You're Not Mine
You Enjoy That Togetherness

Yoga sculpted while wiping the area of the face that had just been slapped by Aisyah. This was the first time he saw how the anger in Aisha, even though there were so many trials that hit him.

"Dear..." His speech stammered.

Aisyah lowered her head, she closed her eyes. "That's enough, let me grant you my request for now."

"No Aisha, please give me one chance." Gently Yoga tried to reach both shoulders Aisyah, but his wife was not at all willing to be touched by him. As if Yoga was disgusting shit, not even Aisyah was not too disgusted at the dirt. It was the act of yogurt that made him do so.

"A chance for what? Said that you guys just spent your first night. Ah no, for you have done it from far away. Go Mas, your Jihan is more important than anything. Even you let your wife foolishly wait for you who you yourself are having fun with another woman..."

Yoga still with his patience persuaded Aisyah. "Let's just calm down, I'm doing this for you. Look Ayesha, Jihan is pregnant with our child-"

"Our son? You're crazy, you're having fun with Jihan. Ignoring me you said our son?" Aisyah smiled cynically looking at Yoga.

"Yes Aisha, our son, for with her presence you and I will never part. I love you so much, can not last too long to see you always cornered by Mama. Until I present another woman as a bridge so we can get through this. With the fetus that it contains we can continue with Aisyah.

I love you so much, I want to always be by my side with all the shortcomings and perfections that exist. Every couple who loves each other will be perfected with laughter coming out of the mouths of their children. But I know that..." Yoga closes the eyes unable to continue the sentence.

"Because I can't give him. Is that not Mas?" Aisyah scooped her face. "Oh Allah, did the Doctor not say to myself that I could still get pregnant. It's just that it hasn't been trusted."

"Yes because you're stubborn Ayesha, if you're willing to comply with your husband's request to move out of this house then we'll just focus on our household. Until you don't have to get insults and insults from Mama. Did you know Aisyah, I can't see you being constantly humiliated by Mama. I won't forget my duty as a child to her even if we have to leave this house.

But what, you didn't listen to me at all. Until you always feel hurt secretly without even sharing it with me. It's not that I don't understand but I just want you to be frank with me Aisyah. Trusting everything to me. But you chose to hold it yourself. Your body is tired, your heart hurts and your mind is stressed. That's what made you so hard to get pregnant with Aisyah."

"But what should present other women Mas, the times are so advanced and sophisticated. What's wrong with trying, it's not just you who wants a baby. But I was the same Mas, never absent from my lips when I looked up to God." Aisyah weakens her body on the back of the sofa in the room.

Yoga also sat himself beside Aisyah, this time Aisyah let Yoga embrace her body. "No yes is more important than your life by my side Aisyah. Everything I do is for you. I never wanted to present him in our marriage. But it was circumstances that prompted me to do that. I love you so much Aisha."

"love me? Really true?" Aisyah. "What is it about our love that is equally so great cannot sustain our marriage? Is it just with our children that we will always be together?

Because I also saw when I was pregnant first even your mother still has hatred for me. I want the circumstances to melt first, so that we can all feel the beauty of caring for your flesh and blood. The reason I still don't want to leave this house is because of that.

But what is it all I do if your heart has branched." Stay away from Yoga.

"My heart never branched Ayesha, there's only your name here." Pointing to his own left chest.

Aisyah shakes. "I did feel your love, but that was before. Not now, you're reneging on your long-promised promise just because a new request was delivered in a few moments. You left me alone because he asked you to stop by. You'd rather delay your return to spend more time with her.

You let me curl up in the cold here and prefer to be with her warmer. You don't think at all about how I felt when you disappeared for a few days. Even marrying another woman without my knowledge and permission. Your mouth can say you only love me, but your body and your treatment cannot deny that you also enjoy being with Jihan.

You're more concerned with him than I am. Look at him who you've only known for a few months can make you turn away from me. It's because of his charm that really shakes your heart until all your attention is taken away. You can't lie anymore, you're comfortable there might even be love for her. Jihan did not need to be asked how else she felt, I saw so much love for you. You will live very happily later, especially if there is a baby among you. Then, why is my presence by your side?" Finally the eyes that have dried again emit foam.

Yoga shook her head, "No dear, all that I do is simply because I want a child from her. Well I won't deny it anymore, that I'm comfortable with her. I enjoyed our time together but I was sure that it was not love but just na**u for a moment. I was willing to divorce her after she gave birth.

Then we take care of our children together. I'm sure having my first child will make us happy. And maybe in the near future we'll get a child back from your womb. I promise after that it's just the two of us Aisyah. Just the two of us, see that the story of Aisyah and Yoga will continue." Yoga grasped Aisyah's hand tightly.

"So just for our love you want to separate a mother from her child. Although I have not been given the gift of giving birth but I have felt the sensation of containing even if only briefly. How difficult it is to adjust the position so that our body is comfortable, how not delicious to have nausea every morning, for how we get tired quickly meksi just activity for a while.

All of that requires endless patience until giving birth to Mas. Even to fight to give birth to a life is the bet. Nine months and ten days, Mothers must go through difficult times. And you'd easily take it from her mother?"

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