WOUND
Expressing Feelings

But after successfully getting his car out of there instead of going Mr. Arsen actually came back out of his car and he approached me again at that time, of course I stared in wonder and furrowed my eyebrows at him, because I think he's for what else he's back out of his car because it's been quite the night and it's not possible if he's going to continue to be here.

"Sir why are you back, is there something you forgot?" I asked him at that time.

"Yes, I forgot that there's still a human here, so I decided not to leave you, as long as he's still here." Sir Arsen's words made me instantly flabbergasted to look at him at that moment.

"Huh? Sir are you not mistaken, this is David he's my best friend he's always been here whenever and maybe he will also stay at the restaurant, he's often like that, but you?..." I said while looking at him in confusion.

"What's? If he wants to stay here all night, then I won't be going either, and you can't change my decision!" Reply to Mr. Arsen who is very stubborn.

I no longer know how to deal with it but at that time I could only rely on David even though he looked very upset and kept staring withholding emotions to Mr. Arsen, I immediately approached him immediately and asked him what he had to do with coming to the restaurant last night.

"David let Mr. Arsen sit there, now I want to ask you, what was it that you came here last night, and if you want to stay overnight, I don't think you can do that." Saying to him.

"Yes Anna I understand, but I'm not here for that, but there's a very important thing that I have to talk to you about right now, I want to ask him today and there is something I want to tell you too" David said with his eyes sharp enough and so attached to me at the time.

I don't know why he looked at me with that kind of gaze, because obviously he never got this serious when he talked to me so I immediately asked him again with such curiosity.

"What's up David, let's just say it?" Reply to him.

"Anna...are you sure I should say it to that person?" Reply David while staring at Mr. Arsen who just kept staring at the two of us with a very sharp gaze.

I raised both eyebrows in surprise, but at that moment I understood what David meant so I told him to wait for a while and immediately I spoke to Mr. Arsen then.

"Well you wait a minute, let me talk to him," I replied to David as I immediately went over to Mr. Arsen who was sitting in front of the restaurant at the time.

When I had just arrived before him, Mr. Arsen had already asked me first, as if he already knew what my intention was to go to him at that time.

"Would you like to come here? If you want to kick me out, I won't go!" Say Mr. Arsen first.

"It's not that sir, it's just like David wants to talk to me about something very important, and I want to talk to him inside I think can you just stay outside waiting until David finishes talking to me?" My words explained to him.

Mr. Arsen immediately disagreed with it and he went inside first as soon as possible, I didn't want to stay outside to talk and make room for me and David to talk alone.

"No. Of course it can't, I also have to go in, I'll see you guys in the corner, you can talk on the other end." Reply Mr. Arsen who can no longer be changed.

I could only grumble with my own astonishment, completely clueless with him, and all the strange behavior that Mr. Arsen showed me today, somehow I feel like Mr. Arsen has changed from his previous attitude. Especially with the attitude of him who first met me in the race search event before, so it is appropriate that at this time I feel very surprised and confused about his own in dealing with it at that time.

As a result, since I was unable to resist and sued Mr. Arsen's decision, I could only exhale in lethargy as I walked back to David again at that time.

"How's it?" Ask him to me and I just shook my head at him pretty quickly.

Directly David exhaled an annoyed breath even he to the point of pecking angrily staring at me while continuing to curse Mr. Arsen violently and chaotic.

"Aishhh, Anna let's get out of her office you just work for me, I promise I'll give it my all to you, I'll treat you very well and special, compared to the other employees, he said, you can also choose for yourself which job you want to do, I can give you better than him, you want what, want a big salary or a high position, I'll give it to you, whenever you want." David said as he held both of my shoulders back then.

Hearing him speak as if I were a matre woman who only attach importance to such a thing, it felt like I was a little annoyed at him I really felt annoyed by the way he spoke to me, offering all that, but considering that he was my best friend since childhood, I immediately lowered his hand which was holding onto both of my shoulders tightly back then and explained in a subtle and firm manner towards him.

"David..I don't want all that, not a high salary, not a comfortable position, I just want to work according to the skills I have, not a high salary, not a comfortable position, your company doesn't have that and I'm not fit to work there, you should understand what I mean. David, I've also been telling you everything for a long time, so please don't keep thinking weird like that, I really feel like you've changed a lot, you're not like my little David anymore." I said to him as I was about to get away from him right then and there.

But unfortunately when I stepped foot to leave, David quickly pulled my hand back and he held me back.

"Wait for Anna.please don't go listen just once to my expression of feelings, this is very important to me, Anna please give me a little time," he said to me.

I was forced to turn my back and face him again, I looked at him with a look that was already upset at the moment but unfortunately I also could not leave him alone.

"I want to ask you a question and please answer honestly, have you really dated Mr Arsen?" Ask him with a face that looks so hard at me.

I was confused how to tell her, actually back then I wanted to say that I was actually dating Mr. Arsen because I didn't want to have any more hope in David, but I couldn't lie to him and lie to myself that in fact, I was expecting David so much, I still wanted him to be next to me.

"No. I didn't date Mr. Arsen, before it was just a misunderstanding," I replied in the end telling the truth.

Then David just changed the expression on his face he immediately looked so cheerful and smiled broadly at me, somehow stupidly I even feel happy if I see David smiling like that to until suddenly he held both my hands and rubbed them gently.

I opened my eyes wide enough and was confused as to what he was going to do to me at this moment.

"David what are you doing, let go of my hand, what do you want?" My words of wonder were filled with astonishment at that moment.

But David still held my hands tightly and he instead told me to stare at him more closely, I couldn't continue to rebel like that to her either so I obeyed her words to look at her face.

"Anna.took at my face, let's look here Anna, I want to talk seriously with you," said David who I can not refuse again at that time.

Slowly I began to raise my head and look at him slowly, I began to melt again when I had to look at David and look at him in the eye, I kept feeling like I wanted to have it but on one side I myself felt a painful shadow where every time David always left me and he always chose another woman whether it was Gisel or a woman who often alternated which I met with not with him.

"Anna.I'll keep my word, I want to fulfill all the promises that have been hampered so far, I like you Anna, I like you a lot, since we were kids, when we were teenagers even until now, I like you, I still love you so much, will you be my girlfriend now?" David told me at the time.

I was really shocked to hear the words from David who suddenly expressed his feelings for me at an inappropriate time like this, I really wanted to receive a statement of love from him, she said, I was already feeling very happy when I heard the phrase from David at this moment.

But I unintentionally glanced to the side where there was Mr. Arsen who was staring intently and very coldly at me back then, I somehow saw him with a facial expression as soon as I felt afraid so my reflex was to think again when I was about to receive an expression of feeling from David at that time.

"I'm sorry David I can't accept you, I'm sorry." I replied to him at that moment while looking down lethargic and sad.

"Why Anna..Why did you reject me, didn't you say you liked me too, didn't you say you would wait for me? Why are you changing now?" David asked as he continued to stare in panic full of anxiety at me.

I knew he might be disappointed when he heard my answer, I knew he might assume I didn't keep his promise, or turn away from him, but in fact I still couldn't accept him anymore, after what he's done to me, he's always unchanged and it's hard for me to keep up.

"David..I still like you and I still love you so much, you should ask yourself, whether you still really love me or not, because I think, you should ask yourself, you've always treated all women the same, there's no woman special to you, that's what I've been doubting all this time David." Reply to him.

"Anna.you're special to me, I've always been by your side, I've always helped you and I've always been there for you, what do you mean I'm like that?" David's reply seemed to raise his voice.

"No David you treat your secretary very well, you take her home, you help her eat and you're always there for Gisel, instead you always thwart all plans for me, you said you'd drive me, but you forgot about it and you didn't come, you said you wanted to pick me up but you did with Gisel, it didn't happen once but many times, but many times, you even gave Mr. David's drink to your secretary, you don't like me David!" I replied firmly to him, throwing my hand out and leaving him.

I immediately entered the restaurant with a cry in my eyes at that moment and David also chased after me with a bang he was about to pull my hand but Mr. Arsen quickly held his hand and told David to get out of there.

"You? Let go of my hand and don't interfere in my dealings with Anna!" David said to Mr. Arsen at the time.

"He's my employee and he's a very important person to me, of course I'll interfere if you try to play him again and again, so you better get out of here or I'll be the one to drag you out of here rudely." Reply Mr. Arsen with his very domineering gaze.

David immediately threw the hand of Mr. Arsen who held his hand and he was forced to go from there because he thought that as long as there was still Mr. Arsen then he could not speak calmly to Anna and it's gonna get harder for him.

"There's no point arguing with a human like you, Anna will still be yours, then, now or later and so on!" david's last words to Mr. Arsen before he leaves.

"Don't be overconfident, because your rival is now me!" replied Mr. Arsen with a small smile waving at David.

As for me seeing David give up on me, it made me even more sure not to accept him again, now or someday, he wasn't really in a relationship with me.

"He even lost only to Mr. Arsen, when he always chased me usually, he was mistaken for his own feelings, hiks..why do I cry for him? Aahhh shit, I'm so whiny." My grunts still shed tears at that moment.