
At least by then I had calmed down enough that Gisel didn't really drop himself into the river, I almost lost a friend I knew, I kept hugging her as tightly as I could to give her comfort that she still had at least one person who was still taking sides and taking care of her at the moment, even though I often felt annoyed and annoyed at her.
But I really don't hate Gisel.
"Gisel don't ever be stupid like that again, if the world doesn't take your side you can still come to me, I'll still be next to you despite hating you so much" I told him at the time.
"Thank you so much Anna you are the best, I am ashamed of you Anna you are too good, I am ashamed hik..hik.
I wiped away her tears and could not continue to see the future mother crying like this and feeling bad for herself in front of me, until not long after a shout was heard from David who called Gisel's name at that time, we both immediately turned to look at the direction where David appeared and he walked over to us at that time.
"Gissles..." Shouting David called out Gisel's name very loudly at that moment.
I'm happy to see David there but behind the pleasure there's resentment and resentment in my heart towards David, but when I looked more closely I actually found Mr. Arsen who was pushing each other with secretary Seno at the end of the bridge, and I could see faintly because of our considerable distance back then.
"Eehhh...is that Mr. Arsen? If it's true why is he here?" My gertutuku thought of that moment.
Until I realized that David had run quite fast and was now in front of me and Gisel, Gisel immediately spoke and snapped at David at that moment while David himself looked very worried about Gisel's situation at that time with his breath gasping for breath because he was running quite fast before.
"Why did you come here, get the hell out of here!" Snapped Gisel with eyes filled with disappointment to David at that moment.
"Gisel I'm sorry I didn't mean to do any of that, I was so worried about you, I was worried about you and your baby, how can you even want to end your life when you know there's a baby's life in your stomach?" David told Gisel.
"You think to yourself, if you don't want to take responsibility for this baby and don't marry me, what people look at me. You don't want to, how can I give birth to this child by myself later, I will not be able to receive much gossip from people, while you, are, you can go on with your life again as if nothing ever happened even if you can't admit to this child when you also realize that you woke up in the same bed as me." Jerking Gisel with tears flowing more and more rapidly wet his cheeks at that time.
I don't want to interfere with the affairs of the two of them actually but when I see David who is still being selfish like this, it is true, I can't just stand by and let Gisel suffer even more so he just decided to get stronger.
I was just afraid that what David did to him would make Gisel commit suicide again like before.
"Enough David! What are you talking about, are you crazy? Don't you have the slightest feeling why Gisel? Even if you were drunk you wouldn't do such a despicable thing? But you did it anyway it must be because you also have a little feeling for Gisel, you just don't realize that feeling is the same as what you've ever missed me." I replied to him with a harder blow to David.
I had to do this against David so he could become aware that he had made a lot of mistakes and mistakes in understanding his own feelings at the moment.
Until after listening to the clasping of me now David began to bow with lethargy and began to regulate his breathing, I knew he was starting to come to terms with what I said to him earlier and indeed this was all he should have thought about and he realized from the beginning.
So that moment I quickly chimed in on him again, pulling David's hand as well as Gisel's hand while bringing the two of them together on the spot immediately.
"Gisels....David.I know how you guys have been for a long time, especially you David, I'm just afraid that the feeling you thought that you loved me was just an obsession because you didn't have time to express that love to me, and our story was long gone before Gisel came along, but David I think you've loved Gisel ever since he showed up with us but you didn't realize it, I don't know for what but ever since she showed up I can feel it clearly that you always put Gisel first over me, you probably just love me like a sister, you probably just love me like a sister, not to be a couple nor me maybe we both have been mistaken with false feelings, and I beg you to keep Gisel and the baby in the womb not let us regret it a second time." I said to Gisel and put their hands together.
David stared fixedly at me and I smiled as I raised both my eyebrows at him, giving him confidence and trying to awaken David to the true feelings he was feeling at the time.
Until his gaze began to turn to Gisel and he immediately apologized earnestly to Gisel at that time.
"Gisel.I'm sorry, now that I'm sober, I love you and if I don't love you I will still try to love you for our baby, I realized I was just scared and I was just freaking out when I found out if you were pregnant because of me, I didn't think about the burden you were carrying at all, I'm wrong you forgive you and start all over again with me, I'll marry you Gisel I promise you in front of Anna." David told Gisel.
Gisel instead looked at me with a sad look as if he was asking my permission and I just smiled broadly at him while nodding until a smile began to appear adorning Gisel's face and he received a proposal from David at the time.
"Eumm .I want to fix everything with you David." Reply Gisel who was hugged by David very tightly.
While I was just trying to hide my own sadness back then, I couldn't cry at all even though my heart was so sliced I just thought that maybe this was all fate that was already written for me, I just realized not everything I wanted I could get I also felt Gisel needed David far more than me who still had a mother and Mika who was always behind me to support me all the decisions and whatever I want to achieve, I can still endure all the grief with my own common sense, too, I am stronger than Gisel and not as desperate as he is until he can have the desire to end his own life.
After that they left and I decided not to go with them even though Gisel and David invited me to get in their car together.
I couldn't go with them because I was almost out of my own strength to endure the sadness of that moment.
So I refused an offer from them to hide the brokenness in my heart, I didn't want to cry or look sad in the slightest in front of Gisel or David because I was afraid they would change their minds if I showed my sadness. Because I decided to bring the two of them together and decided from the beginning that David was not for me anymore, he's not the David I didn't love I just miss the old David.
"Anna.ayo come in. We go together." Bring David to me.
"No need I don't want to be a mosquito among this new couple, I can just take a taxi." My reply still refused their invitation.
"But Anna's taxi around here is hard enough shouldn't you come with me?" Gisel said to take me again and again.
"Who did you forget who I am? I can call Mey's secretary if the taxi doesn't come too, you don't worry about me, you have to check on the condition of the baby in your womb Gisel, go to the hospital and take care of your marriage as soon as possible, don't forget to invite me, yes, it's gone" I told them.
Finally David nodded and he immediately turned the car around and left quickly, after the car driven by David and Gisel left then I immediately fell crouching on the ground and bowed to hide my face between my knees bent at that time.
I cried sobbing all by myself endlessly and tried to endure the sadness as well as the sound of my crying which would be very embarrassing if heard by others.
"Hiks...hiks..hiks...stupid...huaa.....why should I be so stupid huh? Why am I crying, I've put them together for what else to cry like this, damn why these tears can't stop." My anger was not clear to myself.
Mr. Arsen and secretary Seno who saw that they looked at each other and felt very astonished themselves because they had seen very clearly that before Anna looked fine even she could laugh and showing a big smile in front of Gisel and David but when they went and lived Anna alone in that place, then Mr. Arsen could see how broken Anna really was.
Mr. Arsen immediately told Seno's secretary to return to the company and replace him for the next meeting and make permission for Anna.
"Secretary Seno you know what you have to do now, right?" Sir Arsen said to him giving a coded look.
"Aahh.iya.iya I know I'm going to go this car key I can go with the taxi I ordered, you base it I also have to continue to represent you, annoying!" Gerrutu secretary Seno who was very upset for him.
Whereas at that time the secretary Seno had just worked today with Mr. Arsen because he was the new secretary who replaced the secretary Mey, who was the new secretary, because Seno was originally a personal assistant to Mr. Arsen but because Gisel came out and now Mey's secretary must be his secretary Anna forced Senon to double to make him difficult because of Mr. Arsen who it was always troublesome for him.
"Here you go and tell Secretary Mey too to finish all Anna's work before she gets back later, you have to get along with secretary Mey remember that!" Said Mr. Arsen warning him.
Secretary Seno immediately left there as soon as possible because he did not want to listen to the ravings of Mr. Arsen anymore, especially now that his job is crawling to become an assistant as well as a secretary for Mr. Arsen and he has to do everything himself, in addition, he and Mey's secretary did not get along since the beginning because they were both enemies since sitting at the lecture table even they were always chasing each other to be the greatest person to stand next to Mr. Arsen all this time.
"You can cry as hard as you want, you don't have to pretend to be strong either" Mr. Arsen told Anna.
Quickly I immediately raised my head from feeling the elusan from Mr. Arsen, I was very surprised when I looked at it turns out that the person who rubbed my head and spoke to calm me was Mr. Arsen at that time.
Though I thought he shouldn't be in this place right now, because I never told him anything about where I was going before.
"Sir..why are you here?" I asked him while quickly wiping the remaining tears on my face right then and there.
"I'll always be by your side as long as you need my whereabouts Anna, and why did you stop crying, let's cry again, let out all the emotions and grunts in your heart, don't you be alone." Said Mr. Arsen, who told me to cry again.
Though I could not cry at all if in front of me there was still someone else, I was used to hiding all the pain and sadness within myself and was only able to get it out when there was no one around me right when I was alone.
"I don't want to cry anymore, I've been crying long enough for what's crying again" I replied as I immediately got up to my feet.
Mr. Arsen suddenly just hugged me and he kept holding my head making me feel very confused and kept talking in surprise to Mr. Arsen back then.
"Ehh...sir, what's wrong with you? Mr. hey.let me go.... Master why are you hugging me all of a sudden like this?" I said to him while pushing his body away from me at that moment.
He just kept smiling at me and pulled my hand and took me to the middle of the bridge right then and there, I tried to break away from him but Mr. Arsen kept pulling my hand and forcing me to go with him.
"Have come with me, there is a beautiful sight that is very unfortunate to miss," said Mr. Arsen continued to pull my hand.
"Sir I don't want this very late afternoon I want to go home, mister let go, aishh why are you pulling me by force like this, mister!" My screams continued to rebel against him but still he did not grieve in the slightest.
Until when we were in the middle of the suspension bridge then Mr. Arsen told me to look towards the sunsets are very beautiful with the sky began orange at that time.
"Look there let's see quickly," said Mr. Arsen who I immediately followed.
I was immediately amazed when I saw the beautiful sunset from the bridge, though previously the bridge that we party is very thick with the mystical impression of sebeb often made a place to commit suicide by many people who are desperate in living their lives.
But this time I did not feel afraid at all or whatever I could only enjoy the view of the sunset was very beautiful.
"Wahhh ..why didn't I know that the sunset view on this bridge could be that pretty?" I continued to stare with perfectly rounded eyes at the beautiful sun there.
"This bridge was used to enjoy the beautiful scenery is not a suicide tour as it is today, it's just that the place is quite far from the crowd makes many irresponsible people even make it seem to be a creepy place and is very feared by many people just because there are some people who fall and drop from this bridge, but you have nothing to fear as long as I'm by your side." Said Mr. Arsen while looking at me very fixedly.
His gaze this time made me stunned and somehow my heart was pounding so hard and I couldn't even blink when I looked at him at that time until his flick hit the first time.
"Place...hei....What's wrong with you? Why look at me so close do you like me?" Mr. Arsen said immediately to my senses and I quickly turned my eyes to the other direction.
"Aaa.a.aahh, what do you mean, I don't like you at all, I'm just surprised that you can talk like that." I replied nervously to him.
Until Mr. Arsen walked first to leave me and I immediately followed him out of fear at that time.
"Let's go back the sun is gone the streets will be very dark around here" said Mr. Arsen who spoke like that but he walked first.
"Hey.sir, wait for me, Mr. Arsen!" I shouted as I walked quickly to follow him from behind.
I immediately pulled his hand and asked him not to let go of my hand because the streets there were completely dark, I was just afraid of stepping wrongly because the battery on my phone was long dead.
"Sir wait, please don't let go of my hand My eyesight is not good at night, I can't see the streets properly" I told him and he immediately nodded quickly.
We got to the front of the car and Mr. Arsen immediately opened the car door for me I feel very happy because there he is here even though I do not know clearly why he could suddenly appear in this place, this place, but because of his presence here I do not need to find a taxi because it is true what was said by Gisel before the taxi in this area is very difficult unless we call him directly from the application while my phone was dead by then so there was no other choice but to go with Mr. Arsen.
But on the way I kept staring out the window and I suddenly thought about what Gisel and David were doing behind me, because both of them it's hard for me to open my heart again and trust a friend, even though I've forgiven them and have nothing to do with them, still I don't know what to do, it's like my heart is hurting and breaking but I feel like I'm fine and let them go, but I'm still uncomfortable. I want to cry but I can't because there's Mr. Arsen beside me right now.
Until I really couldn't help it anymore now, I felt very sick and didn't know what to do now, even though I held back the tears from falling on my cheeks, her tears still dripped out, and I quickly wiped my tears as fast as I could.
But apparently Mr. Arsen knew what I was doing at the time and he just spoke to me.
"Anna.if you want to cry cry cry, I've said from the beginning you have to take everything out so you can be really plong, you have to give everything at least do not hurt yourself by holding back emotions like this" said Mr. Arsen.
Somehow the words of Mr. Arsen at that time actually made me even more want to cry, I could not help myself I just bowed lethargic and cried loudly at that time.
"Hiks.hiks..hiks.you keep telling me to cry I am not weak sir I have never cried like this before.hiks.I am a stupid woman, all this because of you, I have never cried like this, you keep telling me to cry until I can't help it anymore, hiks.." I keep blaming Mr. Arsen for this, I did it to cover up the sadness inside of me.
Because I don't want to look weak in front of anyone including in front of Mr. Arsen at this time.
"Hey.why do you blame me like this, I told you to cry because I know you're hurting, no, I've seen everything with my own two eyes, I saw clearly how you were dumped by those two unknowing people." Mr. Arsen's words only made me think more of David and Gisel.
But even though he hurt me, I defended him in front of Mr. Arsen, not knowing why I should be this kind of man to Gisel and David, I should have been a bad person instead of being good like this and I was hurt myself.
"Master, don't you dare talk to my best friend like that!" I stared hard at him right then and there.
"Heh.heh.heh.realize yourself, let's realize Anna you've been betrayed by your two friends.heh, and the person you love has also hurt you why do you still have to defend both of them and even yell at me who has helped you like this, are you blind?" Said Mr. Arsen to me then.
I also immediately fell silent quickly because indeed what Mr. Arsen just said was true as well but it happened by reflex and I could not bear it. Because I was friends with David not just for one or two months but since we were small until we were this young so I can't hate him even though he hurts me so much.
The kindness he has done for me from long ago until now is impossible for me to forget just because of this one mistake, and he also has the right to choose with whom he will be a partner, he said, I just felt like I was putting too high an expectation on him and I couldn't just blame him for what I thought about him.