(Not) Children Outside of Marriage
Like Looking

In the taxi, Lita pensively Soraya occasionally gazing at the flat object screen in her hand.

" can't you, can't you ignore me, can you,?" ask the woman the picture inside her cell phone.

At any rate, Lita tried to shake off the feeling that had slipped into her heart, but at that moment, the woman was broken by the reality.

because sometimes reality is not as beautiful as our shadow. For this reason, do not be too high to worship something. Because, a second later, we won't know the next reality.

Lita is still trying to call her husband back. However, the answer is still the same.it certainly makes the woman, feel very frustrated.

" what's right, what am I hearing?" ask the woman while leaning her head against the back of the chair.

Crutches, crutches,.. Crutches,...

suddenly in the middle of the process of searching for the whereabouts of her husband, suddenly the woman's stomach rang loudly.which signifies, worm worms in her stomach, have been protesting to be immediately fed.

" Astagfirullah, because his spirit is looking for you, I forgot to eat Mas" he said, staring back at the picture on his phone.

" Sir, then please help us stop there, yes" said Lita Seraya pointed to a small restaurant in Bojonegoro City.

The taxi driver, just nodding his head and immediately drove his vehicle, to head towards the small and simple restaurant in the city.

" Do you want to stop by too?" lita asked as the woman got out of the taxi, but the driver, who heard her, shook his head.

Finally, the news decided to enter the restaurant and immediately, ordered fried chicken with rice and also sambal. not to forget also, ordered his favorite lemon tea.

Lita ate the food, very voraciously.because indeed, the woman felt so hungry.and immediately, Lita turned her head towards the wall clock that was behind there.

At once, her eyes were perfectly rounded, as it turned out, The woman had been looking for her husband for most of the day." Astagfirullah I left Gracia too long" he muttered Seraya got up from a sitting position.

When Lita was about to move her legs because she had finished filling her stomach, At that very moment, it was like seeing someone she knew very well. Immediately, the beautiful woman, she was, he moved back to approach the object he saw.

" What is it that I see?" asked Lita Soraya still set foot to approach the object she seemed to be very familiar with.

The longer, the more Lita stepped her feet to approach someone who she thought was very familiar. But suddenly,...

"mom, would you still take my cab or not? If you don't want to? I want to go home!" all of a sudden, it sounded from behind someone calling out to Lita with a slight, extremely loud voice.

At once the pattern of steps Lita stopped and immediately approached the taxi driver who was standing right outside the restaurant.

" that might just be my feeling. After all, there was no way Mas Arya would do such a thing?" Lita is still trying to think positive.

Because Lita still considers, Arya is a god who was sent down to earth to complete her life.

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Along the way, Lita unceasingly thought of a person so similar to her husband. Every now and then, the woman would shake her head to ward off any suspicion of her husband.

Shortly afterwards, the Taxi that was boarded by Lita, had now arrived in front of her house and immediately, the beautiful woman got off the taxi. After that, immediately pay the fare which he thought, a little expensive.

" where's Madam from?" suddenly, the question from Mbok Robiah, made Lita surprised.Nearly, the woman screamed because she was so surprised.

" Astagfirullah! this symbok ngagetin aja anyway" he said Seraya rubbed his chest because he felt his heartbeat a little faster.

Mbok Robiah who heard that, immediately just smiled widely and immediately, followed the steps of the employer who was still holding baby Gracia.

" Mrs Wherever? How come we just got home? it's not good madam, especially Miss Gracia there are not 40 days. said people used to pamali." said Mbok Robiah trying to advise the beautiful woman aged 23 years.

Lita who heard the words from her maid, immediately turned to look at her with the expression of her own face." I know mbok, but I was forced. because I, already feel not strong. Mas Arya left us too long" he said with tears.

Mbok Robiah who heard that, immediately embraced and hugged Lita and calmed her down. Honestly, the middle-aged woman already considers us like her own child, and vice versa.

So no wonder if Lita and mbok Robiah will be as familiar as that. because among them, there are no more barriers.

" hiks hyks, When will Mas Arya be home mbok?" ask the woman in Mbok Robiah's arms.

Hearing the question from Lita, honestly Mbok Robiah's heart also felt unsettled. Because, behind the anxiety of the wife, there must be something done by the husband out there, and that is proven true for some cases.

" patient mistress, who knows the host is busy again" said Mbok Robiah Seraya rubbed the beautiful woman's back.

Hearing that, Lita immediately looked up at the middle-aged woman, and immediately, immediately released a hug." I had already looked for her to the city of Bojonegoro mbok, but the results were nil. and said employees of friends who work in the office, they said Mas Arya had not entered the office for several days" said Lita Seraya showed the head.

" Astagfirullah!" exclaimed the middle-aged woman with a very Iba Stare. While Lita herself, still crying as much as she could, she still hoped that, if what she saw and knew today, was mere fabrication.

Because in addition to her still love her husband, she also still does not want to take care and burdened with the presence of Gracia in her life.

But what was on his mind was a big mistake. Supposedly, Lita can think clearly.if what is present in her life, is a gift not a disaster. so it must be grateful not regretted.

" Oh my lady, you better take a shower now. I will make a warm drink. What do you want to eat with Madam?" ask the middle-aged woman at the end of her sentence.

"tea is warm Bi the name of the toast" he said in a very soft tone. Mbok Robiah just nodded his head.