A Pair of Space Wings
Breaking Mama's Heart

After reading the letter from Delia, Angkasa approached the mother to the room. Angkasa knocked on the door first, after getting permission, only then did he enter.

Delia had just finished calling Voni, and the two made a pact to meet Andini.

Space lowered itself before the mother, then took her mother's hand.

"Cecilia was Mama's friend when we were both flight attendants, Ang. We lived together. We parted ways after Mama married dad, and she decided to leave, and move to another airline." Delia told me about Cecilia. "After that, we broke off communication, because of each other's busyness." Further.

Angkasa nodded, silent, not commenting, he faithfully heard his mother's story.

"Mama didn't expect that if she was going to leave so soon, and endure her pain alone, she must have been in so much pain, and needed support, but Mama wasn't there for her." Delia sobbed, lowering her head.

"Who raised Andini all this time, if his mother's father is no more? He must have fought so hard for his life." Delia's story is still with a joke.

Space strengthens his mother, by grasping tightly the hand of the mother. Then she stood up, hugging her mother's head, Delia returned Angkasa's affectionate embrace. Long Delia spilled that sadness on her son. And Angkasa faithfully and patiently listened to all his mother's stories.

Until his mother felt satisfied with all the stories and calm down, Angkasa released his embrace, again lowered his body in front of the mother. His hands were raised, wiping away the water that had soaked the brown netra that had been handed down to him. He stared at those deep eyes, he smiled, a smile that could make the day a mother who was in doubt, become calm. He took Delia's hand which was on his lap, grasping it.

"Mama's relationship with Mama's best friend seems so close, huh? Mama must be very good, so she entrusts Mama to take care of her child, and asks Mama's child to be her life partner. Is that the core of your friend's will?" say soft Space. Delia nodded.

"I don't think you understand that much, Ma. But what Angkasa has read, the fate of birth, death, soul mate, fortune, good and bad luck of someone, all have also been written in lauhulmahfudz, since we are still in the womb."

Angkasa said more to exchange opinions with his mother, calm, not building. He wanted what he said to enter the heart of his mother.

"As well as Andini, he has been as successful and as big as this, because the good destiny he has lived, which happened to his best friend, has become the destiny he must live. Everyone has their own destiny. Mama don't think too much about the will, Ma. Space has already revealed the feeling of Space to Arum, it can't be pulled anymore."

"Angkasa has told Mama, if what has been released from the lips of Space, all must be responsible Space. Let Space live the destiny that Space chooses, let Space choose Arum. Ridhoi the choice of Angkasa, a good prayer for Angkasa, Ma. If indeed the fate of Space with Andini, as strong as Angkasa refused, we will definitely be met and united in a beautiful way." Space assured Delia.

Delia was moved, proud of Angkasa growing up to be a responsible man, and thinking more mature than him. She stroked her son's handsome face which was a copy of her husband's photo.

"But isn't that a waste of your time, baby? If indeed you must unite now, why not from now on you choose, Andini?" lirih Delia was still firm with her founder.

"Meaning, the fate of Space is Arum, Ma. Will Mama be angry at the fate that Space has to pass?"

As much as possible restraint, talk to his aged mother, must be careful, parents feel so sensitive, take his heart should be in a gentle way.

"Then how do you fulfill the will of a person who does not exist? Shouldn't the will of the dead be fulfilled?"

"Just apologize to her, she will understand, if indeed the fate of her child is not with the child, Mama."

"Aren't you going to fulfill that will? Help Mama not feel guilty."

Angkasa breathed, quite patiently, however, Delia was his mother, a woman he also had to take care of his heart and feelings.

"No way, but Angkasa can't, there's Arum here, Ma. Sitting with Mom." Space pointed Delia's hand to her chest. Delia pursed her lips looking at that, but her heart still heavily accepted Arum.

If this was the case, he would have to fight the path of the heavens.

* * *

The two people sitting opposite each other were silent, they were in the vip restaurant that Angkasa chose to wait for Arum's answer to his request. Next to Arum's seat, there was a large flower bucket that had been given to her, the fragrance of which penetrated her sense of smell.

After discussing the will with his mother, Angkasa immediately went to the Arum bakery, and forced Arum to close the small Arum bakery.

"Sorry Captain, I'm still with my answer last night, I can't accept Captain's request" Arum said.

"Reason?" ask Space to know. Raise next to his eyebrows.

"Still the same as last night, there is still someone else in my heart, Capt," said Arum.

Arum lied, of course that's not the reason. Seeing for himself if Angkasa is betrothed to Andini, there is no way Arum will accept Space's request, he does not want to be hurt too deeply, their relationship will definitely be steep and opposed.

"Look at me while I'm talking, Rum. I know you're lying." Angkasa said firmly. Arum slowly raised his head. "Is it because I've been betrothed to Andini?" the question is on target. Arum was silent, and Angkasa had already guessed that.

"Mama doesn't know if I picked you, Rum. But once you know, you can't force." Space plumbed into Arum's iris "Now I want to know, do you feel what you feel like?"

Arum remained silent.

Yes, he felt what Angkasa felt, perhaps even greater, because with Angkasa, Arum felt a different sensation, felt protected, and Angkasa was the first person who loved him sincerely. But if he cultivates his taste in Angakasa, Arum is afraid that he will get hurt and he has trouble healing the wound, ending up in a slump.

"Rum Jawab."

"No, I don't feel anything" Arum denied to his heart, why he fell so easily in love with Angkasa.

"You feel it Rum. Don't deny it."

Angkasa rose, hugging Arum's fragile body, kissed the top of the head of the woman he loved, let Arum let out all the burden in his heart.

"I don't want to promise, Rum. But I'll take responsibility for my words that won't leave you."

Arum pulled himself from the tight embrace of the sturdy hand that locked his body, looking up at the face of Angkasa.

"Then how am I going to believe Captain's words? What guarantee?" Arum is really afraid that one day the Space will fail, because the promise of man is uncertain, if it is denied, it will be very painful, and the Space leaves him.

Space chuckles "Do I have to deme first, Rum. So you can believe?" Arum pinched his waist.

"I'm the big loser."

"Huge belly?"

"Capt!" Arum widened his eyes.

"Abang, call me Brother, Rum."

"I'm serious, Capt. I'm not kidding."

"Then let's get married. You don't have to worry about what you're afraid of."

Arum was silent, quite surprised by the request of Angkasa who immediately invited him to marry.

"I-i"

Too anxious, Arum too much consideration. Angkasa pulled the nape of Arum, fusing his lips make Arum's eyes wide open, feel soft and dinginya Angkasa's lips attached. Angkasa began to move his lips slowly over Arum's lips, so soft, that Arum closed his eyes enjoying the movement of Angkasa's lips so intoxicating. The hearts of the two were racing so fast and unpretentious.

Arum's hand rose, holding onto Angkasa's plain white T-shirt, clutching his chest, holding his body from scratch due to the blood rush that shocked every joint of his body.

Long Angkasa ate Arum's lips, then swatted his tongue barging in to siphon Arum's teeth. Until then she let go of her lips, as Arum began to run out of breath.

Still with eyebrows stuck together, Angkasa rubbed Arum's lips wet. Arum's face was blushing, embarrassed, said he refused, but after feeling the lips of Space, he did not want to escape.

Then the sky reunited their lips. Hearts that yearn for each other, the first Angkasa did this to the opposite sex, like a thirsty person, did not want to stop, and Arum, he did do it with Alex, he did, something you could say is common. But what Angkasa did to her, so softly, was hard to deny if Angkasa's kiss was more intoxicating than Alex's.

Without feeling the Space came up to the sofa on which Arum sat, lay down Arum's body, overlaying it, until the flower that was beside Arum fell was removed by the foot of the level of Space.

* * *

At nightfall, Angkasa's car arrives at Arum's contract. They had time to watch first, and the streets like young mudi who was dating. Angkasa's hand did not release Arum's hand, like a child who was afraid of losing his mother, if he let go of his woman's hand.

"Thank you" Arum wanted to go down, but Angkasa didn't want to let go of his hand.

"I'm coming down, yeah. Tell your mama we'll get married."

Arum chuckles. "Don't be crazy, getting married isn't easy. Even if boys don't need parental blessing, but I want to get the blessing of Captain's mom first."

"Ang, Rum."

Arum smiled.

"Yes, Bang."

"Let's go see your mama together after I get permission from your mama." Arum could not hide his happy look.

"Oh, I'm in first."

"It's over," cut Space. "Get into my heart." Arum chuckles.

"Oh yeah, not good. I'll guess again."

With a heavy heart Space released Arum's hand. He went down first to open the door for Arum. He was still faithfully standing in the car, until Arum really entered his house.

* * *

In his room, Clouds was feeling tight, his two hands were holding his head which felt very dizzy.

He felt he was no longer powerful, the Clouds increasingly felt difficult to breathe, he who was usually not afraid anymore when climbing the stairs, he said, no one knows if he returned afraid and dizzy when heading to his room on the second floor, due to self-treatment he had done since yesterday.

"T-to-lo-nggg, Maaaa," she said in an inaudible voice.