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Confession - 05 (END)
In a hurry, Jungshin finally got there, sighing in disappointment that there was no one. Eunha did not come to see him, so her heart felt pain, decided to wait and recover it with a definite reason.
Hopeful and anxious, Jungshin continued to wait, until the rain began to drip. No doubt make it soaked, because he did not bring an umbrella and shelter at the stop was useless, not enough to protect it from the sudden heavy wind. Looking up at the sky, Jungshin suddenly remembered Sinbi. The girl was home alone, and Sinbi was afraid of lightning.
“Aargh!” his head throbbed in pain, before he remembered something as he looked into Sinbi's eyes. When he hugged the girl, Sinbi still could not stay still, even though it was warm enough he was still restless and not restful. Jungshin felt anxious, she was confused as to how. Patting Sinbi's waist was not a good thing, the girl in an instant turned around to face him, so that their faces were within close range. Jungshin was startled, more surprised at her beating heart.
Jungshin sees herself in those memories seeming to hold her breath, confused and misbehaving. His hand held Sinbi's waist back in the cold, his teeth grinding. Her face was pale, and yet Jungshin felt she was so beautiful, with her pointed nose, red lips and beautiful fine veins, Jungshin grew tense. This girl was the first person she saw when she was hit, during a kiss and upon waking up in 2017, she even treated her well and explained what Jungshin wanted to know from the progress of the times.
Slowly, Jungshin kisses Sinbi's lips, trying to stop the cold, stopping the clanking of her teeth. Within a few seconds he still tied his lips to Sinbi's small lips.
What memory is this?
“You are so stubborn!” lamented Eunha came with her white umbrella, looking at the annoyed Jungshin who had just groaned in pain. His eyes were a little blurry due to the rain that washed him, but he realized that the one in his view now was Eunha and not Sinbi.
Then the memory was what, why he could do that to Sinbi, the girl who claimed to come from the future.
“Eunha-ya, can you tell me the real reason you broke up with me, and since when did you cheat? If it's my fault, I'll fix it, and try to understand you.” Jungshin's pinta is straight to the point. He is not a man who will curb someone, nor is he a typical man who likes to talk rudely.
“I'm just bored with you, and no longer like you, sunbae. Therefore stop contacting me, this is the last time we met.” for some reason, Jungshin thinks Eunha is lying, “I went.”
The girl turned around, Jungshin clasped her hand, on the other hand Sinbi was running fast wearing a black umbrella, looking at them from a distance. He decided to catch up with Jungshin and planned to give her an umbrella so as not to rain, but his intention did not go well, Jungshin was soaked and was in a fight with her lover. Silent at the place where Sinbi noticed they felt familiar with this incident and were stunned in shock. Isn't this the same as in the video?
“You lied, I know that. Can't you be honest and respect my feelings, our togetherness isn't short, and it's not strong enough to be a reason for boredom, you're always happy, smiling happily when you're with me. That can't be a charade, can it?” jungshin asked wiping her wound with hope on the feelings of the two of them before.
“Sorry sunbae, I have to go!” Eunha took off the grip and refused to answer, turning her face away before Jungshin saw her sad face, then crossing away in quick steps. Jungshin does not immediately catch up with her realizing the sadness, Eunha who tries to hold back the tears.
Jungshin decides to run after him but is hindered by the arrival of Sinbi who is now standing in the way. Sinbi shook her head to prohibit her from crossing, not caring for her clothes which were also wet from the rainwater splashing. Panicked Sinbi immediately ran over to Jungshin, letting her umbrella wind down.
“What are you doing! Move!” hardik Jungshin's.
“No, stop and let him go. You could get hurt!” sergeant Sinbi.
“He lied, he just cried, I'm sure it was.” Jungshin said.
“Wait, wait until tomorrow!” timpal Sinbi was loud, he even forced to hug Jungshin who insisted on catching up. Look at Eunha who is not far away.
“No, move!” Jungshin was strong enough to get rid of Sinbi who eventually crashed to the side, with Sinbi immediately standing back holding Jungshin's hand tightly.
“You'll be doomed. I saw you crash here! That video! You were in an accident chasing him! So please wait!” yelled Sinbi reassuring. Jungshin looked at him, looked into those eyes and screamed in pain. Her memories returned, the times when she was in 2017, her injured body and the bloody reach of her hands touching Sinbi's feet. In that pain Jungshin tried to refute him, this was impossible. Where there are people who travel to the future, also attract others to the past. Andwae maldo!
“I love him, and I will keep him!” staunchly Jungshin took off Sinbi's grip and walked across.
It's impossible, I've held it for a few seconds it can't be an accident no, but why …
Sinbi had just thought about the car speeding on the lonely road that never came. In the end, he saw, a large black gran max car speeding up and hit Jungshin until it bounced away with blood starting to flood his body, mingling with rainwater. Sinbi froze, her face pale and her body loose, she sat on the sidewalk and fell.
Apparently he can't change anything. His heart was torn apart, tears were flowing. Sinbi covered her face and cried in a sobbing, what should she do?
With half a step he approached Jungshin who was lying helpless, the man's eyes still noticed Eunha who looked shocked, rushed to him even though Sinbi was the first to be beside Jungshin.
Sinbi's lips trembled at Jungshin, who was now staring back at him.
That time. In the warm kiss Jungshin gives Sinbi, it feels like a pleasant and thrilling electric shock until Jungshin takes off her kiss, and notices Sinbi slowly opening her eyes. Half realized Sinbi smiled small. ‘What is this dream?’ he said and went back to sleep, his hands hugging Jungshin back, sound asleep, immersing themselves in Jungshin's chest that was rumbling loudly holding the pounding in her heart.
“Sorry, for not trusting you.” Jungshin said softly after she remembered everything. The togetherness is only a short time but can make him feel comfortable with Sinbi.
The moment was so short that it could not even be called a good moment, Sinbi remembered it every time he woke up, there was no him beside him, no hugs so that he would not get cold. Unknowingly Sinbi always murmured his name when he woke up, and strangely he never appeared. He always disappears every time Sinbi calls him, not only in his dreams, but in his day, also his life. Lee Jungshin is just a memory and a piece of the past that happens in the future, leaving a broken and wounded heart.
Staring at the large screen attached to a building, Sinbi smiled slightly as she heard the song playing. This is the man-made song, which he requested from Jung Yerin to his cell phone, until Sinbi suddenly remembered Yerin's astonished face when she saw his advanced phone. Sinbi still can't believe he was in 1997.
Ah yes, about the song that is now released on the market, Sinbi decided to change the department of literature to music, and began to study music, rearranging the song to be more trending and in accordance with the current year, the song is now, 2018. He decided that writing was his hobby, and music was Lee Jungshin's hope. The man who met her in a few days but was able to make her, misses her every day. Sinbi was aware that Jungshin was holding her heart gently, even though it only happened for a split second in her cold.
Naega neol jikyeojulge [I will protect you]
Naega neol anajulge [I'll hug you]
Neoui nuni busin misoga [I pray that your beautiful smile is]
Nal hyanghagil gidohae [It was for me]
Nunmul naye sojunghan [Very precious to a single tear]
Nae fashionun ge doen saram [Someone who became everything to me]
Hanchami geollyeodo gwaenchanha [That's okay if it takes time]
Ne mam naega doendamyeon [As long as I can be your heart]
Hanchami geollyeodo gwaenchanha [That's okay if it takes time]
Ne mam naega doendamyeon [As long as I can be your heart]
Sinbi stepped inside the compound, realizing that if things had changed, things were not as chaotic as they used to be. Clean and neat. Sitting on his porch, Sinbi recalls when he hesitated to enter and Jungshin instead barged open the kitchen door, taking care of grandfather.
At that time, when their eyes were ringing, Junghin apologized to him for not believing, but Sinbi instead cried. He was just about to touch Jungshin's head, which unfortunately was not delivered, because his hands and body suddenly became transparent, and all he knew, he was already in the middle of the road during the day, in the same place under different circumstances.
Before long a group of mothers came to tell him to get away from the public road, reminding that the place will be crowded by car if the clock is this early. Sinbi awakens, immediately looking for Jungshin's figure, letting her body cold because she was wearing clothes that were still wet, also ignoring her teary face.
He was sobbing, he didn't know what happened to Jungshin, couldn't figure it out because he was back in the future.
Yes, it has returned to its time.
Someone was sitting next to Sinbi, Lee's grandfather in clean clothes and good looks was swinging his legs like Sinbi.
What Sinbi knows, from the future who can answer it is, Lee's grandfather is Lee Jungshin. He was in a coma for two years when he had the accident and after that decided not to continue college, working in his father's garden, after one year he only knew if Eunha had not wanted to leave him. Eunha just doesn't want to be away from Jungshin who decides to go to Seoul for college, and if Jungshin finds out then the guy might not be going to college but Eunha doesn't want to be selfish, therefore Eunha lies, pretends to cheat and asks for a break up.
Eventually Eunha's wish for Jungshin not to leave was achieved. Even so, Jungshin still loves music, she just made it a hobby and then married Eunha.
Besides, what Sinbi knows, he can't be in Jungshin's memory. It is like a parallel world, where there is life from another life, if he is in this life sitting with a grandfather, who he likes, he likes, then maybe in another life of this earth there is himself who is sitting with the adult man he likes.
“You okay?” asked grandpa, Sinbi smiled a little.
“Nde, as time goes by I will improve.” he explained, staring fixedly at grandfather, he still has Alzheimer's but strangely always knows the way to this house. It was unexpected that Jungshin would be this old.
“Sinbi-ya, Hwang Sinbi.” call grandfather surprise. As far as Sinbi is concerned, he has not introduced his name, and Jungshin does not remember him. “Thank you for missing me every day, and for the song.” Grandpa's smile, Sinbi went silent in silence, she was moved by the remark, her eyes glazed with tears. “It may be too late, but your confession I will receive in another world, therefore do not forget me.”
Sinbi closed her eyes and started crying.
1 Year passed and he never stopped visiting grandfather, just by looking at him he could let go of the longing for Jungshin. Without knowing anything, grandfather kept asking her who she was, who she was, acting strangely and screaming for the piano, but now, she called her name, mentioned her name, thanked her and even accepted her confession of love.
~ FINISHED ~