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Episode 63's. The Dilemma of Two Hearts

The dinner ended without any meaningful conversation. Mirza preferred silence. Vanya who was silent in her gloom. And Elvano who as usual so much chattering though not too get a response.

Then the four got back into the silver sports car and left the cafe. No conversation happened in the slightest. All are in each other's minds.

"Why does it feel so cold...?" inner Arumi.

Arumi's eyes looked at the man sitting next to her. Men who since in the cafe so minimal talk. The man who had been sitting down earlier displayed a cold fashion. No expression at all. Even the existence of Arumi was as if nothing.

"What happened to Mirza...? Did something happen...?" inner Arumi.

"Well, should I take it inside?" tanya Elvano broke Arumi's long wish.

Arumi's eyes were staring out the car window. He only realized that the luxury car they were riding in had parked in front of his best friend's house.

"No need.." answered Vanya flatly.

"Ah, but it doesn't feel good to let you in without a handsome male escort like me"

"Ah, mode.." joked Arumi.

"Hehehe...Arumi can ae" said Elvano with a small laugh.

His feet immediately followed Vanya's steps as soon as they touched the ground. While the sound of his little laughter still continued to be heard up to the doorway.

"Eh, son El.." said Karin, Vanya's mother.

"Night, Aunt. Sorry to be late for coming home..."

"Ah, it's okay. It's only nine o'clock. Hehe... How was the show successful?"

"Success, Aunt. Must be prayers, Aunt..."

"Ah, Son El could...Let's go in first"

"Thank you, Auntie. Next time only. It's night"

"Ah, not yet night..."

"Yes, thank you. Next time, Aunt. Elvano promise..."

"Ow, yes, yes. Aunty cried her promise...

"Yes, Aunt. Sure. Then Elvano says goodbye, Aunt. Vanya..."

Aware of his name being called Elvano, Vanya nodded while unraveling her trademark smile.

"Thank you, Brother..."

"Either. Assalamu'alaikum..."

"Wa'alaikumussalam.." answered Karin and Vanya almost simultaneously.

The two accompanied Elvano's steps that were getting faster into the silver sports car that had been parked since.

Shortly after, the car drove back to leave the courtyard of Vanya's house which was still stunned. His eyes were still staring at the silver sports car until it was lost at the end of the road.

"Mama's so glad Elvano would take you like that. And mama noticed it looks like Elvano likes you..."

"Ah, it's just my mom's feeling" Vanya said as she passed.

His steps were so quick to leave Karin, his mother. Soon he entered his bedroom and closed the door. Vanya sighed to reconcile the excitement of her heart. Not just once but repeatedly.

Lean Vanya on the tightly closed door leaf. Eyes closed. His mind floated on a memory of what Elvano said at the cafe. The words Elvano spoke shortly after Elvano managed to take Vanya away from Arumi and Mirza.

The Flashback On

"His.there is something I want to say"

"Egh..."

Vanya immediately raised her head and looked at Elvano's serious face.

"Don't look at me like that. I'm so clumsy." said Elvano in her hilarious style.

"Hehe...What's up, brother?"

"Em, maybe this way I think is less elegant. Or not romantic. But I really don't care about that. I just want what I feel is being told you"

"What the hell, brother? Vanya doesn't understand..."

"Hehehe.." Vanya's small laughter graced the air around that time.

"I mean it, Vanya. Don't chuckle. Karen, this isn't something to be laughed at"

"Yes, Brother. Since then, my sister has been just being so complicated"

Deg.

Vanya said managed to hit the heart of Elvano who was really agitated. Elvano gamang about the exact wording to describe her feelings for Vanya.

"Sister...!" vanya said half-cry.

"Yes, Vanya. I'm not sleeping"

"Cirain eats the dumb pill..."

"Wis..enak only"

"What do you want to say?" vanya's insistence was driven by curiosity.

Elvano sighed. This time his eyes stared fixedly at Vanya feeling. Inevitably another rumble in his chest almost drove him crazy.

"I love you... Will you be my wife?"

"Egh.." Yeah...."

He looked at Elvano. There was a sense of shock that instantly permeated his soul. Vanya had no idea what Elvano's statement was. The first sentence was enough to surprise him. And this is coupled with the second word Elvano which increasingly makes Vanya gasp until both eyes are perfectly rounded.

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The atmosphere became silent for a moment. No words heard. Just the breath of both of them sounded chasing at that time.

Elvano himself looks a little sorry for the origin of his disclosure that seemed so sudden and unplanned. Even so, he was grateful for having managed to express the feelings that had seemed to crush his soul. The feeling of love that is increasingly explosive when he is with Vanya.

"What's your answer..."

"I...I'm..."

And again Elvano sighed when he found Vanya's stuttering. Elvano is increasingly sorry for it.

"Em, no need to answer now. The sun will rise tomorrow..."

Vanya silence. No meaningful response came out of his lips. Because now Vanya is busy tracing the recesses of his heart to find the most appropriate answer.

Vanya nodded slowly. He confirmed that the answer he would not give at that time.

"I'm sorry, His. Maybe it's too sudden for you. But it's really not sudden for me. This feeling has succeeded in persuading my tongue to process the word and express it to you"

Vanya smiled faintly. His gaze mensrobos window frame that offers a view that is quite pampering to the eye.

From Flashback Off

Vanya threw his body on a soft mattress that always called out his tired body.

"I have to how...?" said Vanya.

His hands repeatedly rubbed his tired face. Since then his mind has increasingly traveled through each niche of his heart that is rippling.

"Did I love Elvano? But the feeling I felt during our closeness, I'm sure it wasn't love. Because the shakes and gurgles on my soul don't hint at anything. And that's a very ordinary feeling. The other time I saw and was near Ryu. Ah, what should I do...?"

Vanya's inner war has already begun. A shock to his current feelings. Really an old one that will definitely make Vanya not soundly sleep and not good to eat.

"Ryu..is your feeling towards me the same as I feel? Ah, what if it doesn't? What am I supposed to do? Brother Elvano..I have to what?"

The inner war continues unnoticed if the night has crawled further and further. Vanya still continues to trace every taste he encounters in each niche of his heart.

"Sister El.just a little vibration in this heart. And Brother Ryu...Yes, God why do I become more restless when I remember it. Is Brother Ryu the figure I really love...?"

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Meanwhile, in the middle of the night, a man was standing on the balcony of his private room. His eyes looked at the sky still accompanied by the star and the half moon in the corner. The man repeatedly breathed. And his lips repeatedly called out a name with great emotion.

"Vanya.." so he said.