
Impassive Boy [Feelless Man]
‘Why Are There Men Like?’
I've been used to misfortune, and endless misfortune since I grew up as a teenager. No matter how great the mother hid the fact of the ugliness, in the end I experienced it as well, the suffering of a man whose status was my father.
My school days couldn't go smoothly, and this time I had to transfer schools to a faraway village, dad said it was cheap, not burdensome, even though I knew it was just an excuse, because dad just wanted to escape from the big gamble that was already costing him, making him lose tens of millions of won.
~izone.chufiction~
Kwon Eunbi had to be willing to change schools for the selfishness of her father who loved to gamble and always came home drunk. This is where he is now, in a foreign school with a slightly gripping building. The position is quite far from the housing of residents and the highway, there is no element of luxury, impressed like an old building, only if there are no green plants around that are also planted in it, just like an old building, that place would be considered a prison. Sighing Eunbi tried to get excited, she had to graduate High School to be able to go to college and get a good job. Her goal right now was to get away from her father.
If the response was this cold, Eunbi regretted being nervous. In fact, there are not many students in his class who are interested in paying attention to him, and the teacher just talks about it. Eunbi is free to choose any bench, after all there are many empty seats around 6 benches. No doubt, Eunbi chose to sit next to a man who had just lowered his head, tightly holding his pen. At first glance Eunbi turned her head, the slightly dark-skinned man of Korean people was generally scribbling irregular books until the paper was hollow and damaged. Feeling noticed, Kim Jongin's nametagged man was frightened, pulling a ballpoint pen that managed to drag his book, turning his back on Eunbi.
It was strange, Eunbi thought and immediately kept the backpack, sitting down.
~izone.chufiction~
It turns out that Kim Jongin's fear and strangeness is not without reason, because now Eunbi sees it clearly if the man is bullied by a group of men in his class. This is the eternal sigh of Eunbi, she just wants to live peacefully, but she instead entered a creepy place with the behavior of her classmates.
If the school can present a warm chat, jokes, work on assignments and others, then this school is very different. They are indifferent, dress up, play boxing, laugh at each other, delicately and selfish. No one helped Kim Jongin.
The rude sound of Jongin's body being pushed into the locker behind the class sounded loud, the whole view turned to look, and instead laughed, mocked Jongin, the rest was again busy with their own activities. Eunbi couldn't stand it, this scene was always disgusting to her, but she wanted to calm down. Every time the sound of a punch, a jolt and a push messes with Eunbi's mind, so she doesn't focus and just clasps her ball. To coincide with the rupture of a small flower pot on top of Eunbi's locker flicking the table, turning to face the group of men.
“Stop!” his yell. But within seconds Eunbi's eyes seemed to shake, shocked at the sight of the battered Jongin, with blood flowing down her left temple. “Why did you do it, and .. why are you silent!” Eunbi circulated a look at the others, but all she got was a sneering look. Silent in tension, regret and rebelliousness, Eunbi knew the end of her resistance.
~izone.chufiction~
“Yakk! I told you to get this in 2 minutes huh!” kim Suho's jolt throws Eunbi's hard-earned bread right at the side of her head, so that it wags the girl's strands of black hair.
“I'm only 12 seconds late,”
“Yakk how dare you!” Suho was angry, always angry. Especially with Eunbi's habit of always answering also against her. The man with blond hair got up from his seat after kicking the table, grabbed a box of milk and spilled it over Eunbi's head.
“Go and buy again! This time you only have 1 minute!!” tell Suho, Eunbi raised her face, looking at the man's bead. Which has been bullying him for 1 month. Eunbi held herself back, even though her anger had already surged up. “What do you see, go now!!” Eunbi glanced at Kim Jongin, who hurriedly avoided her gaze. Since that incident, Suho no longer bullied Jongin, and Eunbi never got a word of thanks.
~izone.chufiction~
Already a habit, Eunbi stayed in the old and unkempt sewing club just to calm her mind, or dry her clothes. Ex-milk spills are not easily removed with water, Eunbi must wait until the school is quiet if not to be shunned and seen as disgusting by others. It seems like this school is used to bullying, I don't know, Eunbi is not much help from students or teachers.
Touching the sewing machine with his fingers, Eunbi laughed incessantly. He used to want to be a designer, and was forced to bury that dream, he just wanted to get a good job, really, but why is the process so difficult. Thinking about it, Kim Suho was really a jerk, he did not hesitate to bully him. Inevitably Eunbi believes the rumor, that Suho is a man who has no feelings, Eunbi has twice been hit, until her nose nosebleed, and it is her first, and it is her first time, Eunbi was sobbing in this room. Enough with his father.
“Do I just die?” lirih Eunbi stared at the nanar of a scissors lying on the floor, crouching down to pick it up. “Maybe, the pain is only once.”
~izone.chufiction~
Although yesterday his thoughts were unclear, in fact Kwon Eunbi still walked as usual, and entered school. He was quite strong after many years of being mistreated by his father, so he thought surviving 1 year with Kim Suho was not a problem.
The hassles of carrying a lot of bags, Eunbi walked by half dragging her feet following the footsteps of Suho and his comrades. The man is getting worse, his emotions are very easy to rise, especially plus Eunbi who always answers, refuses and even dares to call him a loser man. As a result, after school Eunbi was still treated harshly. Although he was afraid, especially whether to be taken where, Eunbi could not do anything, maybe running was an option.
Slowly Eunbi took off the bag one by one, and was about to run away, but just turned around she hit someone's body, Kim Suho. Since when was this man behind her? Eunbi glared, she was frightened, but tried to behave naturally. As for Suho, just put on a cold face. Honestly, if only his personality was good, maybe Suho would be a man who liked many women, he had a handsome face, his body was quite tall and his body looked athletic, he said, moreover, he has a sharp eye view that is thrilling.
Instead of being stunned, Eunbi felt intimidated, gulping. Ready to take a hit? Faintly the other leg approached him, the girl's fear rising. It can't be deflected? All this time only Suho hit him.
Next, what Eunbi knew was that her wrists were gripped roughly by Suho, pulled somewhere. Pushing his body against the wall was hard enough, until a groan of pain rang out from Eunbi's mouth.
“Give me your money!” cold Suho.
The money? This time he was being cut?
“I have no money,” honest Eunbi, come on, when her father likes gambling and her mother run away can not stand it, who will give her pocket money.
A reply came, the fist that Suho threw into the wall right next to Eunbi's left face. Eunbi could feel the gust of wind from the movement, and made her close her eyes for a moment.
“I do not have,” replied Eunbi as straightforward as possible, looking back at Suho's face that was very close to his face. 1 second, 2 seconds and 3 seconds later, Eunbi felt a hand touch her skirt. Suho was looking for money on his shirt.
“Yakk what are you doing!” jolt Eunbi did not accept, this is tantamount to harassment. In the mist, Eunbi pushed Suho roughly and even slapped him, it didn't take long, Suho slapped Eunbi hard, until the tip of his lips bled, likewise, his injured cheek was hit by accessories on Suho's arm. Eunbi slammed into the ground.
“Give me your money now!” Suho kicked Eunbi, up to 3x.
“Yakk, Kim Suho stop!” eunbi yelled in her pain. Suho looked like a madman, very creepy looking uncontrollable, as if there was another soul within him. Not stopping, Suho still kicked Eunbi with his shoes until someone came.
“Suho! Your father called!” Eunbi was grateful, after the shout Suho stopped, though he was still dragged to stand up and follow them.
~izone.chufiction~
His body trembled, shuddering as if numb. With a body in pain, Eunbi comes to a place that is familiar to her, a gambling. For whatever reason Eunbi hates a place like this, the smell of her father's body. Suddenly he regretted not stabbing the scissors, he should have died.
The courage that had emanated in Eunbi's beautiful eyes was lost, replaced with sadness, which he did not dare to show anyone, choosing to bow his head. Closing eyes and ears.
“Mana money!” a voice almost similar to Suho's, but heavier, hoarse and sharp, Eunbi did not want to know.
“Nothing,” reply Suho. Similar to Eunbi's tone earlier, at first glance, Eunbi realized that maybe her father was as bad as Suho.
“You're crazy! I told you to ask them for money! Quickly give!” next Eunbi wanted to know, raised her face and saw the old man looking at Suho, and hit hard on the side of Suho's head until he staggered back. Eunbi gawked in disbelief, she still wasn't sure Suho could maintain that cold expression with the punch he received.
“I won't give you any more money!” reply Suho.
“Damn you!” the hand was already raised, preparing to beat Suho. Till,
“Yakk! Kwon Eunbi what are you doing here!”
At that time, Eunbi felt that her world had been destroyed. He meets accidentally with his father, who is at the same table as Suho's father.
“He's my son! Look!” exclaimed Mr. Kwon, stopping the tension for a moment. Suho glanced at Eunbi whose face looked pale. “Yakk, I put him!” surprised instead of a bitch, Eunbi's legs are squeezing. “She's still a girl, I can still play no more!” As Eunbi's tears trickled, it was more painful than when Suho kicked her.
“Then ..”
For the second time, Eunbi felt her wrists gripped, this time just tight but not rough. I don't know what Suho was thinking, the man took Eunbi's run.
~izone.chufiction~
“Stop!” eunbi shouted out Suho's hand, and it was lucky it came off. They ran far enough, facing each other.
“Quick chase them!” shouted Suho's father, it is certain that Mr. Kwon also participated in the chase, his mind was chaotic, no longer concerned about Eunbi's status as his son.
“You, will comply!” the words are full of emphasis, if it used to sound intimidating, this time it was like a form of worry.
“What do you care!” jolt Eunbi, “What if I'm sold! You're even as bad as them! You forgot, a moment ago you touched and beat me!” amuk Eunbi with unstoppable tears.
“I think you're the loser here!” hina Suho's. Eunbi sneers. “You always fight me, this time you will turn yourself in!” Eunbi stared intently at Suho, this man is really strange.
“You are a man with no heart! What do you know about my feelings, every day I fight back, yelling to stop and asking for help, but you, are one of my sufferings. So leave me!” Eunbi turned around, she did not care if her father would find her.
Again and again, his arm was pulled. Suho pulled Eunbi as hard as he could even though the girl kept on revolting. Run, until they made it out onto the highway, and just then, right after Eunbi had bitten Suho's hand, the handle slipped off. A second later, the man's body crashed into the asphalt, and a car accidentally hit him.
Eunbi closed her mouth in shock, her body slumped down. He and Suho sat at each other. The screams of the thin-shoulder-haired female rang out, she was horrified to see Suho covered in blood.
“Yeobo, we hit him, how is this?” he said it was shaking between regret and sadness towards the man who also walked out the steering wheel door. On the other hand, Eunbi, not knowing how to, only noticed Suho slowly closed his eyes.
Previously, in the blink of an eye, Eunbi read Suho's lip movements.
‘Go!’
~ FINISHED ~