You're Not Mine
Bagas Knows It

In the third of the night, a man puts his hand on the Creator. With complete disobedience he whispered softly complaining to Him.

Allahumma shalli'ala sayyidina Muhammad, wa'ala Ali sayyidina Muhammad.

O Allah, O Lord, a servant is only a weak man. Mistakes are never missed, sometimes Your servant chooses not to pass the test You have given. O Allah, to You only I ask, only to You I complain.

With all the power that You have, grant forgiveness to the servant, to the servant's parents, to all my brothers (the Muslims). Strengthen the heart of the servant to be the fortress of all temptations in the world. Strengthen the heart of the servant, when the servant finds a path that makes the servant waver. Aisyah grew sobbing as she also remembered the strange life she had experienced

O Allah, give your love to the servant. Cuddle up my servant O Allah. Give all the love I have for you. So that no servant will find what it is to be disappointed. Only to You I hope.

Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanah wa fil endoti hasanah wa qina 'adzabannar, aamiin.

Ending with a forehead that met with prayer rugs, Aisyah moved from her seat and immediately helped Ibuk and Zara prepare the sahur meal.

"Well, Ayesha has started following sahur?" Babuk chirps when he saw Aisha who joined them after preparing sahur.

"Yes Buk, thank God." Sahut Aisyah smiled happily.

Ibuk. "So later we can crowded to go to the Mosque, usually after dawn prayers we all have the juice of one person. So every day, God willing, we are hatched."

Zara smiled at him, without them noticing that a little boy with disheveled hair was coming towards them.

"U-nda." his great-granddaughter called out to someone who was always in front of him the first time she opened her eyes.

Sontak Zara and Aidan turned and approached their hero. "Eyeh, Syauqi. Are you awake already? Want to follow sahur too hm? There is aunty, eyang uti and eyang kakung. Looky!"

Syauqi looked towards them, his teeth instantly appearing so wide from his tiny lips. He nodded in agreement.

After that they went back to their rooms, to get ready to go to the mosque. While waiting for the time of imsak and dawn, Aisha opened her Qur'an mushaf.

The time of the Muslim faith can be filled by reading the Quran. Allah SWT said, “Really, waking up that night was stronger (filling the soul) and (read at that time) more successful.” (QS. Pammel: 6).

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Again Jihan could only endure the pain in her heart upon returning to see the less pleasant scene. Yoga the husband again walks with another woman.

Dira who also saw it, also held Jihan's arm. "Are you just going to be like this? Remember Jihan, no matter how female you are. Even if you're wrong in getting Yoga, it doesn't mean you should just be quiet about accepting all of her treatment for you, Jihan!"

Dira who was furious with the act of Yoga, coupled with Jihan who was just silent was starting to swing a step towards Yoga. But before that, Jihan held down Dira's wrist.

Jihan shook her head, "Let me just finish this all at home. Then I'll tell you what I'm gonna do." Dira frowned hearing the words of Jihan.

"You mean?"

"Now that we go home, you help me get all my clothes done. Regarding your offer back then, I have thought about it carefully. I accepted your offer to temporarily leave the Yoga house."

Binar looks from Dira's eyes, he smiles happy to hear the words of Jihan.

"Really, fine then. We're leaving now." Invite Dira, feeling Dira too hasty to take him. Jihan held back Dira's arm strongly, her face grimacing withstanding the slight pain on her abdomen.

Dira slightly chuckled, "Alright slow down." Jihan nodded.

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"Honey, how long will we keep in touch like this. You don't want to give me certainty?" Anna asks pampered on Yoga's shoulder.

The long breath of Yoga, he himself was also confused by the clarity of his relationship with Anna. He gently rubbed Anna's slightly open shoulder.

"You're also still in touch, aren't you Bagas? Let all this happen without expecting anything Anna. The relationship between us is a symbiotic one. Just to get profit, is not like this alone has made us happy.

I was always there for you when Bagas was not beside you. You always accompany me too. Jihan's pregnant now anyway, where might I have to let her go. Even Papa asked to legalize our marriage when my son was born."

Anna snorted at him, she stayed away from Yoga showing her protest action.

"For Bagas trouble I can easily take care of it. Mom, don't you have any taste for me at all? Our togetherness all this time, did you not consider it anything at all. I know we both have a partner, but is it impossible if we also become a couple like in general?!

No matter how I am a woman, I also have a desire. And now my only wish is one, you are Mas." Anna's strangulation almost filled the entire room.

Yoga soon grabs Anna in his arms, briefly rebelling. But Anna's anger gradually subsided when Yoga showered her with a gentle touch on her face. Slowly, Anna received a hand of Yoga that seemed to be looking for traces on her curves.

Without them knowing a camera captures the hot activity they are doing.

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Bagas' blood was as if boiling staring at the flat object that was before him. The grip on his phone was so tight as if he wanted to crush the object.

Puk.

"From the beginning I told you Amanda wasn't the kind of girl you see. Now, ck. Tau dah," said a sender of a message in the form of pictures that make Bagas ride apitam.

"Truly, so this is why Amanda rarely has time for me. I was trying to make time for him. I think she's a plain girl and still a girl. But these?

Worse, my own friend. I think Yoga will be penitent and will be serious with Jihan after Aisyah leaves her. Jihan's pregnant with her child, how come?!" Bagas drove his hair riled, he took a deep breath. As if preparing for a match.

He snatched the key on the table, with his other best friend. Bagas drove his car to the apartment where the two men were ignorant and ashamed.

Brakes.

The look of cynicism and disgust seemed to skin the two pairs of bodies that were fused. Suddenly, it made both of them look over and be surprised. They were covering his body.

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