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Our Mistake - 02 (END)

If a child enthusiastically welcomes his parents come to see then Leedo is not like that, he is more like, ‘why come?’ ‘I don't want you guys to come’. Such was his expression now when his parents arrived.

His father wanted to become a doctor but could not because of the obstruction of costs, and now works as an employee of a regular company, while his mother, is the head of the team at a publishing agency. His mother's income is greater than his father's, so the one who often acts like the head of the family is the mother. As a result the father emphasized on Leedo to succeed as a man, and do not want to lose to women, while the mother, stressed he should be able to make a lot of money.

Leedo's face was dull, depressed and wanted to explode, especially the lecture did not run smoothly. There were a lot of bad rumors about him regarding bribes to the faculty, his poor skills. Really Leedo could not stand it anymore, until it ended with expulsion. Leedo was angry for the first time at them.

All he needs now is Haseul, but his phone is never picked up. Instead he called Hwang Hyunjin, his best friend since Junior High, the second person he always called after Haseul.

“Oh Leedo, I thought you had forgotten me! Long time no call me.” exclaimed Hyunjin say hello, “What Seoul makes you forget this best friend of yours!” pouting protests.

“Hyunjin-ah, I ..” Leedo's desperate tone made Hyunjin speechless and asked worriedly.

“My parents came, just to show me the quarrel in front of me. Shows their high and low status.” sad Leedo, his hand that held the phone slightly shook, the burden and sense of tightness will his suffering for many years is overflowing. “I don't think I can hold on anymore.”

Since the incident a month ago, Leedo did not really go to college. He turns annoying, neglecting duties and just playing around, even rejecting Haseul and Hyunjin's calls, Leedo is in a slump. Realizing as hard as he tried to be a doctor that was not his life, he would only hurt children later. He thought it would be easy to become a pediatrician, but the risk was a lifetime of regret if in the end he made a mistake on them, Leedo gave up.

He now spends more time in the cafe, playing games, getting back late in the game, and in an instant has been able to master it. He wants to rebel.

Leedo had just woken up and was about to drink water in the open refrigerator right along with the doorbell. Leedo lazily opened it and found Haseul there, in front of him.

“You're not like you usually let the house get messy.” haseul's tirade after 30 minutes of cleaning up Leedo's messy flat. Everywhere there are packages of snacks, clothes scattered, even a pile of dirty dishes, plus dust.

The one who was being rumored was observing Haseul, as if he were dreaming.

“Help me don't shut up, you haven't had breakfast, have you?” tell Haseul while vacuuming the dust he directed under the sofa, where Leedo was sitting.

Instead of answering, Leedo pulled Haseul into his lap, his face was shocked, he reflexively put his hand on Leedo's chest to balance himself. Their eyes were staring at each other.

“I miss you, these ten months I miss you a lot.” the statement sounds sad, although it is overwritten with a smile, but Leedo's eyes look sad. “A long time ago I wanted to run towards you, and end this, but if I did, I was afraid I wouldn't want to go home.” Leedo hooked his fingers on Haseul's fingers, took them off and gently pulled Haseul's hand to touch her hair. “I miss your touch, which caresses me while saying I am the best, that I have done my best.”

Haseul smiled, and moving his own hand stroking Leedo's hair, “You've tried, you did well. Kim Leedo is the best!” haseul spirit.

The next second was the movement of Leedo's fingers that snuck into Haseul's neck that was shocked, the man was closer to Haseul. Before their lips could meet Haseul suddenly turned away.

“Ah, look it there is a lot of garbage under the table, I have to clean it.” Haseul got up, Leedo did not hold him back. In silence he again noticed Haseul who was busy collecting garbage

Leedo had already made up his mind to leave Seoul University, from medical school and go to his parents. In an instant, the house became filled with anger. His father and mother were furious, threatening not to acknowledge him as a child and ending up blaming each other. Leedo opted out of the house, letting the two fight.

Uncertain, the direction of the goal that Leedo took was just a walk, promising not to waste time again to enjoy his youth, after that looking for what he liked, learning other things, and so on, and work in the field he is interested in.

Now his mind is calm.

Later that week Leedo stopped at Haseul's home area, stopping accidentally on the basketball court when he heard Hyunjin's voice. The man was with a short-haired girl. Initially, Leedo wanted to surprise and tease her for being with women, but …

“Do not do that, he needs you.” ask Hyunjin.

“True, if I was the third among you?” Tanya Leedo showed herself. This time it was Hyunjin and Haseul who were shocked. There was a wound from Leedo's stare that looked sliced. He shouldn't have lied to himself all this time.

While in High School, Leedo finds out that Hyunjin liked Haseul at the beginning of school, but when he goes up to 2nd grade, Haseul sends a letter to Leedo, and accidentally sees Leedo being yelled at and beaten by his father, since then Haseul has encouraged him. Slowly, Leedo likes Haseul, and they are dating.

But who would have thought if, Leedo had seen Haseul and Hyunjin holding hands when the three of them karaoke together. Behind the obscure screen reflections Leedo caught them and pretended not to know. He denied that Haseul's love letter one year ago was a mistake, placed in the wrong locker.

Leedo thought that by being more affectionate, attentive and spending years together, Haseul would love it. But what he saw now was how stupid he was, he could not even be angry at Haseul or Hyunjin.

“Leedo-ya,” Ogre Haseul.

“We talk tomorrow, I go.” Leedo's saying turn around.

Leedo knew, Haseul always kept his distance from him, and Hyunjin always put him first.

The two were just facing each other, with Haseul handing out the gift box from Leedo.

“I think I should return this,”

“No need, you can use it.”

“But ..”

“If you return it I will just throw it away, and you will also have to throw away the others.”

“Leedo-ya, forgive ..”

“I don't want to hear it, I'll get angry. You kept that word too long, lied and acted sincerely to me, even though in your heart you wanted to get away from me,”

“That's not true,”

“I want to be mad at you, but I can't do it. Haseul-ah, you incised the same deep wounds as my parents,” Leedo shed a tear, though in a facial expression as calm as possible. Haseul looked beaten, crying slowly.

“Why did you do it?” Leedo approached, took the gift box and opened it, a beautiful coat with sweet white lace around the hand, slowly he put the coat on Haseul's shoulder, “If you had said it long ago, let's say it, I won't be this sick,” whispered.

After that Leedo retreated, and Haseul just lowered his head sobbing.

“You are fit to wear it,” praise Leedo smile miris, Haseul more regret, “Your short hair is also beautiful.” continued Leedo, Haseul sobbed.

“Go!” said coldly Leedo, even so he turned around. Haseul felt a terrible pain in his heart. He hurt a man who loved him so much, who always held him in warmth and care. What he had to do, these 5 years she had already become an evil woman.

Haseul raised his face very slowly, he wanted to see Leedo. In her blurry vision with tears, Haseul saw the man turn around and quickly step closer to her. A kiss landed on his lips, Haseul fell silent involuntarily closing his eyes with cheeks that were wet with tears.

“When we meet later, we are strangers. You don't know me, neither do I.” That remark was the last time they met. Leedo tried hard not to meet him, because he was afraid that his heart would not want to go home when it happened.

~TAMAT~