
I left BK's room shaken. I saw Jungkook sitting in the field. He must be so tired because the day was so hot. I ran with anxiety running through my heart. I approached her face that could still smile.
“What's up?”
That's how it says. I've been so worried. That should be my question. Where does he always have the power to smile? I rarely smile because life is so hard. I want to learn from him how to smile and deal with problems. Not only that, I also adored and admired her sweet smile.
“I just got back from BK room. I reported everything Namjoon did at the cafe. I don't want you to take it all. Me ..”
“Stupid! Why are you so stupid?!”
I'm appalled. His face was angry and disappointed. He sighed and threw his gaze away from my gaze. I don't know where I made the mistake of my actions.
“You know who Namjoon is? You could have been kicked out of this school. If it's just being punished like this and not taking the exam, it doesn't matter to me, Lisa. Why are you so reckless?!”
I flinched, as if my breathing had paused for a moment. My chest is so crowded, so full of tears, I don't know what. I would rather run away leaving him. He's not looking at me anymore either. Crying, maybe too bad. I cried because of her, maybe someone who is currently precious to me - after my father - scolded me instead. He must be disappointed with my actions. I don't know whether or not I'll lose him after this.
*
I feel tired running through my shoulders and back. After finishing cleaning today, I want to go home. My house is not far from school, it should be like that. As I walked between the classes, my steps stopped. Jungkook is working on the exam he left behind.
Her serious face was stained with bruises due to my stupidity. For almost 10 minutes, I stood glued to her from the window. When he finished and the supervisor left, he was still sitting behind his desk. He opened the Mathematics book and corrected the questioner. Either he knows I've been watching him or not. However, I remained glued and still adored him in my head. I haven't even had a chance to apologize and thank you for what happened today.
"When do you want to stand there?" I was surprised to hear his words.
He noticed my presence without looking at me. I don't know what to do, stand up or leave it.
"Ah, sorry. I ... will go," I said.
"Go? Did I tell you to leave?"
I was a little upset, how could he speak without staring at his interlocutor.
"Who are you talking to? To me? I don't think .. You're looking at me right now."
He looked, his face still serious. "Now I've seen you, then what?"
He was so upset to hear her say, "Yes already, I'm leaving now!"
"Wait!" He got up from his seat, probably realizing that I was so upset about his behavior. "Is the cafeteria still open? Can you help me buy some ice crystals over there? Eum, also please get me the P3K box in the UKS room. Tell me I told you to. I told the officer to go there and finish the exam. Can you?"
DEG! I'm sober. I should have offered to treat him earlier. It all happened because of me. How could I want to leave him without worrying about his circumstances?
"I think my face hurts a lot. I can't go home in this condition. You ..."
He's not done talking, I've left him. I ran to the cafeteria to pick up the ice pack, then to the UKS took the P3K box. When I walked into the classroom and sat down in front of him, he laughed.
"Why?" many wonder.
It was so confusing to be stabbed with such a question. For a moment, I just fell silent. He took out his handkerchief and wiped my sweat. Smiling sweet. And again, I was lulled into the curvature of those thin lips.
Not wanting him to realize my confusion, I immediately took a compress and tried to remove the bruise on his face. I didn't want to look him in the eye, nor was I bewitched by the clear brown crystal that always touched my feelings. Too deep and far away this feeling will certainly make it difficult for me. I wish I was just admiring, not love or more. He remained silent as long as I treated his wounds.
"I owe you this morning, don't I?" suddenly said.
I looked at him. However, when my heart was beating so violently uncontrollably, I immediately turned my eyes away. "What debt? Didn't you give me chocolate as a bribe?"
He laughed off. It's exquisite. Whatever expression he painted, whatever facial features he drew from his handsome face, always looked perfect in my eyes. Lord, I truly adore Your creation that is currently before me. That's how I built it.
"That's not a bribe. Because I owe you something, so I have to pay. How's it?" He smiled at her again.
I scrunched my eyebrows clueless, maybe he wanted to prank me.
"Can you accompany me to study here? Until 5 o'clock. He said that at 3 o'clock, in this room there is a ghost who always bothers."
The deg! What'd he say? Scared me? "Don't joke! You scaring me? Is the gossip true? Gossip about ghosts in this class?"
With a serious face she looked at me, "Hm! Sure oes. If we're both here, he won't interfere" he said.
Whether he was serious or just pranking me, I didn't care, because it was so comfortable to be around him.
"Why not just go home? What's gotta be here?"
"I can't study at home. Already, you've been quiet enough as long as I've studied."
I followed his will, saw him learn. Letting him dissolve himself in his seriousness to pursue that exact world. After walking for 10 minutes, I dared to speak.
"I don't know your name yet!"
It was ridiculous that the question I asked broke such silence. He smiled stopping his activities, "Jeon Jungkook."
I nodded in understanding, trying to find another topic of conversation, "Then, your relationship with Namjoon, what?"
Jungkook sighed, feeling heavy once he conveyed it. "Did you not know Namjoon's motorcycle genk all this time? I'm one of his members. Last week, I've been kicked out of the genk just because I chose to concentrate on the lesson."
"I rarely see you in this school. I'm sorry, I didn't say you weren't famous."
He laughed again, "Don't say? That's what you're talking about, what?"
I'm looking down embarrassed. He's working on some more mathematical calculations that he's going to do tomorrow.
"Jungkook, the member of Namjoon's genk who is different from the others. Jungkook who rarely comes in and is always late. Jungkook, Namjoon's shadow they've been saying all along. You really don't know?" He continued, telling me another side of him I didn't know.