'Antaqil Fisabilillah
Part 1~ Past

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"yes." said the boy about 5 years old, calling the little girl who was now sitting together in the sunflower field.

" hmm..what's up? why ical anggil-call aya?" replied the little girl with a slight lisp as she continued to stare straight ahead looking at the expanse of flowers without turning her head to the one with her nanya.

"you cancik(beautiful) aya.." said the boy again with a smile from the one who was staring at the flower bed, turned to the right looking at the pretty face and cute girl.

" hmm.icall.ical..already dozens of ropes (times) you bicala it" said the girl snorted annoyedly with her two tiny hands that folded in front of her chest. And again, without looking at his little friend.

" haha.kamu very plain aya"

" why laugh, huh? A funny? no."

" it's funny. Emm. ical is afraid that one day someone will say you are beautiful, and you will eventually fall in love with her. Eat it, ical wants to be the first to say you're beautiful. Ical ga mau aya ama ama olang other and so belongs to another olang" said the boy by pointing small tears that forced out. Quickly he rubbed fear of being found out if he was crying.

" ical bicala what cih.aya ga ngelti love.anything ga may be there bicala it to aya, there is ical who keep aya transparent. Aya just want deket ama ical, do not want anything else" said the girl did not understand what her best friend meant to say like that. He finally looked at the boy.

Ical smiled bitterly, not knowing what to say to the girl. Actually, he did not want to accept the reality that he thought was bitter. But if this is fate, he doesn't know what to do. Being sincere and accepting is his choice at this time the best according to him.

" ical can't keep aya, sorry.."

Hearing that was ayah was shocked.

" uh..what?! why would Iical ga take care of aya? Ical hates ya hiks..sama aya sa-until you don't want to take care of aya again? Hiks..hiks..why??.why???.." The little girl cried so much that she was surprised what her best friend said. A word that he did not want to hear was now happening, he heard her this second as well.

Unwittingly, Ical also cried. If he could choose, he would rather continue with Aya than with fate. Ical wiped his tears and ventured to continue with the next bitter words.

" ical wants to go.hiks.. from Aya.."

" purgi dali aya!?. ical hiks... where do you go emang..aya afraid that..hiks..ga there is aical guard aya?? Hix.. Hix.. "

" ical wants to go somewhere. which may be ical ga beltemu aya again.hikss.. Sorry aya"

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