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chapter 41: I should be able to.

Dhira disappeared after the incident.The aura turned red.. Venus pursues her, fearing that she might injure others, as she did Leo.. "You.. Why did you hurt the man who was going to help you?!" ask Venus..

Dhira stared at her, Her eyes still burning and blushing.. "Relax your emotions. It's over. It's a long time ago.you have to forget your grudges..!! you can't go on like this if you want to live and get back into your body." Venus said... Nadhira cried..

"How can I let go of my grudge while I'm broken..!! I have nothing more to be proud of. I should have let Mai also experience what I experienced.. while the person I'm protecting doesn't care about me ..!!" shout Dhira..

"Has right, if my body doesn't want to wake up again.It's worth it, if he wants to die.. what am I holding on to..!! why am I allowed to swing like this.why not let me die alone." he said..

"now what should I do. Free I survive. for what..!!" say it while crying..

God..why is my life so hard..!!" his own word..

Nadhira was crying..

Venus approaches her, she touches Dhira's hand.. "Calm down. You have to calm down. You can't be like this. It's been past. I know, you're hurt.. God will not give his servant a try, if he is not strong to undergo it,.. God is fair to you. He brings you to your family.With Angel, who turns out to be your older brother, you meet Leo Sandy Ryan and Rizal.. you can't blame your destiny. Your life is long, you're special.. God won't create a state that He didn't set before him. I'm sure you can do it for a while, will be controlled by Angel until you are able to forget the incident.. Angel will help you live your normal life.You will stay by her side, you will live and live her.. don't ever die again.I give you 100 days to forget and let go of your grudges.If you can, Angel will come back and maybe she will disappear, after you recover and recover from your trauma Nadhira!" said Venus..

Dhira looked calm.. "Sister Angel is going to disappear? I'm not gonna see her anymore? why did he have to disappear?!" ask her.. Venus stared..

"Because he's dead.His body has been buried.he has to give up his life, and also his lover.. Angel will disappear if the burden is gone as well.his feelings must be able to accept his life path and also his lover..

"Do you understand now...? there are people who are not as lucky as you. Your life is still long, you can still live and return to your world.. even though he really wants to go back to living his life, you and he are already connected and become one, and united by God the Creator, even under different circumstances.." said Venus..

"So Dhira.you must return because the living must come back to life.and the dead must leave.You are waiting for your family.. and you will find the true meaning of life" Venus said..

Dhira was silent.. "Go back.. They're all waiting for your arrival. You have to go back on your body.. or let Angel rule over it? it's all in your hands, you just have to choose it." said Venus.. Dhira was silent.

while at Leo's house..

"So.. Dhira goes..!!" ryan asked. "then her body is how she is. !!" ask again..

"Sandy has handled it, his circumstances are back to normal..!!" answer Rizal..

Ryan stared at the nanar. "what's up,! what did Rizal see about Dhira..?" her question. "i think because of Dhira Trauma.. by the incident that befell him. he deliberately locked himself.. because his body is not dead..!! Dhira does want death, but God still gives her a chance.With her wandering like this, she can find the meaning of life for her, her family and her loved ones.." replied Rizal..

Ryan seemed to be thinking. "so what are we going to do after this..!!" ask her. "we're going to make her alive and remove her trauma, and we do need Fany to be able to help her, in the remaining time..!!" answer Rizal..

"you mean Rizal.. You want Angel to possess Dhira's body and live as she does?" he asked in surprise. "wouldn't it be risky, for a dead spirit, to rule a body without a spirit..?" ask him not to believe..

"huuft.we try first, at least we've helped her, Dhira and the Fany brothers.. Dhira also does not mind if his body is in rasuki. We have to change his mind, so that he wants to come back to life .." explained Rizal, maybe God brought the four of us back together to help Nadhira..!!" her word..

"alright. I will try to help Dhira.. and make her come back to life. I do not want to see and feel the loss for the second time.it is very painful..!!" said Ryan..

"alright, we start tomorrow." said Rizal.. Ryan peeked..

Next day..

"are you ready, Fan..,?" ask Rizal..

Angel nodded. "please get into Dhira's body.and start living and healing her trauma and fear..!!" rizal..

Angel slowly approached Dhira's body, with ease she was able to get inside her body, and began to open her eyes. "I succeeded. But this time there was a strange feeling that bothered my mind..!!" her word..

"go ahead, don't come out. I'm sure now.his body is starting to realize, you're not his real self.!. There will be a bad feeling..!" rizal..

"if you can't, don't you do Ngel..?!" ryan said, "no Ryan. I have to make Dhira have the spirit of life. I can do it..!!" answer Angel..

"In a moment, Tasya and your father came. Be worthy of NADHIRA...!! from now on you live inside the body of Dhira..!!" rizal..

Angel nodded.. "I can.. I can definitely do it..!!" inner her..

seriated