my heart felt so hot and upset that it was churning incessantly, but I couldn't do anything either, especially when I had to see David give his secretary Lisa a drink I was really very upset for her.

"Geez Lisa's secretary you eat this slowly I'll get you a drink" David said as he picked up a drink that should have been mine because Mr. Arsen had ordered it for me.

I widened my eyes to see David take my drink for granted and give it to another woman, I was very upset even if he didn't like me anymore, but that doesn't mean he has to do something like this to me, even Mey's secretary found out about the awkwardness, I was really upset and embarrassed, but luckily Mr. Arsen gave me his drink and he told me to go back to eating as soon as possible.

"Anna.this just take mine I'll have a new message" said Mr. Arsen gave me his drink.

I just nodded back from him and thanked him because with him who gave me the drink it turned out to be able to wake David if he took the wrong glass at that time.

"Aahhhhhhhhhhhh...Anna, I'm sorry I took your drink first you can order again right, Lisa was accidentally choked so I reflex to take the closest drink" said David easily told me the reason.

I was still patient at the time because I didn't want to be seen fighting with David in the presence of Mr. Arsen and Mey's secretary, so I decided not to renew the matter, let him go as he pleased and I tried to put the matter aside.

"Yes.no papa, after all you have taken it, and Lisa's secretary has also drunk it, I will not take it back" I replied to him.

Not thinking David was even grateful with his face still relaxed as if he had no sin and guilt towards me, he was completely insensitive and did not understand me so readily, she said, we have been together since childhood and have spent a lot of time together doing all these things.

But he could have treated me like this just because of the woman he had just worked with and only one Sunday he had known, if all of this happened to Gisel, maybe I'm not surprised that they've known each other for so long, but now I see it for myself David is not good to me or to Gisel but he is good to all women, he always treated all the women around him so well that all the women could have thought that he was special by David and worse David could not resist doing all that in front of myself.

"It turns out not because of Gisel, but it was David who never changed or me who just really knew him" my inner self realized now.

Once I've been ignored twice and always not made the first by David, I might be able to forgive him and forget all the problems, he said, I could've thought it was just a misunderstanding between me and David, but it really happened all the time until I didn't know how many times David let me down because of his nature.

He also never realized his own mistakes, he did not understand me and did not understand himself, my mood to eat was already ruined because of David, David, I couldn't continue eating well back then and could only continue to duck languidly.

"Anna..Why are you daydreaming like that, are you sick?" David asked as if he was worried and concerned about me,

"No I'm just full, you don't look at me as if you're worried about me, I don't want to be worried about a friend like you" I replied to him, stressing the word friend in it.

David just looked at me with his eyebrows furrowed and his own confusion, but I was no longer surprised when I got such a look from him, he was more often confused, not understanding me and often forgetting appointments with me, that has always happened lately between him and me.

I've given him plenty of opportunities and always forgiven him without him even apologizing to me, but look around the more here he actually acts more free and does not learn from the mistakes he made once, he said, he probably thought I would continue to forgive him because of our status that has been friendly for so long since we were children until we grew up like we are today.

But I think David was wrong in thinking, I will not continue to forgive him again, again and again just to hurt me.

"Anna..are you angry, what makes you angry? And who are you angry at?" Ask David, please,

Until not long, though, before I answered the question from David his secretary actually cut it first and he said that he was not feeling well when I knew and could see clearly that he was fine for a while just then, just when David asked me how I was a few seconds ago.

"Aaa..aahhh...Mr David my stomach hurts, I also feel a little dizzy, I really feel very uncomfortable can we go home now?" Said Lisa's secretary while holding David's hand.

I knew the woman was flirting with David and again David ignored me, when it was clear that David was asking me questions about my situation, but she just cut him off.

"Ohhhh.yeah let me take you to the hospital, Anna.Master Arsen we must leave immediately, let me treat you all today, forgive me Anna... Later I will pick you up when I get home from work" said David and I can only be silent to see him who memapah women in a hurry to go out of the restaurant.

After David left then I completely removed the mask on my face, I immediately lowered my head with an erratic feeling of pain, and unconsciously apparently I shed tears at that time.

"AA ....ahahah..silly once, why am I crying? Strange, why am I crying?" My movements just kept talking to themselves and quickly turned my head up trying to keep my tears from falling more.

"This wipes away your tears I hate to see women crying, so stop" Mr. Arsen told me as he gave a tisyu,

"Sir with you gave me this kind of tishu, I feel like crying now, aahh, secretary Mey let's get the hell out of here" I got up and kept fanning my own face.

I did not even accept the tishu from Mr. Arsen and immediately withdrew Mey's secretary's hand to take her away from the place as soon as possible, until after I came out of the restaurant and breathed fresh air I could hold my tears again and could be much better than before.

"Huuuuh.the air is quite fresh yes today, the sky is also beautiful see the twilight began to look the sun has rotated this late afternoon, are we too long meeting and eating yes, yes, time is fast rolling" I said trying to divert my sadness by looking at the sky at that time.

Secretary Mey seemed to understand my situation, though he did not know what really happened to me and my cause was like this but he still wanted to hold my hand and calm me down to bring me immediately into the car followed by the master Arsen at that time.

"Anna.didn't know what kind of problem you're in until you're like this, but Anna I'm sure you're not a weak woman, let's go in, let's go in, don't remember any more pain if you don't want your heart to hurt and tears to wet my cheek again" Mey's secretary told me.

Immediately I nodded and went straight into the car, even Mr. Arsen also sat back next to me and the car started driving back towards the company as soon as possible.

During the trip I did not make the slightest sound just keep staring out the window by lowering the window glass and continue to let the wind from outside hit my face at that time.

I also kept looking up at the sky and saw the clouds that kept moving because of the wind that blew quite strongly that afternoon.

"I was hoping for David too much, but I loved him, I loved him a long time ago, it was also because he expressed his feelings for me back then, if there was no way I wouldn't be this loving to her, would I be a fool now?" My mind just can't stop blaming myself.

I used to think of David as a brother, I never thought of him more, but it was always David who treated me as worthy as a partner to him even he expressed his feelings to me so over time I started to like him until I realized that at this time I was really falling he is in love with her and has fallen for her love.

Wanted to be angry but I couldn't want to reprimand him either.

I always thought that I had no right to ban David with any woman and with anyone because he was not my lover, but David could never keep my feelings, not understanding what he was really thinking until he did all this to me, and not knowing what I was lacking until he kept making me erratic and unclear about his status like this.

I don't want to get any more attention and all the privileges he always gives me, because in fact I'm not that special in his heart, maybe she just thinks of me as a sister, and maybe it was he who misunderstood his own feelings so that now that he has realized he decided not to continue his promise to me again.

"David.until when you're gonna be like this, I need clarity from you, if we're friends I'd rather you just treat me like a friend" my mind continues to feel so claustrophobic because of it.

Until suddenly Mr. Arsen approached me and he raised the car window just like that made me look in wonder at him because he did that suddenly without telling me first.

"Eehh ..mr why did you close it I wanted to...." My words were held back because Mr. Arsen just cut me off at that moment,

"The wind is too strong, do you want to make me sick yes" Sir Arsen replied to me.

I can only exhale sluggishly and can only sit still with resignation can not do anything else, because if Mr. Arsen has decided like that then no one can refute him, sitting just silently without seeing anything will only make me worse so I decided to open my phone, but unfortunately when I opened my phone I actually saw a new story uploaded by David and it was a picture of him who was sitting next to a woman named Lisa there was also one of the men next to David at the time.

Although in the photo there are three people but the position of Lisa sitting so close even to the side of David's body is very disturbing me and makes me more upset.

Until unconsciously at that time I grumbled to myself, and forgot that there was a secretary Mey in front of me as well as Mr. Arsen who was sitting next to me at that time.

"Aishh..basics are annoying I won't see her again, you fucking crap!" My gerutuku who spoke too class while continuing to put my phone back into the bag with annoyance was also in a hurry at that time.

Until I turned my head to the side because I felt that there was quite a gripping atmosphere at the side of me, I just realized that there was Mr. Arsen at that time, he was staring intently at me with the eyes he narrowed.