(Generic Children) ARE WASTED
Ratna's Secret

Jovanka and her children are playing in the yard of their new rented house, the three have been able to adapt quickly, initially Jovanka will have difficulty making her son hard at their new residence, which is the new home, but unexpectedly the three children even like their new living environment.

Children are also very happy because they now have a grandmother, although not a biological grandmother, but at least they already have it, their dreams come true, he said, because without Jovanka knowing her children hope to have a complete family, there are fathers and grandmothers, just like their classmates who sell to show off their families, they said, he told them in front of the three children and insulted them.

The three do not want to make their mama sad, so they keep their sadness in their hearts, only Devina can not, she always complained to Adrian and considered Adrian her papa, who is not, that way he doesn't feel sad.

"Mom, grandma don't have kids?" ask Devina on the sidelines to play

"Mama does not know darling, mama will just know grandma" said Jovanka smiling to see her son

"Ma, we're not moving back to the village, are we?? I like it here ma, the signal is also stable" Daffa said

"Are you happy here, son?? but Mama wants to tell you all.

Now we live independently, away from papa Adrian.

mama hope you guys don't bother or do anything that could make papa Adrian worried.

We have to make room for Adrian to organize his life and find the right woman for him, so Davina, from now on must also be independent.

If we are compact, surely we can" said Jovanka hope his three children understand what he said, or at least stop contacting Adrian to convey small things.

"I understand ma" said Daffa

"I am also ma, understand. I know you don't love papa" said Daffi suddenly made Jovanka's tongue moan, how this little boy could catch what happened to him and Adrian.

"Darling, how do you know that?? ready to say it?" ask Jovanka carefully

"I know everything, including my guess that papa hasn't died like you told us.

ma we are not children" said Daffi who said the last sentence whispered to Jovanka's ear, so that only Jovanka could hear.

Jovanka's eyes are round, she doesn't believe her son can say that, is he six years old???hard to believe

"Davina also "said Davina did not want to lose to her brother

"You are also why unfortunately mama" asked Jovanka gently, lifting Davina sitting on her lap

"That's wrong" said Davina sonorous. Jovanka kissed her adorable son's cheeks

"Smart kid" said Jovanka stroking her daughter's hair

"Yes you guys are back playing, except Daffi, mom wants to talk to you" said Jovanka

After her two children returned to play, Jovanka stared probing at Daffi

Daffi sighed while shaking slowly

"Daffi again does not lie ma, no one tells Dafi, we, Daffi mean brother Daffi same Daffi knows all, if papa is actually still alive.

if papa is dead, mama will definitely take us to his tomb, but since childhood we have never been taken to papa's tomb, if it is not invited, but there should be a papa's tomb" he said

Jovanka was unable to say anything.

it turned out that his two sons were very clever children at a very young age, they could assess the situation around him accurately.

"Ah sorry dear mama, mama does not want to lie to you about your papa" said Jovanka finally

"Calm ma, we know for sure papa dumped mama because he didn't want us, you don't need papa either. Mama take it easy, me and sister Daffa will definitely make mama happy and proud, Let the stupid papa know the feeling and regret of abandoning us" said Daffi made Jovanka surprised, he did not know how to explain to his son, it is impossible he said if he was raped DNA not know who their father, not even if he knew who they were, it would hurt their hearts and be too complicated for them to understand at their present age, but Jovanka would say it if the time came, maybe twenty more years, or thirty more years, he said, that is certain until Jovanka has the courage to open the dark takbir of her past.

"Ah. dear, the.”.

"Don't worry ma, I'll keep everything a secret, I love mama" Daffi said.

While in the corner, Daffa saw them intensely. Compared to Dafi, Daffa was stiffer and matured faster than his age.

Sometimes Jovanka was a little worried about her eldest son, but when they played three, their childish nature was still visible so Jovanka thought if it was just his mind

"Well go back to playing with my brother and sister, amma, and make lunch for you" said Jovanka

Jovanka walked into the kitchen, she immediately cooked their lunch, but she just realized that there was something missing this morning, since she had not seen Ms. Ratna who was usually diligent in sweeping the yard , ' she said , but the sun was high and the room was still tightly closed.

After finishing her cooking she headed to Ms Ratna's room, knocking on her door slowly, but with no answer from the inside, Jovanka hesitated and opened the door to Ms Ratna's unlocked room, dark because the bedroom window was still tightly closed, only sunlight entered through the cracks of the window, making Jovanka could see if the woman was lying on her bed with a blanket covering her body up to the chest

"Mom, Ms Ratna, are you okay?" ask Jovanka lirih

Jovanka opened the window of Ms Ratna's room to let fresh air in and the lighting of the room, she was surprised to see Ms Ratna was feverish, her face pale

"Mom, mother, this is Jovanka Bu" called Jovanka patting the middle-aged woman's cheek gently

"Owh Jovanka, I'm not feeling well" said Ms Ratna

Jovanka then rushed to get a warm towel, compress Bu Ratna's forehead, then he made warm tea and brought food and fever-lowering drugs for Ratna, with painstaking Jovanka fed Ratna and then took medicine , ' he said , then he put Ratna back to sleep.

Her children also obediently ate without making a scene, they looked worried because their new grandmother was sick and her mother was taking care of her.

Jovanka stood guard on the edge of the bed, kept checking and compressing Ratna's forehead, until finally the heat dropped.

Jovanka has not talked much with Ms Ratna so she does not know who she should tell to tell her condition.