You're Not Mine
What to Wait For

"Engh." The weak Aisyah.

Yoga who was always beside her directed her gaze to the source of the sound. "Darling," called him.

"Mas Yoga." Chick Aisyah. The grip on his hand felt even tighter than before.

"What's up, baby? Where's that sick?" Tanya Yoga is anxious.

Aisyah shook her head weakly, "I'm sorry." Still remembering what happened last day.

"It's okay, baby, forget about it. Now how are you doing?"

"Slightly painful Mas," Aisyah recalled when she fell down instantly making her panic.

"Mas, how's our son? She's okay, right?"

Heart of Yoga vibrates withstanding pain, he who would-be Father alone feels not accepted before let alone the wife.

"She must be fine now baby, we'll just pray for the best place there."

"W-What do you mean, Mom? Our baby" Isak Aisyah.

"Dad calm down, I'm here." Yoga moved from his seat and immediately grabbed his wife's body.

"Mas" Aisyah's shoulders were shaken and Yoga felt her shirt wet with Aisyah's tears.

"It's all because of me, because I'm not a good woman. Until my own son doesn't want to see me first?"

"No Aish, you're the best woman I've ever known. You're everything to me, baby, maybe because it's not time for us to be parents yet."

"I made you angry, is that why God punishes me? I have wronged you, Mas."

"No, baby, don't say that." Yoga with a shake of his head.

Chequek.

The two men still did not understand who had entered the room. The couple is still late in the atmosphere.

Puk, Yoga looking. It was the mother-in-law whom he respected a lot.

"Mother" shined Yoga.

Melati put on a smile, Yoga knows what it means. He deciphered the embrace and let Melati take over Aisyah.

"Mother.." Isak Aisyah is getting stronger.

Feeling like it takes time together, Yoga slowly left the place.

"My son Mother,"

Melati still silences her mouth, she prefers to channel her affection and love for the princess. He gently rubbed his back and the head of his hand. Long enough, Aisyah's condition gradually improved. Jasmine stretched her arms.

"Mother," said Aisyah. "What about my son? Why did God take it before I saw it, why was I not invited by Mother?"

"Hush baby you can't be like this, remember there's still your husband and your family. There's Mother and Father too, don't you think about us. Remember baby, you must stay strong, there he must be waiting for you in Heaven."

"But why did she have to leave so soon Mother? He didn't even give me a chance to get my mother's title. I'm definitely not a good mother, I'm definitely not a good woman, I'm the worst woman ever. Even my flesh and blood left me before he even saw my image."

"Son, never curse anything that happens to your life. All this is a test for you, what happened to you right now is the best for the future. Maybe God still hasn't trusted you and your husband. Rest assured son, that whatever has happened there must be wisdom behind it.

For a moment Aisyah fell silent, thinking first of what her mother had said.

"Or maybe you're the one who's not ready to be a mother. You're pregnant with your child, but you rarely think about it yourself. You notice anything else?" Continue Melati.

Aisyah looked the other way, indeed all this time she did not pay too much attention to the fetus in her womb. It was the words of his father-in-law that distracted him.

If when I was pregnant, Mama had intended to get rid of me. Especially now that I can no longer get pregnant. Will Mama ask Mas Yoga to divorce me?. Her tears shed instantly remembering that.

"Maybe I'll be a little more relieved if I'm going to get pregnant in the future. But what about my situation now? Don't expect anymore that someone will call me Mama, to get pregnant I can't Mommy" complained Aisyah.

Jasmine gasped, she herself did not know what to respond to. "But the word Doctor does not rule out the possibility of darling, if it is like this often ask Him and try Son.

If the Doctor says that you're hard to get pregnant, it might bring you closer to God, son. Allah will not test His servants beyond his means. You just have to be patient."

Aisyah breathed heavily. It's not really about the kid that I'm worried about Bun, it's my mother-in-law. I don't know how he'll behave to me. His son is part of my life, I'm afraid he's separating us.

...***...

A few days after that.

"What are you really waiting for?" Ask the Goddess curiously at her daughter-in-law.

"I mean Mama?" Aisyah asked again, without answering the question posed by her mother-in-law.

"Go from this house. What else?"

Aisyah flinched, "What do you mean Mama?"

Goddess twisting lazy eye ball. "You're here just bringing shit. See that even your own child chooses to leave before birth, it's because he's so unwilling to have a mother like you." Said the Goddess without thinking about Aisyah's feelings.

"Quite aunty, no woman wants to have a fate like Aisyah. But perhaps God destined Aish like this, because He knew that Aisha could get through it." Intan who suddenly appeared.

"Well, please don't ever ask me or Mas Yoga to separate. This marriage we are living, we can just go through it. What is there for farewell. Your son also loves me Mah, at least think about what Mas Yoga Mah wants." Aisyah Sahut.

Plaque, pain suddenly radiates to Aisyah's cheeks.

"I am the mother who gave birth to him, I who loved him from childhood, I know better how to make my son happy. And who are you? Just yesterday you knew her, don't be like you're everything to Yoga Aisyah.

As long as you know Aisyah, your presence is just an obstacle to happiness in Yoga life. From the first time you came to this house, the sustenance that Yoga Kais had so hard to lose. He received ridicule from his peers for marrying you Aisyah.

He loves you so much that he never complains! Even though Mama knows that she can go through all this but wants to be until when. Even you dropped it into such a deep abyss after learning that the fetus you were carrying was unable to attend to his day.

To make matters worse, he must bury his dreams deeply to earn the title of a father. You want to give Aisyah any more suffering. Supposedly if you say love to my son you should understand his happiness!

I do not understand, what kind of sin is unforgivable or my worship that is not accepted. Until I get a daughter-in-law like you!! You really are the son of an unlucky bearer!!" Reveal the fiery Goddess, and soon pass by in the presence of her daughter-in-law and niece.

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