
Alina went away with the pain she felt from the words of Alercxa.
The man said that she was a hypocritical woman even though Junior continued to defend the woman he loved so much.
Alina could only cry herself and not understand why? that feeling remained in his heart.
Now Junior has promised never to disturb Alina's household again even though he himself also loves Alina very much. he said he would look forward to the day they were dating as Junior believed all along that they were really a match.
Alina was on her way home.
Throughout the journey Luna did not dare to ask, she remained focused on the road they were going through at the moment.
Meanwhile, in his office, Junior is still in tension because Junior said he would go away from his family and also leave everything we have.
Alercxa would not have allowed her son to leave because she had only one son from the woman she loved so much.
Love, yes' the man had even expressed his feelings to Leony before he lay in a coma a few months ago.
Now when Leony was gone the man felt very guilty because in fact the statement of love that he did at that time could not make his wife survive when the doctor said that his wife's life was no longer helped.
Junior who knows it can only cry as much as he can without saying anything, he knows all this time his mother hid something from him and when he knows it's too late, that's why? Junior did not want to regret like the daddy who ignored Leony all this time.
Although Junior knew that Alercxa was not completely indifferent to his wife, a cold man like Alercxa did not like sweet words to express his feelings, what he did was proof without words.
As so far, what Alercxa showed Leony was only his good deeds that were counted as compassion by Leony because Alercxa had other women besides him.
Though he married Olivia only to do the responsibility because Olivia was pregnant until the time the daughter was born he did not immediately end the marriage because he loved the child.
Without him realizing he had hurt Leony that deep.
Now Junior is still arguing with Alercxa because Junior is still determined to go away from everything.
Alercxa can only hope that her son will return to her one day because everything he has right now belongs to Junior.
While at Arthur's current residence he was waiting for Alina to give an explanation for everything that happened earlier because Mr. Alercxa had asked him to educate his wife well.
Alina who just finished cleaning herself is now sitting next to Arthur on the sofa.
She glanced at her husband who was focusing on his phone.
"So went to see Junior." said Arthur as he stared fixedly at his wife's face that looked swollen.
"Yes, I went there after coming home from the consultation place." said Alina honestly.
"Can you explain everything, what? what happened was that Mr. Alercxa asked me to educate my wife who I believe in so well." Arthur said.
"The fact is not as good as that mas I am a hypocritical woman, I can even be tempted by the money he gave." said Alina who immediately made Arthur's eyes closed.
After taking a deep breath, Arthur finally began to speak again.
"Tell me everything without anyone covering it up again" Arthur said.
"I've remembered everything mas, at first I wanted to completely forget about everything. I'm tired of being stuck in that painful mass."
"I went to see Junior so he could forget all about us and no longer pursue me. But he threatened to kill Arthur, and I tried to stop that."
"Next I made an offer to have him kill me, so that no more chaos would occur! Junior did put that gun in my temple... but then he kissed me until when Mr. Alercxa came he immediately beat Junior and put me as a hypocritical woman and the words were not wrong I am a hypocritical woman from now on you can also divorce me me again." said Alina longer than Arthur thought.
Arthur now stared fixedly at the beautiful face of Alina with a gaze that was very difficult to understand.
Alina was just down, Tears were falling back, her life was already falling apart at this moment she was just thinking about how in the future the fate of her children.
"I can go far away, I leave the children happy, just tell them that I am gone with my departure later, maybe they will be sad but it's only while they will come back cheerful when there is a new mother who will take care of them with you." said Alina.
"What's? The Alina I know is this selfish." Arthur said.
"I just" said Alina stopped when Arthur raised his right hand Alina closed her eyes when she thought Arthur would slap her, but in fact Arthur hugged Alina tightly.
Alina also returned the embrace with a broken cry, not even caring if there was a new Luna coming in.
"I am a sinner of Alina, and I will not abandon my wife just because I have made the same mistake, I am even more guilty of this, he said, because I can't take good care of myself and my family." Arthur said.
Arthur was crying because of that.
Until the next day, Alina who still feels very guilty about everything is now sitting in the back garden, even now the atmosphere is still very dark.
Alina sat cross-legged on the edge of the column she kept staring at the splash of water from above the fountain she had lit earlier before she sat down.
At this time he was staring somewhere that clearly there were only tears that faithfully accompanied him.
Alina was thinking about what? what's happened to him and Arthur since they were together.
Alina knew Arthur had made a fatal mistake, but Arthur was both a man and the head of the family.
And Arthur who has the right to survive with his household or not, but when Alina made the same mistake as Arthur did, Arthur, isn't it a very fatal thing that can't even be justified, and there's no justification for it. Then why? Arthur can still maintain a hypocritical wife like himself.
Alina is still angered by her daydreams when Arthur realizes that his wife is not next to him.
The man rushed off to look for Alina.
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Two years have passed since then Alina and Arthur went back to separate at Alina's request, even they still often meet to take care of their three children.
But Alina never protested with it, she instead supported if Arthur was really happy with the woman.
While Arthur himself who was rumored like that always gave an explanation that Alina never asked for.
"Ar, you have the right to be happy with anyone it is not necessary to worry about the mass who has gone. be happy I sincerely." said Alina who is now staring in the other direction with a phone connection that is still connected.
"I never felt that you were my mass, for me you remain my future who is now away from the wound." Arthur said on the phone.
Yes, ever since they divorced Arthur returned to Europe along with their children and Jenny.
While Alina now back to teaching and living in the old house relics of her parents.
Alina will meet her three children in person when Arthur is on a business trip in Indonesia, and he will bring with him the three to let go of longing with the mommy even though every day they always make video calls.
Meanwhile, Luna, now she is no longer working with Arthur and has now moved abroad since she was contracted by a doctor who had treated Alina first.
Without anyone knowing, Luna was taken by Arkan who now has returned to remembering about himself and Luna, even they have returned to marriage and now Luna is pregnant with their first child even twins.
It took Arkan a long time to get Luna's heart back together, after Arkan officially divorced from his first wife two years ago, one year after the divorce. he just managed to convince Luna that she loves Luna very much.
Returning to Alina and her current life, the woman returned to being as alone as ever.
He lived his solitude as a punishment for the sins he had committed.
Although Arthur had tried to maintain their relationship but Alina still could not survive because seeing Arthur's face was like seeing his sins that never ended.
Therefore, Alina will be very grateful if Arthur really has forgotten himself and lived happily with other women.
Alina also hopes their three children can be happier than when living with Alina first.
Lately Alina often went to a psychiatric doctor, to consult since the separation, she can live her life well because of the help of drugs recommended by the doctor.
Since that day he has never been able to sleep in peace.
Even so suffering with it Alina had intended to end her life if only the woman did not see the shadow of her three sons who were sad when the separation occurred.
Maybe it would be more than that if he was truly absent from this world.
Again the doctor only suggested that he be at peace with himself, and start a new life.
But Alina is now reluctant to find a partner, she does not want the same sin to repeat itself.
Alina is traumatized by marriage.
A few months later, when Alina was buying something in the shopping center, she saw the hottest news about Arthur's marriage with her female friend who had been rumored to be close to Arthur.
Even a business magazine featuring photos of Alina and Arthur prewedding both seem so harmonious.
It's only fitting that a few months ago Arthur was difficult to contact when Alina wanted to ask news about their three children.
Now that Alina knew the answer, Alina took a deep breath and exhaled to throw the tightness in her chest.
It would be hypocritical if Alina did not feel pain over the news that was plastered there, even though she was currently constantly trying to let go of everything.
Alina hurriedly left from the second floor of the mall, accidentally she collided with another person who was now staring at her disappearance.
Alina hurriedly after saying sorry, as her chest already felt completely claustrophobic.
"Babe.." said a handsome man who was now 27 years old.
While Alina does not know if she was colliding with her past.
Alina drove the car until she arrived at a quiet beach that was just the pounding waves that were now rumbling in front of her.
Alina rushed out of the car to the front of the beach with the waves that now wet her feet.
"Lord,,, thank you for all the answers to my prayers even though it hurts so much but I hope that all is well and that happiness is real!! please take this pain away God at least let me rest in peace." said Alina with tears streaming down her eyes.
"Let me rest from this pain God."he said again while walking forward without fear when he saw the waves that would not be impossible to eliminate his life at that time.
But suddenly someone pulled him without warning until they both fell on the white sand.
"What's? what you're doing, miss, suicide is not the best way." said the man.
Until Alina woke up in a room that was all white with her hands tied as well as her feet.
Yet the one thing that made him such a dazed person himself did not even remember who? himself...
Alina was repeatedly asked about her identity and who? his name but he just fell silent and looked down and the tears that now look dripping, what? what he feels now.
Someone came to the woman.
"Babe,, why? you can be like this." said the man who now looks as if holding back his cries.
He was Junior, the man who had already asked someone to follow Alina as she left in a hurry from the mall.
Junior, never thought if Alina really suffered all this time, until when she forgot with whom? himself and now a mental hospital patient.
Arthur does not know about it, even now he is taking care of the rumors circulating, Arthur does not know who? who dared to engineer all that, until he realized he had lost Alina who now could not be contacted.
Arthur doesn't know that Alina is in a mental hospital.