
Actually at that time it was not that I was not happy that I was very happy to hear it because it was from the beginning that I wanted was Mey's secretary who could accompany me, because he was close enough to me that I had a hard time starting anything with someone new, including making new friends at my age who was no longer young.
I've got to be someone else's future wife at my current age, but the man I had hoped for and the man I had always been waiting for his declaration of love all this time actually disappointed me so easily, he betrayed me with his own tank and even did things beyond the limits behind me without me knowing.
It's only fitting that they look so close to each other even David often ignores messages or calls from me.
Though at first I thought he was still sulking me or was busy as usual because before me and David had fought each other since he expressed his feelings to me and I still refused to accept it, because before that, David and I had indeed fought each other since he expressed his feelings to me and I still refused to accept it, because I feel like it's too late now, and slowly I don't love David anymore.
Even today I don't want you to meet him hearing his name, mention his name again and I really don't want to know anything about him including him that I'll never give access to knowing even a little bit about my life from now on.
I've also blocked her phone number erasing her friendships on social media and distancing herself from people like her as soon as possible, because I don't want to fall and feel the same pain again for the umpteenth time.
Even when Secretary Mey talked to me and kept asking I was back half-conscious and not until then had Secretary Mey have to hit the table a little hard to wake me up from the long daydream I made it myself, about my mentality, the attitude of the people around me and kept thinking of ways that I could get out of this complicated problem as soon as possible.
Either because of death or because of other things, because I have been very fit to face the world that feels this, because, but whenever I was about to give up I always remembered about someone sitting on the street and asking for a donation, about many yes people who may be much more already and have a much heavier burden of life than the burden of my life.
So that the sense of responsibility and passion in me can be flared again and I always return to undo the intention to end it all, and return to fighting as hard and as I can at this time.
"Shelf!" The sound of a table shake was quite strong at that time.
"Anna..Anna..wake up, hey Anna what's wrong with you, Anna wake up!" Mey's secretary told me at the time.
I had just regained my senses by then after secretary Mey had already called my name a few times and I started to stare at her with a face that had just woken up.
"AA..aaahhh..iya what's the matter with Mey's secretary?" I asked him which made Secretary Mey shake her head slowly and he held his own head back then.
I knew it was possible that Mey's secretary didn't think much of me at the time and I could only smile a little at her and Mey's secretary would talk to me again after a while he looked annoyed and irritated at me then, and I understood him.
"Huuha.... Okay, I'll tell you one more time, but remember! You have to listen to me, otherwise I won't talk to you anymore" Mey's secretary told me as she stared with sharp eyes.
"Ehehe.iya .iya I'm sorry okay, I'll listen to you now, let's just talk I'll really listen to you anyway," I replied to him with a smile and started looking at him fixedly right now.
"Let's old Arsen ask that you attend the meeting in a few minutes, and you really have to be present, she said, you're going to be the star of the ad again for the second product she's going to put out right now" she explained to me.
I was quite shocked when I heard it and just opened my eyes to him at that moment.
"Ohhh.so I will get ready first" I replied to him and Mey's secretary held my hand again.
Though at that time I had risen and was about to go to prepare myself but was instead held back by ya made me stop my steps and immediately turn to him again.
"What's the matter with Mey's secretary, you keep holding me back." I said to him a little upset that he kept stopping me at that moment.
"Anna you need to focus on the meeting and I know you're actually hiding something from me, right? I appreciate your privacy if you don't want to tell me, but you have to get rid of your problems first if you're in the job later, or you know for yourself how Mr. Arsen is," said Mey's secretary who apparently only told me about the matter.
I never understood and it was inconceivable that even Mey's secretary worried about me and cared about me so much, although at that time I did not ask him at all carefully but instead he told me everything without having me ask first or without I have to ask him as usual by most people.
I'm really grateful for what he's willing to tell me at this point, because I understand very well that it indicates that he does care for me in real terms not only in ordinary sweet words, but also, and I've felt all the kindness from Mey's secretary all along, even though she used to prank me a lot and make me a little upset by her.
But we never fought or blamed each other, we're a compact team and feel good for each other so I've always felt comfortable being by his side all this time and I've always felt sad when it comes to parting ways with secretaries and co-workers as good as he is.
I think people like Mey's secretary there's only one in a thousand, and Mey's secretary became one of those comparisons that came to me and could make both work partners and new friends who were very good and did not disappoint me.
Aku pun segera melepaskan tangan sekretaris Mey yang sebelumnya menahan tanganku dan aku segera meyakinkan kepada dia bahwa aku akan baik-baik saja, sebab aku sudah mempersiapkan mentalmu dengan baik sekarang aku juga sudah mengerti dengan semua teori yang di bicara seorang sutradara kepada tim nya entah para pemain ataupun dengan semua orang yang harus muncul di dalam televisi tersebut sekalipun orang itu hanya menjadi piguran saja dalam proses pembuatan film atau iklannya nanti.
"Secretary Mey I'll listen to you, and we don't have to worry about anything for me, I'll leave now, thanks for telling me about this," I said to him as I quickly went to the bathroom first.
Secretary Mey also immediately returned to his work desk that had been used by Gisel before and he had missed the chair and his favorite work desk that he so long craved.
Because as long as he was still serving as secretary to Mr. Arsen all day he could not relax even if only a few minutes, until he always stood up and always walked back and forth to and fro until he often made his feet hurt and hurt because he often wore the wrong size of shoes that he was wearing before him, so it required him to remain available at all times, in order to be quickly ordered by Mr. Arsen without having to shout for a long time to call his name or so that he could ask anything from Mr. Arsen.