You're Not Mine
Praying Like Cycling

"Chuuuhih! You how the hell is Jihan? Cooking it tastes very salty. Not being able to cook should not be. Just buy it out, waste the food like this!"

Jihan jumped in shock at the screams from her husband. "Sorry Brother, maybe Jihan was out of focus" Jihan replied. This is not the first time that Jihan is like that, but the attitude of Yoga is not as usual. He used to be gently advising her and smiling. Not too much trouble about that.

"Already now prepare my shirt, remember to be neat and not tangled." Yoga and cleaning her hands.

The pregnant woman widened her eyes, only she remembered before she was ironing clothes belonging to Yoga.

"Gosh my god." Mumbled.

Yoga who saw Jihan hastily leaving the room scrunched her forehead, her footsteps following where Jihan was going. The closer he sniffed the scent like a charred.

His eyes made, his jaw hardened and he clenched his hands when he saw the scene before him.

"Based on a lousy wife!" His impact.

Plaque!!!!

Jihan held the pain in her cheek while closing her eyes.

"You know how much my shirt costs, huh?! Pairing the tie can't, cooking it tastes salty, and now you're ruining my clothes. I've been patient enough with your incompetent behavior as Jihan's wife!"

Brak!

A chair bounced from its place due to Yoga kicking it furiously. Slowly, the falling froths flowed warming Jihan's cheeks.

"I know you still can't accept your parting with Aisyah Kak. But do you have to vent your anger on me?" Jihan asked with her sobs.

"What are you doing?! Quickly get me the other clothes!!!!!" Yoga from the Room.

Jihan immediately wiped her tears. "Yes Brother!" Answer him and do what Yoga has commanded him.

Chequek.

"Bas weak, just crying. Aisyah even being told every day by my mother is ordinary. And never complained." Cerocos Yoga saw the wife who was opening their wardrobe.

Jihan just looked down and nodded. His ears and heart were hot.

Again Ayesha, why is she the only one in your heart and mind. It's me, look at me trying to be a good wife to you. At least appreciate all my struggles to win your heart, brother.

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"The gate in picking up my ribs by cycling from Abang is still on MTs." (Mts equals SMP. The difference Mts is education in the construction of the Minister of Religion which in learning has additional subjects typical of Islam."

Aidan chuckled small. "It means that the struggle of Brother to seduce His Creator in asking for the presence of Zara has been long ago."

Aisyah was still frowning her forehead, a sign that she still did not understand. "Abang already knew Zara from Abang is still MTs?"

"Of course not, Abang met with him when he was working on a thesis in the village of Zara lived. We met when we both wanted to go to the Mosque, and at that time also Abang fell in love because he accidentally saw him who was praying sunnah before praying." Aidan's light was accompanied by a smile.

"Did you like to look at princess's place?"

"No, at that time Brother entered through the porch door where the princess opened so yes had a glance. Not intentional or anything."

"Owhh so, if only met at that time why did you say you had fought for Zara when you were in school?" Continue Aisyah who kepo with the story of Aidan and Zara.

"Because Abang was convinced by Lauh Mahfudz Allah from the school. He is sure that everything, be it sustenance, soul mate and death, has been arranged in His book. In the past, Abang did not mention a name when praying about the soul mate Abang. Because my brother doesn't know yet. But every time you ask God to keep your soul mate anywhere and anytime. Istiqomah to always be on his path of ridho. And others, which correspond to what you want.

Pray like we're riding a bike. Not just once, because we never know when God will answer our prayers. Never give up when our prayers have not been answered, because God knows better what is good and bad for us. Stay optimistic and husnudzan with Allah, so that was at the beginning you said pray like pedaling a bicycle. And in the course of the journey is certainly not as smooth as imagined, there is only the temptation. But if we are Istiqomah, God willing, all will arrive in time. Ikhtiar, praying continuously is good, but if it is not accompanied by effort also for what. What is the effort like?

Your efforts in repairing yourself. Have you ever heard that a soul mate is a mirror of yourself? Therefore, if you have a thousand desires, then persevere and feel at home in prostration and repair yourself. No need to hurry, but slowly. Because it is as strong and as big as any stone but if constantly exposed to water droplets it will be brittle by itself."

Aisyah pensively tried to process all the words that came out of Aidan's mouth. Aidan smiled looking at her, he touched Aisyah's shoulder.

"Dad?"

"Eh yes Bang."

"Why? Listen to what you said?"

"Yes." Yeah." Nodding head.

"Aisyah Abang knows you must have the trauma of having another marriage. I know you are worried about the person of a man in this day and age, not to mention you yourself who were convicted by the Doctor for difficulty in conceiving. Don't worry about it, because we have God. You do not get what you expect, it could be because you yourself do not want to ask. Sometimes we have been given sustenance in the form of material, affection and others a little already arrogant. Arrogant in a sense, apologizing as if it no longer needs God. You feel you are at the lowest point of your life and you are trying to figure out why it should be like this.

Don't be like that. Trust in Allah, increase your love for Allah. Marriage is the longest and most noble worship of God. Talking like this does not mean asking you to get married as soon as possible. No, you know you need time to heal your wounds first. But don't make it an excuse for you to live alone for a lifetime. Draw near to God, do whatever God likes. Among other worship, marriage is the longest worship because it is carried out for a lifetime. God willing, every moment is worth worshiping. You can ask that your soul mate be like this by seducing His creator from now on." Said Aidan at length.

Aisyah smiled at him, "Thank you Bang. Brother always makes the power in Aish rise."

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