
In one year, Fatih and Fatih met for about 360 days. That means that in a year they don't meet for only 5 days.
Then, mending just get married anyway? So that the housemate and Fatih did not bother to pick up.
***
From serious chats to random chats they've been talking about since. It does not feel the time has shown at 9 am and the sun has shone hot.
The sea is beautiful in the morning and evening. During the day, the skin can burn.
Both of them cleaned and cleaned the garbage so that the gazebo they occupied had returned to its original state.
Both are sure, if grandma has been waiting for him because they have promised not to be too long on the beach.
But unfortunately, tomorrow Fatih and Fatin must return to the city. There is a lot of work that both have to do.
“Grandmother!” call Fatin from the outside.
Heard his name called. The grandmother who was making the dish rushed forward to approach the granddaughter.
Grandma was already seven-headed, but her body was still perfectly upright just her skin was wrinkled.
During her life, grandmother always took care of the food that entered her stomach so that not many diseases that perched on her body when she was older.
And, sure enough. Although grandmothers rarely get sick. Alhamdulillahot.
“What's up, Ndok?” ask grandma, then sit next to Fatin.
Enthusiastically, Fatin grabbed the crackle he had brought earlier. Fatin bought by.
“See, grandma. Fatin buy scarf with beautiful motif,”
Grandma smiled. Then, Fatin put the maroon-colored scarf on Grandma's neck. Though this is not the rainy season but Fatin would love to buy his grandmother a scarf.
Although, using Fatih money first xixixi.
“Wah, great, Ndok,” Grandma felt the scarf that rolled her neck and smiled, then hugged Fatin.
“Thank you yes..” said grandma, then kissed both cheeks Fatin.
As for Fatih, just fell silent and smiled looking at the two.
***
With a heavy heart, Fatih and Fatin must say goodbye to grandma. Fatin had to cry because he did not want to go far with the solace.
The girl promised, if she succeeds. Fatin will take Grandma to the city and live with her.
“Nek, sorry. Fatin can't be long. Thank you, Grandma, you have always loved, Fatin,”, I don't know how many times the two hugged each other.
After the ritual of the farewell is completed. Fatin and Fatih set off with some by the typical village.
Along the way, Fatin cried without a sound. The tears he had been holding since then finally broke without consent.
Given the increasing age of the grandmother, Fatin was worried that he could not repay all the goodness of the grandmother.
And, moreover, he had no one to rely on in this world. No one is as sincere about her as Grandma.
O God, Fatin please do not take grandmother first before Fatin can make her happy and before Fatin has a friend. Fatin accepts all your terms. But, for this one Fatin wants to be selfish and pushy. Fatin please, god. He murmured in his heart.
***
Brak!
The sound of the door opening loud. Fatin who had just fallen asleep instantly blinked in shock. His aunt came in with anger?
“Aibi, why?” tanya Fatin with a tight heartbeat.
“You said, you have no money. But in fact you canterin monthly money to your grandmother directly without transfer! That means you still have more money, Fatin!” bibi snapped while cupping Fatin's chin tightly.
“Ti-no, Bi. Fatin doesn't have any more money. It was already a fatin set aside for Grandma,” explained Fatin with a hand that was trying to release his aunt's arm from her chin.
“Don't lie to you!”
“Fatin no lie, Bi. Fatin now has none. Yesterday Fatin asked Fatih for help to deliver to Grandma's house,” explained Fatin honestly.
However, Neni still does not believe.he is sure that Fatin must still save money. Fatin is not a fool who tells all his earnings to the person who always asks for money.
Neni releases his hand, then breaks into Fatin's room in search of something he believes is Fatin's hiding place.
Quickly, Fatin got out of his bed and approached Neni. Uday, Bi, I'm. Fatin has no money anymore. Fatin promise, Fatin will get the job soon,” please Fatin with tear patter.
Neni turned around, cupping Fatin's chin tightly back and perfectly rounded eyes.
“You are honest or I kicked you out of this house!”
Instantly the fear spread throughout his body. Fatin's mind was empty, his head was throbbing, his hands were shaking violently, his tears were constantly falling on both of his cheeks.
Without thinking, Fatin immediately took the savings book that he kept tightly in a bag that had been unused for a long time.
Then, Fatin gave it to Neni.
That was, the last money he had right now. Now, Fatin doesn't have any more money. Really don't have.
Neni grinned, taking the passbook out of Fatin's tiny hands.
“Well, if you give it from earlier, I don't need to get angry like this. Next time, if you have money do not need to be hidden. If it is hidden as it is now, you will know the consequences!” He said as he left Fatin's room.
Fatin quickly shuffled and sat in the corner of the room. Hiding his face between his knees with both hands as support.
The girl cried with sobbing sobs. His chest hurt, his breath stuck in his throat. Be ill. Really sick.
“Umi... Abi..” Og Fatin.
Abi's son is strong. Abi's son is great. You are Abi's most precious son, son.
Suddenly, the voice of abi heard a few years ago was heard in his ears.
His heart is getting sick. Her crying is breaking.
“Ma-means Abi. Abi prepared Fa-Fatin to live this hard life? I-yes?” His sobs cannot be contained.
“Devil crap, Umi too. Why stay in Fatin alone like this,” the mess.
His voice could no longer come out. The pain was very painful for him.
This room is a silent witness to Fatin's very sad life story. A silent witness how the girl cried every night.
I have thought a few times about giving up. A few times the crazy thought came.
However, the one word he always held was.
*Ending life will solve everything? If yes. It is impossible for this act to be banned. And, instead, it will be a new problem that has no end. *
It was that phrase that always made a distinction, Fatin quickly remembered the almighty. And reassure yourself that behind the difficulties there is ease.
The Fatin Prayer is only one: please strengthen his heart and put it down. To make the dream come true.