'Time Intuition'
Chapter 21 - Love is Tragic

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...Chapter 21 - Love is Tragic...

James P.O.V.

We just arrived at the Pennelope restaurant, venezuelae. But the thing that makes me not calm is ‘does all my plans go smoothly?’

Yes, even if I fail to have an ace in reverse, you're - and I can't underestimate the Adams family. Because they're pretty cool, too, but not as smart as me and Pennelope of course.

Hah-if it wasn't for Reina, I wouldn't either. But since it's for her sake, I'm willing to do anything.

After Pennelope, talk to the receptionist to book the table where we are sitting. Then the waiter told me the way to the VVIP room. If my guess is correct, this servant will help us later. Because, he looks friendly and has known Pennelope from a long time.

That's a natural thing, because he said this is a Pennelope subscription resto. Then we sat down where it was given, “Hey, you really think ya?” ask Pennelope who started the conversation. “ya, you're right” I replied firmly. “Btw, Laptop? Whereabouts? I have brought nih~ ” he said chuckling.

I looked around, right. I forgot about it, my God because I was too focused on my mind from earlier. Try for a second did I lock my car? I'm really not calm “gw take bentar” first said I in a hurry and immediately unplug to go to the parking lot.

P.o.v Pennelope.

When I arrived, I checked my things. I am truly excited, having seen my things including laptops and books. Straight out of the car, even earlier than James.

Uh, James?

He seems clear that he has a lot of thoughts, haduh~ Rei, you really have a guy gini very si. But they fit in... Ha~ when do I get a guy. Singles ngenes a.k.a Pennelope nyari cowboy, wanted Pennelope boyfriend vacancies. But-not maybe I'm like that in public, crazy you nel.

But I don't want to be like James - the crazy kid he's. Ekhm, I mean that his face is... If it's Reina, she likes James. Is that type - typical cold guy, hm...

Focus on nel! think of the situation now. Unknowingly, me and James had already reached the Receptionist table. "hello, anyone can- eh?! MISS PENNELOPE?!" said Anna one of the employees of the restaurant 'Venezuellae'.

"hehe~ hello-hello Anna~!" cheerful say. "It turns out the lady still remembers my name, kyaaa~!" he said excitedly. "iya dong~ btw I pesen a special VVIP room 2 people" I said while glancing at James for a moment.

"Wah-wah~ is your girlfriend miss?" Tempted Anna. "nga heh!" I said while blushing.

"He? yaudah-yeah I delivered to ya~ room" said Anna. After we were escorted I thanked Annna for taking us. But-Why James can think while walking so yes-dah is, ordinary people pinter~.

After we occupied our place, the room was quiet. Hah.. rather than diem-dieman, let's find topic~

"hey, are you really thinking?" askaku. "yes-you're right" he answered briefly. It seems like, where is the laptop? yeah, I think he forgot... "Btw laptop? whereabouts? I brought nih~" I said with a small laugh. He looks dazed, he starts to look around. but finds nothing. "gw take a moment" he said in a hurry. "ya~ hence! don't get too tense wkwkwk" I cried with a laugh.

James stepped away to go to the parking lot.

James P.O.V.

*Flashback*

You must know, right, how is an orphan? Well-maybe some of you know, ah no-I'm sure no one's ever experienced this. There are, but the chances are very small.

James is a name given to me by someone precious to me. I was certainly born with a fate that is not too good, even when I was born I do not know who gave birth to me. I never really saw his face or felt his touch.

Exactly, supposedly when I was born my father and mother were killed horribly. Or they died in an accident, or I could have been kidnapped from my father and mother. It's like drama... It can't be like that, the house mom found me next door. Really unlucky, that's how people are.

His story also made me feel low, for he said like this "you are lying beside this house, pale white from the snow, petite and crying like you are looking for your parents. at that instant I cried to see you and ran to you and immediately carried you inside"

Yes, I was well cared for by her. she was kind, humble and she was a great mother. She is the mother I miss and desire. But my happiness just disappeared after an incident that took his life.

At nightfall, my home is an orphanage engulfed by the red whiz. This scared me to escape, as I wanted to pass the stairs right at the last step. Suddenly a block of wood with a speed I could not match fell towards me. "AWAS JAMES!"

Almost-right hamp- eh? "Mother PAN-TI?" I said while shaking. "MOM! I'LL PICK UP THE WOOD!" I cried loudly while sobbing. "That's James, go! live well! DON'T DIE HERE!" he said with a slightly raised tone. "I WON'T LET IT GO, BUUU! HANG IN!" I cried once again with a stubborn attitude. "You're-you're running!" The mother of the home once again. "NO-NO! BECAUSE YOU'RE MY MOTHER!" I cried out loud. "ah-James you are at this moment making me stupefied" his words were cut off by me. "YOU CAN'T DIE! I'M THE DEAD ONE" I lifted a very heavy block of wood, yes I was a child at that time. At that time I was 3 years old, because it was natural that I could not lift it. My hands started to bleed.

"JAMES, FREE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO..! YOU BETTER GET HELP! I can't seem to hold back anymore" the mother said in tears. "James, be a good boy, do everything you can. I'll see you one day" I cried seeing him still helping him to get out of the rubble of the wooden block.

No-Mom, I still want to say something.I really don't want to go first, I still want to spend time with you. But fate said something else, I went out to seek help after that because I was sucking too much sulfur dioxide smoke.

Just for your information

Sulfur dioxide or (SO2) is commonly found in combustion fumes. It is a highly reactive gas, colorless and smelling like a match.If inhaling Sulfur Dioxide various health problems can arise, such as narrowing and tightening of the airways in the lungs, the, shortness of breath and coughing. In addition, sulfur dioxide can cause irritation to the respiratory system and eyes. The risk will be more severe in people with asthma and chronic obstructive pulmonary disease.

I opened my eyes and found myself with oxygen gas, more precisely infused. I woke up and immediately shouted "MOTHER's HOME!" I didn't find a mother's parlor at all. That's why I want to unplug these cables one by one - and yet, how to unplug them? Then a nurse brought a doctor to check on me.

Then the adults started talking about me. Like 'This kid' 'cold yes he' 'for sulfur dioxide doesn't affect him'

After a week of treatment, the hospital fees were free and paid for by government money. After a week I and the other children were placed in the same orphanage again. But when I want to approach them to play.

"The monster! homicide mother of the parlor!" rachel shouted to me. Rachel was one of my friends at the orphanage. After that day, I was constantly called my 'monster'

Am I really a monster? what was I actually born for?

"was it him ya~ the monster?" said one of the children. "yes tuh, very funny" answered one of them.

BRACKET! THE PLAQUE! (the sound of a hard blow always hit me)

Several times I was bullied, bullied and ridiculed. That's why I often run away from Orphanage, but because I was a child, they always found me, it's natural.

About 1-2 years later, I was adopted by 2 people namely Frederick and Tiara from the Blackwood family. At first I didn't want to be with them because of the trauma in the past, I haven't been able to move on from the death of my mother's home - that's one of my reasons.

Yes, I am a desperate child. I always run away from both of them, I'm afraid to burden them. Because I'm a stupid little boy, I've always been caught by the guards.

Finally, I was devastated by the attitude of the two of them.

But even that, it did not last long. Yes, Love is very Tragic for me.

“a flower knows, when its butterfly will return, and if the moon walks out, the sky will understand;

but now it curts, to watch you leave so soon, when I don't know, if you will ever come back.”

― Sanober Khan's

When I was 6 years old, Tiara began to conceive and bear children after 9 months later. I saw a cute little monster born into the world.Yes, his name is Phillip. Phillip Blackwood, you could say we're not brothers and sisters. But we can get along without seeing the blood relation. However, when he was 5 years old. He started to keep his distance from me, until we finally lost contact.

In order not to burden them, I began to study hard. But Phillip, he-doesn't like me. Because I-i

"You and I have no blood relation! why do you have to be the best?! am I not their child? you're the son of a monkey you know!" it was the thrill that made my heart break.

Because of this, I limited my speech. I started studying, venting everything into books.

'If only I could change destiny'

Destiny can be changed, if we survive, then I start to survive, not receiving love from anyone else is the best.

*back to 3020

Reina P.O.V's.

Tuesday, 2 March 3020 (12.00 A.M.)

Lying in the hospital is really boring. ha-I wish I could go home soon. What is schizophrenia, but am I hallucinating ? Why does it all feel so real? it really made me think no more.

But on this quiet day there must be riots. "REINA BEBEBKU IS COMMANDED" cried Pennelope loudly. "HEH GW SURPRISED, GW COULD HAVE A HEART ATTACK BECAUSE OF LU NGAGETIN GW!" I screamed with shocked eyes.

"Hehe~ peace!" he said while in peace style (2 fingers including the index finger and middle finger are shown to form a V). "don't take dong~ nih gw bring cake!" I heard the word cake was immediately destroyed, because the cake was really my favorite. "weh jaudah I'm sorry you!" my spoken.

"btw you why did you get into the hospital beb?" ask her with her sparkling eyes. He used his sparkling eyes just to persuade me to tell him what was going on. "She's Schizophrenic" replied my mother who had just entered my room.

"ih! don't tell me dong!" I cried to my newly-entered mama. "schizophrenia- uh yeah that ! brain disease??" said Pennelope, who couldn't believe what was in her brain.

Ordinary ambush boy, no wonder why he knows my illness."Schizophrenia is a mental disorder that occurs in the long run. This disorder causes the sufferer to experience hallucinations, delusions or delusions, chaos thinking, and changes in behavior. These symptoms are symptoms of psychosis, a condition in which the sufferer has difficulty distinguishing reality from his own mind.

Schizophrenia is often confused with psychosis, but the two are different. Psychosis is only one symptom of some mental disorders, among them schizophrenia. According to WHO, more than 21 million people worldwide suffer from schizophrenia. People with schizophrenia are also at a 2-3 times higher risk of dying at a young age" Pennelope explained at length.

A moment of mental disorder? since when? am I just hallucinating?

And what else causes death, "anu-Pennelope can schizophrenia be cured?" ask me with doubt. He looked at me with pity, seeing that I couldn't hold back my tears.

She hugged me tightly, "can, therefore do not be depressed.I am with you" Pennelope said in a comforting tone. I returned his embrace, "Pennelope thank you for accepting my son for who he is" said my mother with a friendly smile. Pennelope took off her arms, "Sama-sama Auntie! Reina is my best friend!" yells at me. Pennelope smiled gently at me, then "if she doesn't accept me well, I won't be like this to her either" Pennelope said in a slightly downbeat tone.

My mother smiled at me and Pennelope who got along like siblings. "Perhaps if, I'm a man I've been lemmarny for a long time!" said Pennelope while chuckling. "What si-jiji woi is!" I said while laughing.

Ugh-my head hurts again. "mah, Pennelope I rest first yes my head is dizzy again" I said slowly. My mother and Pennelope immediately closed her mouth and nodded in agreement, "Pennelope, I'm grateful that you've touched me" I said with a smile.

"weh, these aren't your last words, are they?" said panic. Then my mother also seemed to agree with his words. "NGA WEY LAH" Seruku while laughing. "gw want to sleep ajar aja, ntar klo critically again call weh doctor" said me again. "iya ntar mamah can directly call the doctor" say my mom with her serious face.

I nodded, then slept.

**pennelope P.O.V. **

After a few minutes, I approached Reina and saw her condition "wah turned out to be right, she really fell asleep" I said while looking at her sleeping position. "Yes, he is a child who easily sleeps" replied Reina's mother.

"Yes yes, oh yes this aunt Pennelope want to give a hand. earlier I did not have time to love her aunt because she was busy chatting ama Reina.. hehe" I said while thrusting a basket of fruits. "eh~ even though it is hard to bother ah, so ngerepotin~" replied Reina's mother she looks afraid to bother me. "ahahah nga papah kok aunt~ Reina is also good ama me, "ahahahah nga papah kok aunty Reina is also good, so this is how much~" said I directly give my fruit basket. "Alright, thank you yaa~" replied Ms. Reina kindly.

"eh yes ma'am, equally~ but it's a cake that I brought only for Reina aunty... I'm sorry.." said me humbled and felt bad. "yes gppp Pennelope, I'm sorry, so early aunty was grateful~" replied Ibu Reina with Friendly.

"Pennelope, by the way, can you tell me about Reina?" pennelope's mother asked with a friendly smile.

-T. B.C (To Be Contunied) To the next chapter

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