(Love Hurts!) Trapped By Mr. Mobster
30 Opportunities

Rai Residence

Louise looked at the face of the older sister who kept happy the last few days in contrast to her more gloomy self.

"Is there anything good going on?" ask her while slowing down her dinner.

Louis glanced at his sister, he immediately smiled and leaned his chin with his hands after putting his spoon on the plate.

"Like her I'm also getting remarried" she said with a beaming smile.

Louise was still loading her hearing, she did not even respond quickly or give an expression as quickly as usual.

"Oh, congratulations." said he flatly and nodded lightly.

Louis frowned, tumben once the sister gave a little comment that did not even ask who the woman he would marry again.

"You got a problem?" her question cringed.

"Nothing," replied Louise again as she continued her meal.

He still behaves like he does not remember anything to make his brother no longer worry about him.

"Certainly? Why glum?" asked the man again when he saw the younger brother who seemed not excited.

"It's okay, maybe because it's my monthly day." Louise shook her head and reasoned about her mood change.

"I seem to be getting married after you, how long do you think I'll do?" louis asked his sister how long it would take him to remarry after his sister's wedding.

"It's up to you, but I want to be able to come to your wedding this time" she said with a faint smile at her brother.

The deg!

The man gasped, why can his sister remember never coming to her wedding?

Though it was one of the erased memories because it was a bad memory when it coincided with the day of the kidnapping that happened to his sister.

"Louise?" call her with a smile that comes straight down.

"Hm?" the girl looked up while looking at her brother.

"Do you remember anything?" asked the man softly while looking at the younger brother.

Louise immediately stopped her spoon, petrified for a moment and looked at the older brother.

"No, why?" her question dodged with a small shudder.

"So why did you say that? You want to come to my wedding?" her question repeated to her sister.

"Why? What's wrong? I don't really remember your marriage before it, so I want to really remember this leg" he said reasoned and indeed that's the right reason.

"Yes, that's right, too." said he exclaimed, "Then what is your relationship with Zayn? Smoothly?" tanya who again began to eat her food and did not want to think of anything heavy.

"Yes, we're fine." replied the girl uninspired.

Louis glanced back, "But why lemes so much? Must spirit! Will you marry again?" say it to the sister.

Louise just smiled thinly without answering anything the sister said.

......................

A week later

Cafeterias

The girl stared intently with a flat face at the man in front of her.

He blocked all relationships for the man but out of nowhere there was always a way for the man to contact or see him.

And after a week of playing 'tack and seek' finally the girl returned with a psychic who started well because again can receive slowly her painful memory.

"Sorry..."

A word that broke the silence between the two people who were silent.

"For?"

"All of them,"

The short conversation was silent again, no one spoke for a while.

"I don't know what to forgive yourself, what wrong?" Louise took a deep breath as she shifted and touched the glass containing the thick cappuccino.

James was silent, he made a mistake that might not even be able to speak with his lips.

"Color don't you reciprocate my feelings? But you never asked me to like you, either,"

"Or because you want to kill me or my brother because you hate our Papa? Or because you're still with your woman and me at the same time?"

"Oh, maybe it's because you touched me when I didn't want to?" ask the girl with a few questions.

"Yes, like that." said the man softly, although he did not scream or cry bitterly but his eyes seemed clearly regretful.

"Why?" The girl looked straight.

The accompanying feelings of fear, hate and confusion will be the man in front of her.

"Why are you apologizing to me? Though I.." said the girl hanging while taking her breath.

Honestly, his feelings still felt tight when he said it, he did not feel relieved at all. Either because he has not released the man in front of him or let go of the past that binds him.

James flinched, he had indeed said that frightening sentence just because he wanted to see the daughter of the man who destroyed his family was injured.

"You mean so much to me, that's a mistake." said her soft-spoken who could not give any defense.

"arti? What do I have meaning in your life?" the girl laughed bitterly.

Why did the man say it was so valuable?

He was treated worse than a shadow.

"All of you, I like you..."

"I didn't know I liked you so much..."

"I love you." said the man softly in a low tone and earnest gaze.

Louise smiled thinly with a face that was not at all happy to hear her.

"If you had said that phrase first, maybe I wouldn't hate you so much, or maybe I.." Her face was smiling but it was obvious that the girl looked disappointed.

"But you said that when I was expecting nothing from you." she said softly.

James was silent, he didn't know what to say to the girl in front of him. He couldn't even say sweet words to persuade the girl.

"And again I don't think you love me, maybe you feel lost because your son needs his mother?" connect him to that handsome guy.

He even began to doubt and not believe if the man said he loved her after everything he did.

"What do you want me to do? So you can believe? It was my fault so I won't repeat it." asked her who didn't understand what she should do.

"I don't know, but I think I've been at a stage where I hated you so much that I wanted to kill you" she said.

"You can do that if you want" the man replied without thinking.

Life after losing the girl in front of him was truly like hell, he died every day and came back alive when the voice of his little princess called out.

Louise did not reply, she just threw her gaze in the other direction not wanting to see the man in front of her.

He knew he would never be able to do that, maybe he was stupid but he knew his stupidity that he did not want it.

"James? You tau? I never regretted doing anything, but after I thought I had one regret." she said.

The man did not answer, he just stared at the girl in front of him.

"You, you're my biggest regret. I'm sorry I know you and I'm more sorry I fell in love with a guy like you" she said in a low voice but pierced into the inside of the man's heart.

"Then how do you pull that regret? I don't know how to comfort or treat other people's wounds, I.." said the man cut off.

He knows now is not the time to fight fate, but he does not know how to persuade someone.

"Don't see me again, I'm getting married and you know that, right? I also do not intend to cheat on my partner later." said his who does not want to be in a lover's relationship with someone after he married.

James was silent, he was bluffing his teeth. He did not know but somehow he wanted to beg so much that the girl did not leave him but in the end only the expressionless face that came out.

"Then give me 30 chances, either to meet or date" she said, not knowing what else to do.

"If I don't want to?" ask the girl.

"I'm probably going to really go crazy and kill everyone?" asked the man with a look that was not joking.

"Is this a threat?" Louise feels now the man wants to come back to dominate her.

"No, but you just need to give me 30 times the chance to meet before your wedding, right? After the 30th chance you can decide you're really going to leave me or you want to hang on" she told the girl.

"I don't intend to cancel my marriage!" refute Louise directly.

"If you hang on to me, I'm not gonna ask you to cancel the wedding I just want you to give me a little day and a little bit of your time for me and for Bianca." replied the man who straightened out the girl's estimate.

"Then if I choose to leave you at the 30th chance you'll really leave?" louise asked who asked about the consequences of other options.

"Yes, I'll leave you for as long as I can" said the man, who now smiled faintly, "But you must also know that as long as I live I have no intention of leaving you."

"You mean?" ask the girl.

"Come," James replied softly.

He could not leave the girl, he also felt too tired if he had to face such a problem.

Guilt also always haunts him, whether it's for his family that has died or for the woman he loves.

Death?

It was the only place he could make an escape, after all it would not be too bad because he seemed to have felt death repeatedly.

"You know? I've always been selfish then and now" she told the girl in front of her.

"Give me 30 chances to be with you, I'll do anything for you..." his continued softly by convincing the girl in front of him if the choice of giving her 30 chances is something that he will not harm.

*I know you're my life...

Excuse me...

I'm too late to know that you're all for me*...